CHAPTER XI
When he reached the college the Angelus had long since rung. In
the corridor he met one of the Fathers, who, instead of questioning him,
returned his salutation with a grave gentleness that struck him. He had
turned into Father Sobriente's quiet study with the intention of reporting
himself, when he was disturbed to find him in consultation with three or
four of the faculty, who seemed to be thrown into some slight confusion
by his entrance. Clarence was about to retire hurriedly when Father
Sobriente, breaking up the council with a significant glance at the others,
called him back. Confused and embarrassed, with a dread of something
impending, the boy tried to avert it by a hurried account of his meeting
with Susy, and his hopes of Father Sobriente's counsel and assistance.
Taking upon himself the idea of suggesting Susy's escapade, he confessed
the fault. The old man gazed into his frank eyes with a thoughtful, half-
compassionate smile. "I was just thinking of giving you a holiday with--
with Don Juan Robinson." The unusual substitution of this final title for
the habitual "your cousin" struck Clarence uneasily. "But we will speak
of that later. Sit down, my son; I am not busy. We shall talk a little.
Father Pedro says you are getting on fluently with your translations.
That is excellent, my son, excellent."
Clarence's face beamed with relief and pleasure. His vague fears
began to dissipate.
"And you translate even from dictation! Good! We have an hour to
spare, and you shall give to me a specimen of your skill. Eh? Good! I
will walk here and dictate to you in my poor English, and you shall sit
there and render it to me in your good Spanish. Eh? So we shall amuse
and instruct ourselves."
Clarence smiled. These sporadic moments of instruction and
admonition were not unusual to the good Father. He cheerfully seated
himself at the Padre's table before a blank sheet of paper, with a pen in his
hand. Father Sobriente paced the apartment, with his usual heavy but
noiseless tread. To his surprise, the good priest, after an exhaustive pinch
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of snuff, blew his nose, and began, in his most lugubrious style of pulpit
exhortation:--
"It has been written that the sins of the father shall be visited upon the
children, and the unthinking and worldly have sought refuge from this law
by declaring it harsh and cruel. Miserable and blind! For do we not see
that the wicked man, who in the pride of his power and vainglory is
willing to risk punishment to HIMSELF--and believes it to be courage--
must pause before the awful mandate that condemns an equal suffering to
those he loves, which he cannot withhold or suffer for? In the spectacle
of these innocents struggling against disgrace, perhaps disease, poverty, or
desertion, what avails his haughty, all-defying spirit? Let us imagine,
Clarence."
"Sir?" said the literal Clarence, pausing in his exercise.
"I mean," continued the priest, with a slight cough, "let the thoughtful
man picture a father: a desperate, self-willed man, who scorned the laws of
God and society--keeping only faith with a miserable subterfuge he called
'honor,' and relying only on his own courage and his knowledge of human
weakness. Imagine him cruel and bloody--a gambler by profession, an
outlaw among men, an outcast from the Church; voluntarily abandoning
friends and family,--the wife he should have cherished, the son he should
have reared and educated--for the gratification of his deadly passions.
Yet imagine that man suddenly confronted with the thought of that
heritage of shame and disgust which he had brought upon his innocent
offspring--to whom he cannot give even his own desperate recklessness to
sustain its vicarious suffering. What must be the feelings of a parent--"
"Father Sobriente," said Clarence softly.
To the boy's surprise, scarcely had he spoken when the soft protecting
palm of the priest was already upon his shoulder, and the snuffy but kindly
upper lip, trembling with some strange emotion, close beside his cheek.
"What is it, Clarence?" he said hurriedly. "Speak, my son, without
fear! You would ask--"
"I only wanted to know if 'padre' takes a masculine verb here," replied
Clarence naively.
Father Sobriente blew his nose violently. "Truly--though used for
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either gender, by the context masculine," he responded gravely. "Ah," he
added, leaning over Clarence, and scanning his work hastily, "Good, very
good! And now, possibly," he continued, passing his hand like a damp
sponge over his heated brow, "we shall reverse our exercise. I shall
deliver to you in Spanish what you shall render back in English, eh?
And--let us consider--we shall make something more familiar and
narrative, eh?"
To this Clarence, somewhat bored by these present solemn abstractions,
assented gladly, and took up his pen. Father Sobriente, resuming his
noiseless pacing, began:
"On the fertile plains of Guadalajara lived a certain caballero,
possessed of flocks and lands, and a wife and son. But, being also
possessed of a fiery and roving nature, he did not value them as he did
perilous adventure, feats of arms, and sanguinary encounters. To this may
be added riotous excesses, gambling and drunkenness, which in time
decreased his patrimony, even as his rebellious and quarrelsome spirit had
alienated his family and neighbors. His wife, borne down by shame and
sorrow, died while her son was still an infant. In a fit of equal remorse
and recklessness the caballero married again within the year. But the
new wife was of a temper and bearing as bitter as her consort. Violent
quarrels ensued between them, ending in the husband abandoning his wife
and son, and leaving St. Louis--I should say Guadalajara--for ever. Joining
some adventurers in a foreign land, under an assumed name, he pursued
his reckless course, until, by one or two acts of outlawry, he made his
return to civilization impossible. The deserted wife and step-mother of
his child coldly accepted the situation, forbidding his name to be spoken
again in her presence, announced that he was dead, and kept the
knowledge of his existence from his own son, whom she placed under the
charge of her sister. But the sister managed to secretly communicate with
the outlawed father, and, under a pretext, arranged between them, of
sending the boy to another relation, actually dispatched the innocent child
to his unworthy parent. Perhaps stirred by remorse, the infamous man--"
"Stop!" said Clarence suddenly.
He had thrown down his pen, and was standing erect and rigid before
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the Father.
"You are trying to tell me something, Father Sobriente," he said, with
an effort. "Speak out, I implore you. I can stand anything but this
mystery. I am no longer a child. I have a right to know all. This that
you are telling me is no fable--I see it in your face, Father Sobriente; it is
the story of--of--"
"Your father, Clarence!" said the priest, in a trembling voice.
The boy drew back, with a white face. "My father!" he repeated.
"Living, or dead?"
"Living, when you first left your home," said the old man hurriedly,
seizing Clarence's hand, "for it was he who in the name of your cousin
sent for you. Living--yes, while you were here, for it was he who for the
past three years stood in the shadow of this assumed cousin, Don Juan,
and at last sent you to this school. Living, Clarence, yes; but living under a
name and reputation that would have blasted you! And now DEAD--
dead in Mexico, shot as an insurgent and in a still desperate career! May
God have mercy on his soul!"
"Dead!" repeated Clarence, trembling, "only now?"
"The news of the insurrection and his fate came only an hour since,"
continued the Padre quickly; "his complicity with it and his identity were
known only to Don Juan. He would have spared you any knowledge of
the truth, even as this dead man would; but I and my brothers thought
otherwise. I have broken it to you badly, my son, but forgive me?"
An hysterical laugh broke from Clarence and the priest recoiled before
him. "Forgive YOU! What was this man to me?" he said, with boyish
vehemence. "He never LOVED me! He deserted me; he made my life
a lie. He never sought me, came near me, or stretched a hand to me that I
could take?"
"Hush! hush!" said the priest, with a horrified look, laying his huge
hand upon the boy's shoulder and bearing him down to his seat. "You
know not what you say. Think--think, Clarence! Was there none of all
those who have befriended you--who were kind to you in your
wanderings--to whom your heart turned unconsciously? Think, Clarence!
You yourself have spoken to me of such a one. Let your heart speak
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again, for his sake--for the sake of the dead."
A gentler light suffused the boy's eyes, and he started. Catching
convulsively at his companion's sleeve, he said in an eager, boyish whisper,
"There was one, a wicked, desperate man, whom they all feared--Flynn,
who brought me from the mines. Yes, I thought that he was my cousin's
loyal friend--more than all the rest; and I told him everything--all, that I
never told the man I thought my cousin, or anyone, or even you; and I
think, I think, Father, I liked him best of all. I thought since it was
wrong," he continued, with a trembling smile, "for I was foolishly fond
even of the way the others feared him, he that I feared not, and who was so
kind to me. Yet he, too, left me without a word, and when I would have
followed him--" But the boy broke down, and buried his face in his
hands.
"No, no," said Father Sobriente, with eager persistence, "that was his
foolish pride to spare you the knowledge of your kinship with one so
feared, and part of the blind and mistaken penance he had laid upon
himself. For even at that moment of your boyish indignation, he never
was so fond of you as then. Yes, my poor boy, this man, to whom God
led your wandering feet at Deadman's Gulch; the man who brought you
here, and by some secret hold--I know not what--on Don Juan's past,
persuaded him to assume to be your relation; this man Flynn, this Jackson
Brant the gambler, this Hamilton Brant the outlaw--WAS YOUR FATHER!
Ah, yes! Weep on, my son; each tear of love and forgiveness from thee
hath vicarious power to wash away his sin."
With a single sweep of his protecting hand he drew Clarence towards
his breast, until the boy slowly sank upon his knees at his feet. Then,
lifting his eyes towards the ceiling, he said softly in an older tongue, "And
THOU, too, unhappy and perturbed spirit, rest!"
. . . . . . .
It was nearly dawn when the good Padre wiped the last tears from
Clarence's clearer eyes. "And now, my son," he said, with a gentle smile,
as he rose to his feet, "let us not forget the living. Although your step-
mother has, through her own act, no legal claim upon you, far be it from
me to indicate your attitude towards her. Enough that YOU are
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independent." He turned, and, opening a drawer in his secretaire, took
out a bank-book, and placed it in the hands of the wondering boy.
"It was HIS wish, Clarence, that even after his death you should never
have to prove your kinship to claim your rights. Taking advantage of the
boyish deposit you had left with Mr. Carden at the bank, with his
connivance and in your name he added to it, month by month and year by
year; Mr. Carden cheerfully accepting the trust and management of the
fund. The seed thus sown has produced a thousandfold, Clarence,
beyond all expectations. You are not only free, my son, but of yourself
and in whatever name you choose--your own master."
"I shall keep my father's name," said the boy simply.
"Amen!" said Father Sobriente.
Here closes the chronicle of Clarence Brant's boyhood. How he
sustained his name and independence in after years, and who, of those
already mentioned in these pages, helped him to make or mar it, may be a
matter for future record.