CHAPTER IV
The dash forward to the train, securely held in the saddle by the arms
of their deliverers, was a secret joy to the children that seemed only too
quickly over. The resistless gallop of the fiery mustangs, the rush of the
night wind, the gathering darkness in which the distant wagons, now
halted and facing them, looked like domed huts in the horizon--all these
seemed but a delightful and fitting climax to the events of the day. In the
sublime forgetfulness of youth, all they had gone through had left no
embarrassing record behind it; they were willing to repeat their
experiences on the morrow, confident of some equally happy end. And
when Clarence, timidly reaching his hand towards the horse-hair reins
lightly held by his companion, had them playfully yielded up to him by
that hold and confident rider, the boy felt himself indeed a man.
But a greater surprise was in store for them. As they neared the
wagons, now formed into a circle with a certain degree of military
formality, they could see that the appointments of the strange party were
larger and more liberal than their own, or indeed anything they had ever
known of the kind. Forty or fifty horses were tethered within the circle,
and the camp fires were already blazing. Before one of them a large tent
was erected, and through the parted flaps could be seen a table actually
spread with a white cloth. Was it a school feast, or was this their
ordinary household arrangement? Clarence and Susy thought of their
own dinners, usually laid on bare boards beneath the sky, or under the low
hood of the wagon in rainy weather, and marveled. And when they
finally halted, and were lifted from their horses, and passed one wagon
fitted up as a bedroom and another as a kitchen, they could only nudge
each other with silent appreciation. But here again the difference already
noted in the quality of the sensations of the two children was observable.
Both were equally and agreeably surprised. But Susy's wonder was
merely the sense of novelty and inexperience, and a slight disbelief in the
actual necessity of what she saw; while Clarence, whether from some
previous general experience or peculiar temperament, had the conviction
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that what he saw here was the usual custom, and what he had known with
the Silsbees was the novelty. The feeling was attended with a slight
sense of wounded pride for Susy, as if her enthusiasm had exposed her to
ridicule.
The man who had carried him, and seemed to be the head of the party,
had already preceded them to the tent, and presently reappeared with a
lady with whom he had exchanged a dozen hurried words. They seemed
to refer to him and Susy; but Clarence was too much preoccupied with the
fact that the lady was pretty, that her clothes were neat and thoroughly
clean, that her hair was tidy and not rumpled, and that, although she wore
an apron, it was as clean as her gown, and even had ribbons on it, to listen
to what was said. And when she ran eagerly forward, and with a
fascinating smile lifted the astonished Susy in her arms, Clarence, in his
delight for his young charge, quite forgot that she had not noticed him.
The bearded man, who seemed to be the lady's husband, evidently pointed
out the omission, with some additions that Clarence could not catch; for
after saying, with a pretty pout, "Well, why shouldn't he?" she came
forward with the same dazzling smile, and laid her small and clean white
hand upon his shoulder.
"And so you took good care of the dear little thing? She's such an
angel, isn't she? and you must love her very much."
Clarence colored with delight. It was true it had never occurred to
him to look at Susy in the light of a celestial visitant, and I fear he was just
then more struck with the fair complimenter than the compliment to his
companion, but he was pleased for her sake. He was not yet old enough to
be conscious of the sex's belief in its irresistible domination over mankind
at all ages, and that Johnny in his check apron would be always a hopeless
conquest of Jeannette in her pinafore, and that he ought to have been in
love with Susy.
Howbeit, the lady suddenly whisked her away to the recesses of her
own wagon, to reappear later, washed, curled, and beribboned like a new
doll, and Clarence was left alone with the husband and another of the
party.
"Well, my boy, you haven't told me your name yet."
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"Clarence, sir."
"So Susy calls you, but what else?"
"Clarence Brant."
"Any relation to Colonel Brant?" asked the second man carelessly.
"He was my father," said the boy, brightening under this faint prospect
of recognition in his loneliness.
The two men glanced at each other. The leader looked at the boy
curiously, and said,--
"Are you the son of Colonel Brant, of Louisville?"
"Yes, sir," said the boy, with a dim stirring of uneasiness in his heart.
"But he's dead now," he added finally.
"Ah, when did he die?" said the man quickly.
"Oh, a long time ago. I don't remember him much. I was very
little," said the boy, half apologetically.
"Ah, you don't remember him?"
"No," said Clarence shortly. He was beginning to fall back upon that
certain dogged repetition which in sensitive children arises from their
hopeless inability to express their deeper feelings. He also had an
instinctive consciousness that this want of a knowledge of his father was
part of that vague wrong that had been done him. It did not help his
uneasiness that he could see that one of the two men, who turned away
with a half-laugh, misunderstood or did not believe him.
"How did you come with the Silsbees?" asked the first man.
Clarence repeated mechanically, with a child's distaste of practical
details, how he had lived with an aunt at St. Jo, and how his stepmother
had procured his passage with the Silsbees to California, where he was to
meet his cousin. All this with a lack of interest and abstraction that he
was miserably conscious told against him, but he was yet helpless to resist.
The first man remained thoughtful, and then glanced at Clarence's
sunburnt hands. Presently his large, good-humored smile returned.
"Well, I suppose you are hungry?"
"Yes," said Clarence shyly. "But--"
"But what?"
"I should like to wash myself a little," he returned hesitatingly,
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thinking of the clean tent, the clean lady, and Susy's ribbons.
"Certainly," said his friend, with a pleased look. "Come with me."
Instead of leading Clarence to the battered tin basin and bar of yellow soap
which had formed the toilet service of the Silsbee party, he brought the
boy into one of the wagons, where there was a washstand, a china basin,
and a cake of scented soap. Standing beside Clarence, he watched him
perform his ablutions with an approving air which rather embarrassed his
protege. Presently he said, almost abruptly,--
"Do you remember your father's house at Louisville?"
"Yes, sir; but it was a long time ago."
Clarence remembered it as being very different from his home at St.
Joseph's, but from some innate feeling of diffidence he would have shrunk
from describing it in that way. He, however, said he thought it was a
large house. Yet the modest answer only made his new friend look at
him the more keenly.
"Your father was Colonel Hamilton Brant, of Louisville, wasn't he?"
he said, half-confidentially.
"Yes," said Clarence hopelessly.
"Well," said his friend cheerfully, as if dismissing an abstruse problem
from his mind, "Let's go to supper."
When they reached the tent again, Clarence noticed that the supper
was laid only for his host and wife and the second man--who was
familiarly called "Harry," but who spoke of the former always as "Mr. and
Mrs. Peyton"--while the remainder of the party, a dozen men, were at a
second camp fire, and evidently enjoying themselves in a picturesque
fashion. Had the boy been allowed to choose, he would have joined
them, partly because it seemed more "manly," and partly that he dreaded a
renewal of the questioning.
But here, Susy, sitting bolt upright on an extemporized high stool,
happily diverted his attention by pointing to the empty chair beside her.
"Kla'uns," she said suddenly, with her usual clear and appalling
frankness, "they is chickens, and hamanaigs, and hot biksquits, and lasses,
and Mister Peyton says I kin have 'em all."
Clarence, who had begun suddenly to feel that he was responsible for
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Susy's deportment and was balefully conscious that she was holding her
plated fork in her chubby fist by its middle, and, from his previous
knowledge of her, was likely at any moment to plunge it into the dish
before her, said softly,--
"Hush!"
"Yes, you shall, dear," said Mrs. Peyton, with tenderly beaming
assurance to Susy and a half-reproachful glance at the boy. "Eat what
you like, darling."
"It's a fork," whispered the still uneasy Clarence, as Susy now seemed
inclined to stir her bowl of milk with it.
"'Tain't, now, Kla'uns, it's only a split spoon," said Susy.
But Mrs. Peyton, in her rapt admiration, took small note of these
irregularities, plying the child with food, forgetting her own meal, and
only stopping at times to lift back the forward straying curls on Susy's
shoulders. Mr. Peyton looked on gravely and contentedly. Suddenly
the eyes of husband and wife met.
"She'd have been nearly as old as this, John," said Mrs. Peyton, in a
faint voice.
John Peyton nodded without speaking, and turned his eyes away into
the gathering darkness. The man "Harry" also looked abstractedly at his
plate, as if he was saying grace. Clarence wondered who "she" was, and
why two little tears dropped from Mrs. Peyton's lashes into Susy's milk,
and whether Susy might not violently object to it. He did not know until
later that the Peytons had lost their only child, and Susy comfortably
drained this mingled cup of a mother's grief and tenderness without
suspicion.
"I suppose we'll come up with their train early tomorrow, if some of
them don't find us to-night," said Mrs. Peyton, with a long sigh and a
regretful glance at Susy. "Perhaps we might travel together for a little
while," she added timidly.
Harry laughed, and Mr. Peyton replied gravely, "I am afraid we
wouldn't travel with them, even for company's sake; and," he added, in a
lower and graver voice, "it's rather odd the search party hasn't come upon
us yet, though I'm keeping Pete and Hank patrolling the trail to meet
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them."
"It's heartless--so it is!" said Mrs. Peyton, with sudden indignation.
"It would be all very well if it was only this boy, who can take care of
himself; but to be so careless of a mere baby like this, it's shameful!"
For the first time Clarence tasted the cruelty of discrimination. All the
more keenly that he was beginning to worship, after his boyish fashion,
this sweet-faced, clean, and tender-hearted woman. Perhaps Mr. Peyton
noticed it, for he came quietly to his aid.
"Maybe they knew better than we in what careful hands they had left
her," he said, with a cheerful nod towards Clarence. "And, again, they
may have been fooled as we were by Injin signs and left the straight road."
This suggestion instantly recalled to Clarence his vision in the
mesquite. Should he dare tell them? Would they believe him, or would
they laugh at him before her? He hesitated, and at last resolved to tell it
privately to the husband. When the meal was ended, and he was made
happy by Mrs. Peyton's laughing acceptance of his offer to help her clear
the table and wash the dishes, they all gathered comfortably in front of the
tent before the large camp fire. At the other fire the rest of the party were
playing cards and laughing, but Clarence no longer cared to join them.
He was quite tranquil in the maternal propinquity of his hostess, albeit a
little uneasy as to his reticence about the Indian.
"Kla'uns," said Susy, relieving a momentary pause, in her highest
voice, "knows how to speak. Speak, Kla'uns!"
It appearing from Clarence's blushing explanation that this gift was not
the ordinary faculty of speech, but a capacity to recite verse, he was
politely pressed by the company for a performance.
"Speak 'em, Kla'uns, the boy what stood unto the burnin' deck, and
said, 'The boy, oh, where was he?'" said Susy, comfortably lying down on
Mrs. Peyton's lap, and contemplating her bare knees in the air. "It's 'bout
a boy," she added confidentially to Mrs. Peyton, "whose father wouldn't
never, never stay with him on a burnin' ship, though he said, 'Stay, father,
stay,' ever so much."
With this clear, lucid, and perfectly satisfactory explanation of Mrs.
Hemans's "Casabianca," Clarence began. Unfortunately, his actual
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rendering of this popular school performance was more an effort of
memory than anything else, and was illustrated by those wooden gestures
which a Western schoolmaster had taught him. He described the flames
that "roared around him," by indicating with his hand a perfect circle, of
which he was the axis; he adjured his father, the late Admiral Casabianca,
by clasping his hands before his chin, as if wanting to be manacled in an
attitude which he was miserably conscious was unlike anything he himself
had ever felt or seen before; he described that father "faint in death
below," and "the flag on high," with one single motion. Yet something
that the verses had kindled in his active imagination, perhaps, rather than
an illustration of the verses themselves, at times brightened his gray eyes,
became tremulous in his youthful voice, and I fear occasionally incoherent
on his lips. At times, when not conscious of his affected art, the plain
and all upon it seemed to him to slip away into the night, the blazing camp
fire at his feet to wrap him in a fateful glory, and a vague devotion to
something--he knew not what--so possessed him that he communicated it,
and probably some of his own youthful delight in extravagant voice, to his
hearers, until, when he ceased with a glowing face, he was surprised to
find that the card players had deserted their camp fires and gathered round
the tent.
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