CHAPTER III THE HISTORY OF
A FORTUNATE WOMAN
Among the remarkable men who owed their destiny to the Restoration,
but whom, unfortunately, the restored monarchy kept, with Martignac,
aloof from the concerns of government, was Felix de Vandenesse,
removed, with several others, to the Chamber of peers during the last days
of Charles X. This misfortune, though, as he supposed, temporary, made
him think of marriage, towards which he was also led, as so many men are,
by a sort of disgust for the emotions of gallantry, those fairy flowers of the
soul. There comes a vital moment to most of us when social life appears in
all its soberness.
Felix de Vandenesse had been in turn happy and unhappy, oftener
unhappy than happy, like men who, at their start in life, have met with
Love in its most perfect form. Such privileged beings can never
subsequently be satisfied; but, after fully experiencing life, and comparing
characters, they attain to a certain contentment, taking refuge in a spirit of
general indulgence. No one deceives them, for they delude themselves no
longer; but their resignation, their disillusionment is always graceful; they
expect what comes, and therefor they suffer less. Felix might still rank
among the handsomest and most agreeable men in Paris. He was originally
commended to many women by one of the noblest creatures of our epoch,
Madame de Mortsauf, who had died, it was said, out of love and grief for
him; but he was specially trained for social life by the handsome and well-
known Lady Dudley.
In the eyes of many Parisian women, Felix, a sort of hero of romance,
owed much of his success to the evil that was said of him. Madame de
Manerville had closed the list of his amorous adventures; and perhaps her
dismissal had something to do with his frame of mind. At any rate, without
being in any way a Don Juan, he had gathered in the world of love as
many disenchantments as he had met with in the world of politics. That
ideal of womanhood and of passion, the type of which-- perhaps to his
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sorrow--had lighted and governed his dawn of life, he despaired of ever
finding again.
At thirty years of age, Comte Felix determined to put an end to the
burden of his various felicities by marriage. On that point his ideas were
extremely fixed; he wanted a young girl brought up in the strictest tenets
of Catholicism. It was enough for him to know how the Comtesse de
Granville had trained her daughters to make him, after he had once
resolved on marriage, request the hand of the eldest. He himself had
suffered under the despotism of a mother; he still remembered his
unhappy childhood too well not to recognize, beneath the reserves of
feminine shyness, the state to which such a yoke must have brought the
heart of a young girl, whether that heart was soured, embittered, or
rebellious, or whether it was still peaceful, lovable, and ready to unclose to
noble sentiments. Tyranny produces two opposite effects, the symbols of
which exist in two grand figures of ancient slavery, Epictetus and
Spartacus,--hatred and evil feelings on the one hand, resignation and
tenderness, on the other.
The Comte de Vandenesse recognized himself in Marie-Angelique de
Granville. In choosing for his wife an artless, innocent, and pure young
girl, this young old man determined to mingle a paternal feeling with the
conjugal feeling. He knew his own heart was withered by the world and by
politics, and he felt that he was giving in exchange for a dawning life the
remains of a worn-out existence. Beside those springtide flowers he was
putting the ice of winter; hoary experience with young and innocent
ignorance. After soberly judging the position, he took up his conjugal
career with ample precaution; indulgence and perfect confidence were the
two anchors to which he moored it. Mothers of families ought to seek such
men for their daughters. A good mind protects like a divinity;
disenchantment is as keen-sighted as a surgeon; experience as foreseeing
as a mother. Those three qualities are the cardinal virtues of a safe
marriage. All that his past career had taught to Felix de Vandenesse, the
observations of a life that was busy, literary, and thoughtful by turns, all
his forces, in fact, were now employed in making his wife happy; to that
end he applied his mind.
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When Marie-Angelique left the maternal purgatory, she rose at once
into the conjugal paradise prepared for her by Felix, rue du Rocher, in a
house where all things were redolent of aristocracy, but where the varnish
of society did not impede the ease and "laisser-aller" which young and
loving hearts desire so much. From the start, Marie- Angelique tasted all
the sweets of material life to the very utmost. For two years her husband
made himself, as it were, her purveyor. He explained to her, by degrees,
and with great art, the things of life; he initiated her slowly into the
mysteries of the highest society; he taught her the genealogies of noble
families; he showed her the world; he guided her taste in dress; he trained
her to converse; he took her from theatre to theatre, and made her study
literature and current history. This education he accomplished with all the
care of a lover, father, master, and husband; but he did it soberly and
discreetly; he managed both enjoyments and instructions in such a manner
as not to destroy the value of her religious ideas. In short, he carried out
his enterprise with the wisdom of a great master. At the end of four years,
he had the happiness of having formed in the Comtesse de Vandenesse one
of the most lovable and remarkable young women of our day.
Marie-Angelique felt for Felix precisely the feelings with which Felix
desired to inspire her,--true friendship, sincere gratitude, and a fraternal
love, in which was mingled, at certain times, a noble and dignified
tenderness, such as tenderness between husband and wife ought to be. She
was a mother, and a good mother. Felix had therefore attached himself to
his young wife by every bond without any appearance of garroting her,--
relying for his happiness on the charms of habit.
None but men trained in the school of life--men who have gone round
the circle of disillusionment, political and amorous--are capable of
following out a course like this. Felix, however, found in his work the
same pleasure that painters, writers, architects take in their creations. He
doubly enjoyed both the work and its fruition as he admired his wife, so
artless, yet so well-informed, witty, but natural, lovable and chaste, a girl,
and yet a mother, perfectly free, though bound by the chains of
righteousness. The history of all good homes is that of prosperous peoples;
it can be written in two lines, and has in it nothing for literature. So, as
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happiness is only explicable to and by itself, these four years furnish
nothing to relate which was not as tender as the soft outlines of eternal
cherubs, as insipid, alas! as manna, and about as amusing as the tale of
"Astrea."
In 1833, this edifice of happiness, so carefully erected by Felix de
Vandenesse, began to crumble, weakened at its base without his
knowledge. The heart of a woman of twenty-five is no longer that of a girl
of eighteen, any more than the heart of a woman of forty is that of a
woman of thirty. There are four ages in the life of woman; each age creates
a new woman. Vandenesse knew, no doubt, the law of these
transformations (created by our modern manners and morals), but he
forgot them in his own case,--just as the best grammarian will forget a rule
of grammar in writing a book, or the greatest general in the field under fire,
surprised by some unlooked-for change of base, forgets his military tactics.
The man who can perpetually bring his thought to bear upon his facts is a
man of genius; but the man of the highest genius does not display genius
at all times; if he did, he would be like to God.
After four years of this life, with never a shock to the soul, nor a word
that produced the slightest discord in this sweet concert of sentiment, the
countess, feeling herself developed like a beautiful plant in a fertile soil,
caressed by the sun of a cloudless sky, awoke to a sense of a new self. This
crisis of her life, the subject of this Scene, would be incomprehensible
without certain explanations, which may extenuate in the eyes of women
the wrong-doing of this young countess, a happy wife, a happy mother,
who seems, at first sight, inexcusable.
Life results from the action of two opposing principles; when one of
them is lacking the being suffers. Vandenesse, by satisfying every need,
had suppressed desire, that king of creation, which fills an enormous place
in the moral forces. Extreme heat, extreme sorrow, complete happiness,
are all despotic principles that reign over spaces devoid of production;
they insist on being solitary; they stifle all that is not themselves.
Vandenesse was not a woman, and none but women know the art of
varying happiness; hence their coquetry, refusals, fears, quarrels, and the
all-wise clever foolery with which they put in doubt the things that seemed
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to be without a cloud the night before. Men may weary by their constancy,
but women never. Vandenesse was too thoroughly kind by nature to worry
deliberately the woman he loved; on the contrary, he kept her in the bluest
and least cloudy heaven of love. The problem of eternal beatitude is one of
those whose solution is known only to God. Here, below, the sublimest
poets have simply harassed their readers when attempting to picture
paradise. Dante's reef was that of Vandenesse; all honor to such courage!
Felix's wife began to find monotony in an Eden so well arranged; the
perfect happiness which the first woman found in her terrestrial paradise
gave her at length a sort of nausea of sweet things, and made the countess
wish, like Rivarol reading Florian, for a wolf in the fold. Such, judging by
the history of ages, appears to be the meaning of that emblematic serpent
to which Eve listened, in all probability, out of ennui. This deduction may
seem a little venturesome to Protestants, who take the book of Genesis
more seriously than the Jews themselves.
The situation of Madame de Vandenesse can, however, be explained
without recourse to Biblical images. She felt in her soul an enormous
power that was unemployed. Her happiness gave her no suffering; it rolled
along without care or uneasiness; she was not afraid of losing it; each
morning it shone upon her, with the same blue sky, the same smile, the
same sweet words. That clear, still lake was unruffled by any breeze, even
a zephyr; she would fain have seen a ripple on its glassy surface. Her
desire had something so infantine about it that it ought to be excused; but
society is not more indulgent than the God of Genesis. Madame de
Vandenesse, having now become intelligently clever, was aware that such
sentiments were not permissible, and she refrained from confiding them to
her "dear little husband." Her genuine simplicity had not invented any
other name for him; for one can't call up in cold blood that delightfully
exaggerated language which love imparts to its victims in the midst of
flames.
Vandenesse, glad of this adorable reserve, kept his wife, by deliberate
calculations, in the temperate regions of conjugal affection. He never
condescended to seek a reward or even an acknowledgment of the infinite
pains which he gave himself; his wife thought his luxury and good taste
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her natural right, and she felt no gratitude for the fact that her pride and
self-love had never suffered. It was thus in everything. Kindness has its
mishaps; often it is attributed to temperament; people are seldom willing
to recognize it as the secret effort of a noble soul.
About this period of her life, Madame Felix de Vandenesse had
attained to a degree of worldly knowledge which enabled her to quit the
insignificant role of a timid, listening, and observing supernumerary, --a
part played, they say, for some time, by Giulia Grisi in the chorus at La
Scala. The young countess now felt herself capable of attempting the part
of prima-donna, and she did so on several occasions. To the great
satisfaction of her husband, she began to mingle in conversations.
Intelligent ideas and delicate observations put into her mind by her
intercourse with her husband, made her remarked upon, and success
emboldened her. Vandenesse, to whom the world admitted that his wife
was beautiful, was delighted when the same assurance was given that she
was clever and witty. On their return from a ball, concert, or rout where
Marie had shone brilliantly, she would turn to her husband, as she took off
her ornaments, and say, with a joyous, self-assured air,--
"Were you pleased with me this evening?"
The countess excited jealousies; among others that of her husband's
sister, Madame de Listomere, who until now had patronized her, thinking
that she protected a foil to her own merits. A countess, beautiful, witty and
virtuous!--what a prey for the tongues of the world! Felix had broken with
too many women, and too many women had broken with him, to leave
them indifferent to his marriage. When these women beheld in Madame de
Vandenesse a small woman with red hands, and rather awkward manner,
saying little, and apparently not thinking much, they thought themselves
sufficiently avenged. The disasters of July, 1830, supervened; society was
dissolved for two years; the rich evaded the turmoil and left Paris either
for foreign travel or for their estates in the country, and none of the salons
reopened until 1833. When that time came, the faubourg Saint-Germain
still sulked, but it held intercourse with a few houses, regarding them as
neutral ground,--among others that of the Austrian ambassador, where the
legitimist society and the new social world met together in the persons of
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their best representatives.
Attached by many ties of the heart and by gratitude to the exiled
family, and strong in his personal convictions, Vandenesse did not
consider himself obliged to imitate the silly behavior of his party. In times
of danger, he had done his duty at the risk of his life; his fidelity had never
been compromised, and he determined to take his wife into general society
without fear of its becoming so. His former mistresses could scarcely
recognize the bride they had thought so childish in the elegant, witty, and
gentle countess, who now appeared in society with the exquisite manners
of the highest female aristocracy. Mesdames d'Espard, de Manerville, and
Lady Dudley, with others less known, felt the serpent waking up in the
depths of their hearts; they heard the low hissings of angry pride; they
were jealous of Felix's happiness, and would gladly have given their
prettiest jewel to do him some harm; but instead of being hostile to the
countess, these kind, ill-natured women surrounded her, showed her the
utmost friendship, and praised her to me. Sufficiently aware of their
intentions, Felix watched their relations with Marie, and warned her to
distrust them. They all suspected the uneasiness of the count at their
intimacy with his wife, and they redoubled their attentions and flatteries,
so that they gave her an enormous vogue in society, to the great
displeasure of her sister-in-law, the Marquise de Listomere, who could not
understand it. The Comtesse Felix de Vandenesse was cited as the most
charming and the cleverest woman in Paris. Marie's other sister-in-law, the
Marquise Charles de Vandenesse, was consumed with vexation at the
confusion of names and the comparisons it sometimes brought about.
Though the marquise was a handsome and clever woman, her rivals took
delight in comparing her with her sister-in-law, with all the more point
because the countess was a dozen years younger. These women knew very
well what bitterness Marie's social vogue would bring into her intercourse
with both of her sisters-in-law, who, in fact, became cold and disobliging
in proportion to her triumph in society. She was thus surrounded by
dangerous relations and intimate enemies.
Every one knows that French literature at that particular period was
endeavoring to defend itself against an apathetic indifference (the result of
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the political drama) by producing works more or less Byronian, in which
the only topics really discussed were conjugal delinquencies.
Infringements of the marriage tie formed the staple of reviews, books, and
dramas. This eternal subject grew more and more the fashion. The lover,
that nightmare of husbands, was everywhere, except perhaps in homes,
where, in point of fact, under the bourgeois regime, he was less seen than
formerly. It is not when every one rushes to their window and cries
"Thief!" and lights the streets, that robbers abound. It is true that during
those years so fruitful of turmoil--urban, political, and moral--a few
matrimonial catastrophes took place; but these were exceptional, and less
observed than they would have been under the Restoration. Nevertheless,
women talked a great deal together about books and the stage, then the
two chief forms of poesy. The lover thus became one of their leading
topics,--a being rare in point of act and much desired. The few affairs
which were known gave rise to discussions, and these discussions were, as
usually happens, carried on by immaculate women.
A fact worthy of remark is the aversion shown to such conversations
by women who are enjoying some illicit happiness; they maintain before
the eyes of the world a reserved, prudish, and even timid countenance;
they seem to ask silence on the subject, or some condonation of their
pleasure from society. When, on the contrary, a woman talks freely of such
catastrophes, and seems to take pleasure in doing so, allowing herself to
explain the emotions that justify the guilty parties, we may be sure that she
herself is at the crossways of indecision, and does not know what road she
might take.
During this winter, the Comtesse de Vandenesse heard the great voice
of the social world roaring in her ears, and the wind of its stormy gusts
blew round her. Her pretended friends, who maintained their reputations at
the height of their rank and their positions, often produced in her presence
the seductive idea of the lover; they cast into her soul certain ardent talk of
love, the "mot d'enigme" which life propounds to woman, the grand
passion, as Madame de Stael called it,--preaching by example. When the
countess asked naively, in a small and select circle of these friends, what
difference there was between a lover and a husband, all those who wished
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evil to Felix took care to reply in a way to pique her curiosity, or fire her
imagination, or touch her heart, or interest her mind.
"Oh! my dear, we vegetate with a husband, but we live with a lover,"
said her sister-in-law, the marquise.
"Marriage, my dear, is our purgatory; love is paradise," said Lady
Dudley.
"Don't believe her," cried Mademoiselle des Touches; "it is hell."
"But a hell we like," remarked Madame de Rochefide. "There is often
more pleasure in suffering than in happiness; look at the martyrs!"
"With a husband, my dear innocent, we live, as it were, in our own life;
but to love, is to live in the life of another," said the Marquise d'Espard.
"A lover is forbidden fruit, and that to me, says all!" cried the pretty
Moina de Saint-Heren, laughing.
When she was not at some diplomatic rout, or at a ball given by rich
foreigners, like Lady Dudley or the Princesse Galathionne, the Comtesse
de Vandenesse might be seen, after the Opera, at the houses of Madame
d'Espard, the Marquise de Listomere, Mademoiselle des Touches, the
Comtesse de Montcornet, or the Vicomtesse de Grandlieu, the only
aristocratic houses then open; and never did she leave any one of them
without some evil seed of the world being sown in her heart. She heard
talk of completing her life,--a saying much in fashion in those days; of
being comprehended,--another word to which women gave strange
meanings. She often returned home uneasy, excited, curious, and
thoughtful. She began to find something less, she hardly knew what, in her
life; but she did not yet go so far as to think it lonely.
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