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Through the mysterious agency which works in schools and among
servants, it was quite well known in the morning that Sara Crewe was in
horrible disgrace, that Ermengarde was under punishment, and that Becky
would have been packed out of the house before breakfast, but that a
scullery maid could not be dispensed with at once. The servants knew
that she was allowed to stay because Miss Minchin could not easily find
another creature helpless and humble enough to work like a bounden slave
for so few shillings a week. The elder girls in the schoolroom knew that
if Miss Minchin did not send Sara away it was for practical reasons of her
own.
"She's growing so fast and learning such a lot, somehow," said Jessie
to Lavinia, "that she will be given classes soon, and Miss Minchin knows
she will have to work for nothing. It was rather nasty of you, Lavvy, to
tell about her having fun in the garret. How did you find it out?"
"I got it out of Lottie. She's such a baby she didn't know she was
telling me. There was nothing nasty at all in speaking to Miss Minchin.
I felt it my duty"--priggishly. "She was being deceitful. And it's
ridiculous that she should look so grand, and be made so much of, in her
rags and tatters!"
"What were they doing when Miss Minchin caught them?"
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"Pretending some silly thing. Ermengarde had taken up her hamper
to share with Sara and Becky. She never invites us to share things. Not
that I care, but it's rather vulgar of her to share with servant girls in attics.
I wonder Miss Minchin didn't turn Sara out-- even if she does want her for
a teacher."
"If she was turned out where would she go?" inquired Jessie, a trifle
anxiously.
"How do I know?" snapped Lavinia. "She'll look rather queer when
she comes into the schoolroom this morning, I should think-- after what's
happened. She had no dinner yesterday, and she's not to have any today."
Jessie was not as ill-natured as she was silly. She picked up her book
with a little jerk.
"Well, I think it's horrid," she said. "They've no right to starve her to
death."
When Sara went into the kitchen that morning the cook looked
askance at her, and so did the housemaids; but she passed them hurriedly.
She had, in fact, overslept herself a little, and as Becky had done the same,
neither had had time to see the other, and each had come downstairs in
haste.
Sara went into the scullery. Becky was violently scrubbing a kettle,
and was actually gurgling a little song in her throat. She looked up with
a wildly elated face.
"It was there when I wakened, miss--the blanket," she whispered
excitedly. "It was as real as it was last night."
"So was mine," said Sara. "It is all there now--all of it. While I was
dressing I ate some of the cold things we left."
"Oh, laws! Oh, laws!" Becky uttered the exclamation in a sort of
rapturous groan, and ducked her head over her kettle just in time, as the
cook came in from the kitchen.
Miss Minchin had expected to see in Sara, when she appeared in the
schoolroom, very much what Lavinia had expected to see. Sara had
always been an annoying puzzle to her, because severity never made her
cry or look frightened. When she was scolded she stood still and listened
politely with a grave face; when she was punished she performed her extra
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tasks or went without her meals, making no complaint or outward sign of
rebellion. The very fact that she never made an impudent answer seemed
to Miss Minchin a kind of impudence in itself. But after yesterday's
deprivation of meals, the violent scene of last night, the prospect of hunger
today, she must surely have broken down. It would be strange indeed if
she did not come downstairs with pale cheeks and red eyes and an
unhappy, humbled face.
Miss Minchin saw her for the first time when she entered the
schoolroom to hear the little French class recite its lessons and superintend
its exercises. And she came in with a springing step, color in her cheeks,
and a smile hovering about the corners of her mouth. It was the most
astonishing thing Miss Minchin had ever known. It gave her quite a
shock. What was the child made of? What could such a thing mean?
She called her at once to her desk.
"You do not look as if you realize that you are in disgrace," she said.
"Are you absolutely hardened?"
The truth is that when one is still a child--or even if one is grown up--
and has been well fed, and has slept long and softly and warm; when one
has gone to sleep in the midst of a fairy story, and has wakened to find it
real, one cannot be unhappy or even look as if one were; and one could not,
if one tried, keep a glow of joy out of one's eyes. Miss Minchin was
almost struck dumb by the look of Sara's eyes when she made her
perfectly respectful answer.
"I beg your pardon, Miss Minchin," she said; "I know that I am in
disgrace."
"Be good enough not to forget it and look as if you had come into a
fortune. It is an impertinence. And remember you are to have no food
today."
"Yes, Miss Minchin," Sara answered; but as she turned away her heart
leaped with the memory of what yesterday had been. "If the Magic had
not saved me just in time," she thought, "how horrible it would have
been!"
"She can't be very hungry," whispered Lavinia. "Just look at her.
Perhaps she is pretending she has had a good breakfast"--with a spiteful
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laugh.
"She's different from other people," said Jessie, watching Sara with her
class. "Sometimes I'm a bit frightened of her."
"Ridiculous thing!" ejaculated Lavinia.
All through the day the light was in Sara's face, and the color in her
cheek. The servants cast puzzled glances at her, and whispered to each
other, and Miss Amelia's small blue eyes wore an expression of
bewilderment. What such an audacious look of well-being, under august
displeasure could mean she could not understand. It was, however, just
like Sara's singular obstinate way. She was probably determined to brave
the matter out.
One thing Sara had resolved upon, as she thought things over. The
wonders which had happened must be kept a secret, if such a thing were
possible. If Miss Minchin should choose to mount to the attic again, of
course all would be discovered. But it did not seem likely that she would
do so for some time at least, unless she was led by suspicion.
Ermengarde and Lottie would be watched with such strictness that they
would not dare to steal out of their beds again. Ermengarde could be told
the story and trusted to keep it secret. If Lottie made any discoveries, she
could be bound to secrecy also. Perhaps the Magic itself would help to
hide its own marvels.
"But whatever happens," Sara kept saying to herself all day--
"WHATEVER happens, somewhere in the world there is a heavenly kind
person who is my friend--my friend. If I never know who it is--if I never
can even thank him--I shall never feel quite so lonely. Oh, the Magic
was GOOD to me!"
If it was possible for weather to be worse than it had been the day
before, it was worse this day--wetter, muddier, colder. There were more
errands to be done, the cook was more irritable, and, knowing that Sara
was in disgrace, she was more savage. But what does anything matter
when one's Magic has just proved itself one's friend. Sara's supper of the
night before had given her strength, she knew that she should sleep well
and warmly, and, even though she had naturally begun to be hungry again
before evening, she felt that she could bear it until breakfast-time on the
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following day, when her meals would surely be given to her again. It
was quite late when she was at last allowed to go upstairs. She had been
told to go into the schoolroom and study until ten o'clock, and she had
become interested in her work, and remained over her books later.
When she reached the top flight of stairs and stood before the attic
door, it must be confessed that her heart beat rather fast.
"Of course it MIGHT all have been taken away," she whispered, trying
to be brave. "It might only have been lent to me for just that one awful
night. But it WAS lent to me--I had it. It was real."
She pushed the door open and went in. Once inside, she gasped
slightly, shut the door, and stood with her back against it looking from side
to side.
The Magic had been there again. It actually had, and it had done
even more than before. The fire was blazing, in lovely leaping flames,
more merrily than ever. A number of new things had been brought into
the attic which so altered the look of it that if she had not been past
doubting she would have rubbed her eyes. Upon the low table another
supper stood--this time with cups and plates for Becky as well as herself; a
piece of bright, heavy, strange embroidery covered the battered mantel,
and on it some ornaments had been placed. All the bare, ugly things
which could be covered with draperies had been concealed and made to
look quite pretty. Some odd materials of rich colors had been fastened
against the wall with fine, sharp tacks--so sharp that they could be pressed
into the wood and plaster without hammering. Some brilliant fans were
pinned up, and there were several large cushions, big and substantial
enough to use as seats. A wooden box was covered with a rug, and some
cushions lay on it, so that it wore quite the air of a sofa.
Sara slowly moved away from the door and simply sat down and
looked and looked again.
"It is exactly like something fairy come true," she said. "There isn't
the least difference. I feel as if I might wish for anything--diamonds or
bags of gold--and they would appear! THAT wouldn't be any stranger
than this. Is this my garret? Am I the same cold, ragged, damp Sara?
And to think I used to pretend and pretend and wish there were fairies!
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The one thing I always wanted was to see a fairy story come true. I am
LIVING in a fairy story. I feel as if I might be a fairy myself, and able to
turn things into anything else."
She rose and knocked upon the wall for the prisoner in the next cell,
and the prisoner came.
When she entered she almost dropped in a heap upon the floor. For a
few seconds she quite lost her breath.
"Oh, laws!" she gasped. "Oh, laws, miss!"
"You see," said Sara.
On this night Becky sat on a cushion upon the hearth rug and had a
cup and saucer of her own.
When Sara went to bed she found that she had a new thick mattress
and big downy pillows. Her old mattress and pillow had been removed
to Becky's bedstead, and, consequently, with these additions Becky had
been supplied with unheard-of comfort.
"Where does it all come from?" Becky broke forth once. "Laws,
who does it, miss?"
"Don't let us even ASK>, said Sara. "If it were not that I want to say,
`Oh, thank you,' I would rather not know. It makes it more beautiful."
From that time life became more wonderful day by day. The fairy
story continued. Almost every day something new was done. Some
new comfort or ornament appeared each time Sara opened the door at
night, until in a short time the attic was a beautiful little room full of all
sorts of odd and luxurious things. The ugly walls were gradually entirely
covered with pictures and draperies, ingenious pieces of folding furniture
appeared, a bookshelf was hung up and filled with books, new comforts
and conveniences appeared one by one, until there seemed nothing left to
be desired. When Sara went downstairs in the morning, the remains of
the supper were on the table; and when she returned to the attic in the
evening, the magician had removed them and left another nice little meal.
Miss Minchin was as harsh and insulting as ever, Miss Amelia as peevish,
and the servants were as vulgar and rude. Sara was sent on errands in all
weathers, and scolded and driven hither and thither; she was scarcely
allowed to speak to Ermengarde and Lottie; Lavinia sneered at the
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increasing shabbiness of her clothes; and the other girls stared curiously at
her when she appeared in the schoolroom. But what did it all matter
while she was living in this wonderful mysterious story? It was more
romantic and delightful than anything she had ever invented to comfort
her starved young soul and save herself from despair. Sometimes, when
she was scolded, she could scarcely keep from smiling.
"If you only knew!" she was saying to herself. "If you only knew!"
The comfort and happiness she enjoyed were making her stronger, and
she had them always to look forward to. If she came home from her
errands wet and tired and hungry, she knew she would soon be warm and
well fed after she had climbed the stairs. During the hardest day she
could occupy herself blissfully by thinking of what she should see when
she opened the attic door, and wondering what new delight had been
prepared for her. In a very short time she began to look less thin. Color
came into her cheeks, and her eyes did not seem so much too big for her
face.
"Sara Crewe looks wonderfully well," Miss Minchin remarked
disapprovingly to her sister.
"Yes," answered poor, silly Miss Amelia. "She is absolutely fattening.
She was beginning to look like a little starved crow."
"Starved!" exclaimed Miss Minchin, angrily. "There was no reason
why she should look starved. She always had plenty to eat!"
"Of--of course," agreed Miss Amelia, humbly, alarmed to find that she
had, as usual, said the wrong thing.
"There is something very disagreeable in seeing that sort of thing in a
child of her age," said Miss Minchin, with haughty vagueness.
"What--sort of thing?" Miss Amelia ventured.
"It might almost be called defiance," answered Miss Minchin, feeling
annoyed because she knew the thing she resented was nothing like
defiance, and she did not know what other unpleasant term to use. "The
spirit and will of any other child would have been entirely humbled and
broken by--by the changes she has had to submit to. But, upon my word,
she seems as little subdued as if--as if she were a princess."
"Do you remember," put in the unwise Miss Amelia, "what she said to
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you that day in the schoolroom about what you would do if you found out
that she was--"
"No, I don't," said Miss Minchin. "Don't talk nonsense." But she
remembered very clearly indeed.
Very naturally, even Becky was beginning to look plumper and less
frightened. She could not help it. She had her share in the secret fairy
story, too. She had two mattresses, two pillows, plenty of bed-covering,
and every night a hot supper and a seat on the cushions by the fire. The
Bastille had melted away, the prisoners no longer existed. Two
comforted children sat in the midst of delights. Sometimes Sara read
aloud from her books, sometimes she learned her own lessons, sometimes
she sat and looked into the fire and tried to imagine who her friend could
be, and wished she could say to him some of the things in her heart.
Then it came about that another wonderful thing happened. A man
came to the door and left several parcels. All were addressed in large
letters, "To the Little Girl in the right-hand attic."
Sara herself was sent to open the door and take them in. She laid the
two largest parcels on the hall table, and was looking at the address, when
Miss Minchin came down the stairs and saw her.
"Take the things to the young lady to whom they belong," she said
severely. "Don't stand there staring at them.
"They belong to me," answered Sara, quietly.
"To you?" exclaimed Miss Minchin. "What do you mean?"
"I don't know where they come from," said Sara, "but they are
addressed to me. I sleep in the right-hand attic. Becky has the other
one."
Miss Minchin came to her side and looked at the parcels with an
excited expression.
"What is in them?" she demanded.
"I don't know," replied Sara.
"Open them," she ordered.
Sara did as she was told. When the packages were unfolded Miss
Minchin's countenance wore suddenly a singular expression. What she
saw was pretty and comfortable clothing--clothing of different kinds:
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shoes, stockings, and gloves, and a warm and beautiful coat. There were
even a nice hat and an umbrella. They were all good and expensive
things, and on the pocket of the coat was pinned a paper, on which were
written these words: "To be worn every day. Will be replaced by others
when necessary."
Miss Minchin was quite agitated. This was an incident which
suggested strange things to her sordid mind. Could it be that she had
made a mistake, after all, and that the neglected child had some powerful
though eccentric friend in the background--perhaps some previously
unknown relation, who had suddenly traced her whereabouts, and chose to
provide for her in this mysterious and fantastic way? Relations were
sometimes very odd--particularly rich old bachelor uncles, who did not
care for having children near them. A man of that sort might prefer to
overlook his young relation's welfare at a distance. Such a person,
however, would be sure to be crotchety and hot-tempered enough to be
easily offended. It would not be very pleasant if there were such a one,
and he should learn all the truth about the thin, shabby clothes, the scant
food, and the hard work. She felt very queer indeed, and very uncertain,
and she gave a side glance at Sara.
"Well," she said, in a voice such as she had never used since the little
girl lost her father, "someone is very kind to you. As the things have
been sent, and you are to have new ones when they are worn out, you may
as well go and put them on and look respectable. After you are dressed
you may come downstairs and learn your lessons in the schoolroom. You
need not go out on any more errands today."
About half an hour afterward, when the schoolroom door opened and
Sara walked in, the entire seminary was struck dumb.
"My word!" ejaculated Jessie, jogging Lavinia's elbow. "Look at the
Princess Sara!"
Everybody was looking, and when Lavinia looked she turned quite
red.
It was the Princess Sara indeed. At least, since the days when she
had been a princess, Sara had never looked as she did now. She did not
seem the Sara they had seen come down the back stairs a few hours ago.
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She was dressed in the kind of frock Lavinia had been used to envying her
the possession of. It was deep and warm in color, and beautifully made.
Her slender feet looked as they had done when Jessie had admired them,
and the hair, whose heavy locks had made her look rather like a Shetland
pony when it fell loose about her small, odd face, was tied back with a
ribbon.
"Perhaps someone has left her a fortune," Jessie whispered. "I
always thought something would happen to her. She's so queer."
"Perhaps the diamond mines have suddenly appeared again," said
Lavinia, scathingly. "Don't please her by staring at her in that way, you
silly thing."
"Sara," broke in Miss Minchin's deep voice, "come and sit here."
And while the whole schoolroom stared and pushed with elbows, and
scarcely made any effort to conceal its excited curiosity, Sara went to her
old seat of honor, and bent her head over her books.
That night, when she went to her room, after she and Becky had eaten
their supper she sat and looked at the fire seriously for a long time.
"Are you making something up in your head, miss?" Becky inquired
with respectful softness. When Sara sat in silence and looked into the
coals with dreaming eyes it generally meant that she was making a new
story. But this time she was not, and she shook her head.
"No," she answered. "I am wondering what I ought to do."
Becky stared--still respectfully. She was filled with something
approaching reverence for everything Sara did and said.
"I can't help thinking about my friend," Sara explained. "If he wants
to keep himself a secret, it would be rude to try and find out who he is.
But I do so want him to know how thankful I am to him-- and how happy
he has made me. Anyone who is kind wants to know when people have
been made happy. They care for that more than for being thanked. I
wish--I do wish--"
She stopped short because her eyes at that instant fell upon something
standing on a table in a corner. It was something she had found in the
room when she came up to it only two days before. It was a little
writing-case fitted with paper and envelopes and pens and ink.
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"Oh," she exclaimed, "why did I not think of that before?"
She rose and went to the corner and brought the case back to the fire.
"I can write to him," she said joyfully, "and leave it on the table.
Then perhaps the person who takes the things away will take it, too. I
won't ask him anything. He won't mind my thanking him, I feel sure."
So she wrote a note. This is what she said:
I hope you will not think it is impolite that I should write this note to
you when you wish to keep yourself a secret. Please believe I do not
mean to be impolite or try to find out anything at all; only I want to thank
you for being so kind to me--so heavenly kind-- and making everything
like a fairy story. I am so grateful to you, and I am so happy--and so is
Becky. Becky feels just as thankful as I do-- it is all just as beautiful and
wonderful to her as it is to me. We used to be so lonely and cold and
hungry, and now--oh, just think what you have done for us! Please let
me say just these words. It seems as if I OUGHT to say them. THANK
you--THANK you--THANK you!
THE LITTLE GIRL IN THE ATTIC.
The next morning she left this on the little table, and in the evening it
had been taken away with the other things; so she knew the Magician had
received it, and she was happier for the thought. She was reading one of
her new books to Becky just before they went to their respective beds,
when her attention was attracted by a sound at the skylight. When she
looked up from her page she saw that Becky had heard the sound also, as
she had turned her head to look and was listening rather nervously.
"Something's there, miss," she whispered.
"Yes," said Sara, slowly. "It sounds--rather like a cat-- trying to get
in."
She left her chair and went to the skylight. It was a queer little sound
she heard--like a soft scratching. She suddenly remembered something
and laughed. She remembered a quaint little intruder who had made his
way into the attic once before. She had seen him that very afternoon,
sitting disconsolately on a table before a window in the Indian gentleman's
house.
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"Suppose," she whispered in pleased excitement--"just suppose it was
the monkey who got away again. Oh, I wish it was!"
She climbed on a chair, very cautiously raised the skylight, and peeped
out. It had been snowing all day, and on the snow, quite near her,
crouched a tiny, shivering figure, whose small black face wrinkled itself
piteously at sight of her.
"It is the monkey," she cried out. "He has crept out of the Lascar's
attic, and he saw the light."
Becky ran to her side.
"Are you going to let him in, miss?" she said.
"Yes," Sara answered joyfully. "It's too cold for monkeys to be out.
They're delicate. I'll coax him in."
She put a hand out delicately, speaking in a coaxing voice-- as she
spoke to the sparrows and to Melchisedec--as if she were some friendly
little animal herself.
"Come along, monkey darling," she said. "I won't hurt you."
He knew she would not hurt him. He knew it before she laid her soft,
caressing little paw on him and drew him towards her. He had felt
human love in the slim brown hands of Ram Dass, and he felt it in hers.
He let her lift him through the skylight, and when he found himself in her
arms he cuddled up to her breast and looked up into her face.
"Nice monkey! Nice monkey!" she crooned, kissing his funny head.
"Oh, I do love little animal things."
He was evidently glad to get to the fire, and when she sat down and
held him on her knee he looked from her to Becky with mingled interest
and appreciation.
"He IS plain-looking, miss, ain't he?" said Becky.
"He looks like a very ugly baby," laughed Sara. "I beg your pardon,
monkey; but I'm glad you are not a baby. Your mother COULDN'T be
proud of you, and no one would dare to say you looked like any of your
relations. Oh, I do like you!"
She leaned back in her chair and reflected.
"Perhaps he's sorry he's so ugly," she said, "and it's always on his mind.
I wonder if he HAS a mind. Monkey, my love, have you a mind?"
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But the monkey only put up a tiny paw and scratched his head.
"What shall you do with him?" Becky asked.
"I shall let him sleep with me tonight, and then take him back to the
Indian gentleman tomorrow. I am sorry to take you back, monkey; but
you must go. You ought to be fondest of your own family; and I'm not a
REAL relation."
And when she went to bed she made him a nest at her feet, and he
curled up and slept there as if he were a baby and much pleased with his
quarters.
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17
"It Is the Child!"
The next afternoon three members of the Large Family sat in the
Indian gentleman's library, doing their best to cheer him up. They had
been allowed to come in to perform this office because he had specially
invited them. He had been living in a state of suspense for some time,
and today he was waiting for a certain event very anxiously. This event
was the return of Mr. Carmichael from Moscow. His stay there had been
prolonged from week to week. On his first arrival there, he had not been
able satisfactorily to trace the family he had gone in search of. When he
felt at last sure that he had found them and had gone to their house, he had
been told that they were absent on a journey. His efforts to reach them
had been unavailing, so he had decided to remain in Moscow until their
return. Mr. Carrisford sat in his reclining chair, and Janet sat on the floor
beside him. He was very fond of Janet. Nora had found a footstool,
and Donald was astride the tiger's head which ornamented the rug made of
the animal's skin. It must be owned that he was riding it rather violently.
"Don't chirrup so loud, Donald," Janet said. "When you come to
cheer an ill person up you don't cheer him up at the top of your voice.
Perhaps cheering up is too loud, Mr. Carrisford?" turning to the Indian
gentleman.
But he only patted her shoulder.
"No, it isn't," he answered. "And it keeps me from thinking too
much."
"I'm going to be quiet," Donald shouted. "We'll all be as quiet as
mice."
"Mice don't make a noise like that," said Janet.
Donald made a bridle of his handkerchief and bounced up and down
on the tiger's head.
"A whole lot of mice might," he said cheerfully. "A thousand mice
might."
"I don't believe fifty thousand mice would," said Janet, severely; "and
we have to be as quiet as one mouse."
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Mr. Carrisford laughed and patted her shoulder again.
"Papa won't be very long now," she said. "May we talk about the lost
little girl?"
"I don't think I could talk much about anything else just now," the
Indian gentleman answered, knitting his forehead with a tired look.
"We like her so much," said Nora. "We call her the little un-fairy
princess."
"Why?" the Indian gentleman inquired, because the fancies of the
Large Family always made him forget things a little.
It was Janet who answered.
"It is because, though she is not exactly a fairy, she will be so rich
when she is found that she will be like a princess in a fairy tale. We
called her the fairy princess at first, but it didn't quite suit."
"Is it true," said Nora, "that her papa gave all his money to a friend to
put in a mine that had diamonds in it, and then the friend thought he had
lost it all and ran away because he felt as if he was a robber?"
"But he wasn't really, you know," put in Janet, hastily.
The Indian gentleman took hold of her hand quickly.
"No, he wasn't really," he said.
"I am sorry for the friend," Janet said; "I can't help it. He didn't mean
to do it, and it would break his heart. I am sure it would break his heart."
"You are an understanding little woman, Janet," the Indian gentleman
said, and he held her hand close.
"Did you tell Mr. Carrisford," Donald shouted again, "about the little-
girl-who-is{}n't-a-beggar? Did you tell him she has new nice clothes?
P'r'aps she's been found by somebody when she was lost."
"There's a cab!" exclaimed Janet. "It's stopping before the door. It
is papa!"
They all ran to the windows to look out.
"Yes, it's papa," Donald proclaimed. "But there is no little girl."
All three of them incontinently fled from the room and tumbled into
the hall. It was in this way they always welcomed their father. They
were to be heard jumping up and down, clapping their hands, and being
caught up and kissed.
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Mr. Carrisford made an effort to rise and sank back again.
"It is no use," he said. "What a wreck I am!"
Mr. Carmichael's voice approached the door.
{remove header} "No, children," he was saying; "you may come in
after I have talked to Mr. Carrisford. Go and play with Ram Dass."
Then the door opened and he came in. He looked rosier than ever,
and brought an atmosphere of freshness and health with him; but his eyes
were disappointed and anxious as they met the invalid's look of eager
question even as they grasped each other's hands.
"What news?" Mr. Carrisford asked. "The child the Russian people
adopted?"
"She is not the child we are looking for," was Mr. Carmichael's answer.
"She is much younger than Captain Crewe's little girl. Her name is
Emily Carew. I have seen and talked to her. The Russians were able to
give me every detail."
How wearied and miserable the Indian gentleman looked! His hand
dropped from Mr. Carmichael's.
"Then the search has to be begun over again," he said. "That is all.
Please sit down."
Mr. Carmichael took a seat. Somehow, he had gradually grown fond
of this unhappy man. He was himself so well and happy, and so
surrounded by cheerfulness and love, that desolation and broken health
seemed pitifully unbearable things. If there had been the sound of just
one gay little high-pitched voice in the house, it would have been so much
less forlorn. And that a man should be compelled to carry about in his
breast the thought that he had seemed to wrong and desert a child was not
a thing one could face.
"Come, come," he said in his cheery voice; "we'll find her yet."
"We must begin at once. No time must be lost," Mr. Carrisford
fretted. "Have you any new suggestion to make--any whatsoever?"
Mr. Carmichael felt rather restless, and he rose and began to pace the
room with a thoughtful, though uncertain face.
"Well, perhaps," he said. "I don't know what it may be worth. The
fact is, an idea occurred to me as I was thinking the thing over in the train
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on the journey from Dover."
"What was it? If she is alive, she is somewhere."
"Yes; she is SOMEWHERE>. We have searched the schools in Paris.
Let us give up Paris and begin in London. That was my idea-- to search
London."
"There are schools enough in London," said Mr. Carrisford. Then he
slightly started, roused by a recollection. "By the way, there is one next
door."
"Then we will begin there. We cannot begin nearer than next door."
"No," said Carrisford. "There is a child there who interests me; but
she is not a pupil. And she is a little dark, forlorn creature, as unlike poor
Crewe as a child could be."
Perhaps the Magic was at work again at that very moment-- the
beautiful Magic. It really seemed as if it might be so. What was it that
brought Ram Dass into the room--even as his master spoke--salaaming
respectfully, but with a scarcely concealed touch of excitement in his dark,
flashing eyes?
"Sahib," he said, "the child herself has come--the child the sahib felt
pity for. She brings back the monkey who had again run away to her
attic under the roof. I have asked that she remain. {I}t was my thought
that it would please the sahib to see and speak with her."
"Who is she?" inquired Mr. Carmichael.
"God knows," Mr. Carrrisford answered. "She is the child I spoke of.
A little drudge at the school." He waved his hand to Ram Dass, and
addressed him. "Yes, I should like to see her. Go and bring her in."
Then he turned to Mr. Carmichael. "While you have been away," he
explained, "I have been desperate. The days were so dark and long.
Ram Dass told me of this child's miseries, and together we invented a
romantic plan to help her. I suppose it was a childish thing to do; but it
gave me something to plan and think of. Without the help of an agile,
soft-footed Oriental like Ram Dass, however, it could not have been
done."
Then Sara came into the room. She carried the monkey in her arms,
and he evidently did not intend to part from her, if it could be helped. He
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was clinging to her and chattering, and the interesting excitement of
finding herself in the Indian gentleman's room had brought a flush to
Sara's cheeks.
"Your monkey ran away again," she said, in her pretty voice. "He
came to my garret window last night, and I took him in because it was so
cold. I would have brought him back if it had not been so late. I knew
you were ill and might not like to be disturbed."
The Indian gentleman's hollow eyes dwelt on her with curious interest.
"That was very thoughtful of you," he said.
Sara looked toward Ram Dass, who stood near the door.
"Shall I give him to the Lascar?" she asked.
"How do you know he is a Lascar?" said the Indian gentleman, smiling
a little.
"Oh, I know Lascars," Sara said, handing over the reluctant monkey.
"I was born in India."
The Indian gentleman sat upright so suddenly, and with such a change
of expression, that she was for a moment quite startled.
"You were born in India," he exclaimed, "were you? Come here."
And he held out his hand.
Sara went to him and laid her hand in his, as he seemed to want to take
it. She stood still, and her green-gray eyes met his wonderingly.
Something seemed to be the matter with him.
"You live next door?" he demanded.
"Yes; I live at Miss Minchin's seminary."
"But you are not one of her pupils?"
A strange little smile hovered about Sara's mouth. She hesitated a
moment.
"I don't think I know exactly WHAT I am," she replied.
"Why not?"
"At first I was a pupil, and a parlor boarder; but now--"
"You were a pupil! What are you now?"
The queer little sad smile was on Sara's lips again.
"I sleep in the attic, next to the scullery maid," she said. "I run
errands for the cook--I do anything she tells me; and I teach the little ones
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their lessons."
"Question her, Carmichael," said Mr. Carrisford, sinking back as if he
had lost his strength. "Question her; I cannot."
The big, kind father of the Large Family knew how to question little
girls. Sara realized how much practice he had had when he spoke to her
in his nice, encouraging voice.
"What do you mean by `At first,' my child?" he inquired.
"When I was first taken there by my papa."
"Where is your papa?"
"He died," said Sara, very quietly. "He lost all his money and there
was none left for me. There was no one to take care of me or to pay Miss
Minchin."
"Carmichael!" the Indian gentleman cried out loudly. "Carmichael!"
"We must not frighten her," Mr. Carmichael said aside to him in a
quick, low voice. And he added aloud to Sara, "So you were sent up into
the attic, and made into a little drudge. That was about it, wasn't it?"
"There was no one to take care of me," said Sara. "There was no
money; I belong to nobody."
"How did your father lose his money?" the Indian gentleman broke in
breathlessly.
"He did not lose it himself," Sara answered, wondering still more each
moment. "He had a friend he was very fond of-- he was very fond of him.
It was his friend who took his money. He trusted his friend too much."
The Indian gentleman's breath came more quickly.
"The friend might have MEANT to do no harm," he said. "It might
have happened through a mistake."
Sara did not know how unrelenting her quiet young voice sounded as
she answered. If she had known, she would surely have tried to soften it
for the Indian gentleman's sake.
"The suffering was just as bad for my papa," she said. It killed him."
"What was your father's name?" the Indian gentleman said. "Tell
me."
"His name was Ralph Crewe," Sara answered, feeling startled.
"Captain Crewe. He died in India."
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The haggard face contracted, and Ram Dass sprang to his master's
side.
"Carmichael," the invalid gasped, "it is the child--the child!"
For a moment Sara thought he was going to die. Ram Dass poured
out drops from a bottle, and held them to his lips. Sara stood near,
trembling a little. She looked in a bewildered way at Mr. Carmichael.
"What child am I?" she faltered.
"He was your father's friend," Mr. Carmichael answered her. "Don't
be frightened. We have been looking for you for two years."
Sara put her hand up to her forehead, and her mouth trembled. She
spoke as if she were in a dream.
"And I was at Miss Minchin's all the while," she half whispered.
"Just on the other side of the wall."
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18
"I Tried Not to Be"
It was pretty, comfortable Mrs. Carmichael who explained everything.
She was sent for at once, and came across the square to take Sara into her
warm arms and make clear to her all that had happened. The excitement
of the totally unexpected discovery had been temporarily almost
overpowering to Mr. Carrisford in his weak condition.
"Upon my word," he said faintly to Mr. Carmichael, when it was
suggested that the little girl should go into another room. "I feel as if I do
not want to lose sight of her."
"I will take care of her," Janet said, "and mamma will come in a few
minutes." And it was Janet who led her away.
"We're so glad you are found," she said. "You don't know how glad
we are that you are found."
Donald stood with his hands in his pockets, and gazed at Sara with
reflecting and self-reproachful eyes.
"If I'd just asked what your name was when I gave you my sixpence,"
he said, "you would have told me it was Sara Crewe, and then you would
have been found in a minute." Then Mrs. Carmichael came in. She
looked very much moved, and suddenly took Sara in her arms and kissed
her.
"You look bewildered, poor child," she said. "And it is not to be
wondered at."
Sara could only think of one thing.
"Was he," she said, with a glance toward the closed door of the library-
-"was HE the wicked friend? Oh, do tell me!"
Mrs. Carmichael was crying as she kissed her again. She felt as if
she ought to be kissed very often because she had not been kissed for so
long.
"He was not wicked, my dear," she answered. "He did not really lose
your papa's money. He only thought he had lost it; and because he loved
him so much his grief made him so ill that for a time he was not in his
right mind. He almost died of brain fever, and long before he began to
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recover your poor papa was dead."
"And he did not know where to find me," murmured Sara. "And I
was so near." Somehow, she could not forget that she had been so near.
"He believed you were in school in France," Mrs. Carmichael
explained. "And he was continually misled by false clues. He has
looked for you everywhere. When he saw you pass by, looking so sad
and neglected, he did not dream that you were his friend's poor child; but
because you were a little girl, too, he was sorry for you, and wanted to
make you happier. And he told Ram Dass to climb into your attic
window and try to make you comfortable."
Sara gave a start of joy; her whole look changed.
"Did Ram Dass bring the things?" she cried out. "Did he tell Ram
Dass to do it? Did he make the dream that came true?"
"Yes, my dear--yes! He is kind and good, and he was sorry for you,
for little lost Sara Crewe's sake."
The library door opened and Mr. Carmichael appeared, calling Sara to
him with a gesture.
"Mr. Carrisford is better already," he said. "He wants you to come to
him."
Sara did not wait. When the Indian gentleman looked at her as she
entered, he saw that her face was all alight.
She went and stood before his chair, with her hands clasped together
against her breast.
"You sent the things to me," she said, in a joyful emotional little voice,
"the beautiful, beautiful things? YOU sent them!"
"Yes, poor, dear child, I did," he answered her. He was weak and
broken with long illness and trouble, but he looked at her with the look she
remembered in her father's eyes--that look of loving her and wanting to
take her in his arms. It made her kneel down by him, just as she used to
kneel by her father when they were the dearest friends and lovers in the
world.
"Then it is you who are my friend," she said; "it is you who are my
friend!" And she dropped her face on his thin hand and kissed it again
and again.
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"The man will be himself again in three weeks," Mr. Carmichael said
aside to his wife. "Look at his face already." In fact, he did look
changed. Here was the "Little Missus," and he had new things to think of
and plan for already. In the first place, there was Miss Minchin. She
must be interviewed and told of the change which had taken place in the
fortunes of her pupil.
Sara was not to return to the seminary at all. The Indian gentleman
was very determined upon that point. She must remain where she was,
and Mr. Carmichael should go and see Miss Minchin himself{.}
"I am glad I need not go back," said Sara. "She will be very angry.
She does not like me; though perhaps it is my fault, because I do not like
her."
But, oddly enough, Miss Minchin made it unnecessary for Mr.
Carmichael to go to her, by actually coming in search of her pupil herself.
She had wanted Sara for something, and on inquiry had heard an
astonishing thing. One of the housemaids had seen her steal out of the
area with something hidden under her cloak, and had also seen her go up
the steps of the next door and enter the house.
"What does she mean!" cried Miss Minchin to Miss Amelia.
"I don't know, I'm sure, sister," answered Miss Amelia. "Unless she
has made friends with him because he has lived in India."
"It would be just like her to thrust herself upon him and try to gain his
sympathies in some such impertinent fashion," said Miss Minchin. "She
must have been in the house for two hours. I will not allow such
presumption. I shall go and inquire into the matter, and apologize for her
intrusion."
Sara was sitting on a footstool close to Mr. Carrisford's knee, and
listening to some of the many things he felt it necessary to try to explain to
her, when Ram Dass announced the visitor's arrival.
Sara rose involuntarily, and became rather pale; but Mr. Carrisford saw
that she stood quietly, and showed none of the ordinary signs of child
terror.
Miss Minchin entered the room with a sternly dignified manner. She
was correctly and well dressed, and rigidly polite.
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"I am sorry to disturb Mr. Carrisford," she said; "but I have
explanations to make. I am Miss Minchin, the proprietress of the Young
Ladies' Seminary next door."
The Indian gentleman looked at her for a moment in silent scrutiny.
He was a man who had naturally a rather hot temper, and he did not wish
it to get too much the better of him.
"So you are Miss Minchin?" he said.
"I am, sir."
"In that case," the Indian gentleman replied, "you have arrived at the
right time. My solicitor, Mr. Carmichael, was just on the point of going
to see you."
Mr. Carmichael bowed slightly, and Miiss Minchin looked from him to
Mr. Carrisford in amazement.
"Your solicitor!" she said. "I do not understand. I have come here
as a matter of duty. I have just discovered that you have been intruded
upon through the forwardness of one of my pupils--a charity pupil. I
came to explain that she intruded without my knowledge." She turned
upon Sara. "Go home at once," she commanded indignantly. "You
shall be severely punished. Go home at once."
The Indian gentleman drew Sara to his side and patted her hand.
"She is not going."
Miss Minchin felt rather as if she must be losing her senses.
"Not going!" she repeated.
"No," said Mr. Carrisford. "She is not going home--if you give your
house that name. Her home for the future will be with me."
Miss Minchin fell back in amazed indignation.
"With YOU>! With YOU> sir! What does this mean?"
"Kindly explain the matter, Carmichael," said the Indian gentleman;
"and get it over as quickly as possible." And he made Sara sit down
again, and held her hands in his--which was another trick of her papa's.
Then Mr. Carmichael explained--in the quiet, level-toned, steady
manner of a man who knew his subject, and all its legal significance,
which was a thing Miss Minchin understood as a business woman, and did
not enjoy.
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"Mr. Carrisford, madam," he said, "was an intimate friend of the late
Captain Crewe. He was his partner in certain large investments. The
fortune which Captain Crewe supposed he had lost has been recovered,
and is now in Mr. Carrisford's hands."
"The fortune!" cried Miss Minchin; and she really lost color as she
uttered the exclamation. "Sara's fortune!"
"It WILL be Sara's fortune," replied Mr. Carmichael, rather coldly.
"It is Sara's fortune now, in fact. Certain events have increased it
enormously. The diamond mines have retrieved themselves."
"The diamond mines!" Miss Minchin gasped out. If this was true,
nothing so horrible, she felt, had ever happened to her since she was born.
"The diamond mines," Mr. Carmichael repeated, and he could not help
adding, with a rather sly, unlawyer-like smile, "There are not many
princesses, Miss Minchin, who are richer than your little charity pupil,
Sara Crewe, will be. Mr. Carrisford has been searching for her for nearly
two years; he has found her at last, and he will keep her."
After which he asked Miss Minchin to sit down while he explained
matters to her fully, and went into such detail as was necessary to make it
quite clear to her that Sara's future was an assured one, and that what had
seemed to be lost was to be restored to her tenfold; also, that she had in Mr.
Carrisford a guardian as well as a friend.
Miss Minchin was not a clever woman, and in her excitement she was
silly enough to make one desperate effort to regain what she could not
help seeing she had lost through her worldly folly.
"He found her under my care," she protested. "I have done
everything for her. But for me she should have starved in the streets."
Here the Indian gentleman lost his temper.
"As to starving in the streets," he said, "she might have starved more
comfortably there than in your attic."
"Captain Crewe left her in my charge," Miss Minchin argued. "She
must return to it until she is of age. She can be a parlor boarder again.
She must finish her education. The law will interfere in my behalf"
"Come, come, Miss Minchin," Mr. Carmichael interposed, "the law
will do nothing of the sort. If Sara herself wishes to return to you, I dare
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say Mr. Carrisford might not refuse to allow it. But that rests with Sara."
"Then," said Miss Minchin, "I appeal to Sara. I have not spoiled you,
perhaps," she said awkwardly to the little girl; "but you know that your
papa was pleased with your progress. And--ahem--I have always been
fond of you."
Sara's green-gray eyes fixed themselves on her with the quiet, clear
look Miss Minchin particularly disliked.
"Have YOU> Miss Minchin?" she said. "I did not know that."
Miss Minchin reddened and drew herself up.
"You ought to have known it," said she; "but children, unfortunately,
never know what is best for them. Amelia and I always said you were
the cleverest child in the school. Will you not do your duty to your poor
papa and come home with me?"
Sara took a step toward her and stood still. She was thinking of the
day when she had been told that she belonged to nobody, and was in
danger of being turned into the street; she was thinking of the cold, hungry
hours she had spent alone with Emily and Melchisedec in the attic. She
looked Miss Minchin steadily in the face.
"You know why I will not go home with you, Miss Minchin," she said;
"you know quite well." A hot flush showed itself on Miss Minchin's hard,
angry face.
"You will never see your companions again," she began. "I will see
that Ermengarde and Lottie are kept away--"
Mr. Carmichael stopped her with polite firmness.
"Excuse me," he said; "she will see anyone she wishes to see. The
parents of Miss Crewe's fellow-pupils are not likely to refuse her
invitations to visit her at her guardian's house. Mr. Carrisford will attend
to that."
It must be confessed that even Miss Minchin flinched. This was
worse than the eccentric bachelor uncle who might have a peppery temper
and be easily offended at the treatment of his niece. A woman of sordid
mind could easily believe that most people would not refuse to allow their
children to remain friends with a little heiress of diamond mines. And if
Mr. Carrisford chose to tell certain of her patrons how unhappy Sara
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Crewe had been made, many unpleasant things might happen.
"You have not undertaken an easy charge," she said to the Indian
gentleman, as she turned to leave the room; "you will discover that very
soon. The child is neither truthful nor grateful. I suppose"--to Sara--
"that you feel now that you are a princess again."
Sara looked down and flushed a little, because she thought her pet
fancy might not be easy for strangers--even nice ones-- to understand at
first.
"I--TRIED not to be anything else," she answered in a low voice--
"even when I was coldest and hungriest--I tried not to be."
"Now it will not be necessary to try," said Miss Minchin, acidly, as
Ram Dass salaamed her out of the room.
She returned home and, going to her sitting room, sent at once for
Miss Amelia. She sat closeted with her all the rest of the afternoon, and
it must be admitted that poor Miss Amelia passed through more than one
bad quarter of an hour. She shed a good many tears, and mopped her
eyes a good deal. One of her unfortunate remarks almost caused her
sister to snap her head entirely off, but it resulted in an unusual manner.
"I'm not as clever as you, sister," she said, "and I am always afraid to
say things to you for fear of making you angry. Perhaps if I were not so
timid it would be better for the school and for both of us. I must say I've
often thought it would have been better if you had been less severe on Sara
Crewe, and had seen that she was decently dressed and more comfortable.
I KNOW she was worked too hard for a child of her age, and I know she
was only half fed--"
"How dare you say such a thing!" exclaimed Miss Minchin.
"I don't know how I dare," Miss Amelia answered, with a kind of
reckless courage; "but now I've begun I may as well finish, whatever
happens to me. The child was a clever child and a good child-- and she
would have paid you for any kindness you had shown her. But you didn't
show her any. The fact was, she was too clever for you, and you always
disliked her for that reason. She used to see through us both--"
"Amelia!" gasped her infuriated elder, looking as if she would box her
ears and knock her cap off, as she had often done to Becky.
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But Miss Amelia's disappointment had made her hysterical enough not
to care what occurred next.
"She did! She did!" she cried. "She saw through us both. She saw
that you were a hard-hearted, worldly woman, and that I was a weak fool,
and that we were both of us vulgar and mean enough to grovel on our
knees for her money, and behave ill to her because it was taken from her--
though she behaved herself like a little princess even when she was a
beggar. She did-- she did--like a little princess!" And her hysterics got
the better of the poor woman, and she began to laugh and cry both at once,
and rock herself backward and forward.
"And now you've lost her," she cried wildly; "and some other school
will get her and her money; and if she were like any other child she'd tell
how she's been treated, and all our pupils would be taken away and we
should be ruined. And it serves us right; but it serves you right more than
it does me, for you are a hard woman, Maria Minchin, you're a hard,
selfish, worldly woman!"
And she was in danger of making so much noise with her hysterical
chokes and gurgles that her sister was obliged to go to her and apply salts
and sal volatile to quiet her, instead of pouring forth her indignation at her
audacity.
And from that time forward, it may be mentioned, the elder Miss
Minchin actually began to stand a little in awe of a sister who, while she
looked so foolish, was evidently not quite so foolish as she looked, and
might, consequently, break out and speak truths people did not want to
hear.
That evening, when the pupils were gathered together before the fire in
the schoolroom, as was their custom before going to bed, Ermengarde
came in with a letter in her hand and a queer expression on her round face.
It was queer because, while it was an expression of delighted excitement,
it was combined with such amazement as seemed to belong to a kind of
shock just received.
"What IS the matter?" cried two or three voices at once.
"Is it anything to do with the row that has been going on?" said
Lavinia, eagerly. "There has been such a row in Miss Minchin's room,
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Miss Amelia has had something like hysterics and has had to go to bed."
Ermengarde answered them slowly as if she were half stunned.
"I have just had this letter from Sara," she said, holding it out to let
them see what a long letter it was.
"From Sara!" Every voice joined in that exclamation.
"Where is she?" almost shrieked Jessie.
"Next door," said Ermengarde, "with the Indian gentleman."
"Where? Where? Has she been sent away? Does Miss Minchin
know? Was the row about that? Why did she write? Tell us! Tell
us!"
There was a perfect babel, and Lottie began to cry plaintively.
Ermengarde answered them slowly as if she were half plunged out into
what, at the moment, seemed the most important and self-explaining thing.
"There WERE diamond mines," she said stoutly; "there WERE>!"
Open mouths and open eyes confronted her.
"They were real," she hurried on. "It was all a mistake about them.
Something happened for a time, and Mr. Carrisford thought they were
ruined--"
"Who is Mr. Carrisford?" shouted Jessie.
"The Indian gentleman. And Captain Crewe thought so, too--and he
died; and Mr. Carrisford had brain fever and ran away, and HE almost died.
And he did not know where Sara was. And it turned out that there were
millions and millions of diamonds in the mines; and half of them belong to
Sara; and they belonged to her when she was living in the attic with no
one but Melchisedec for a friend, and the cook ordering her about. And
Mr. Carrisford found her this afternoon, and he has got her in his home--
and she will never come back--and she will be more a princess than she
ever was-- a hundred and fifty thousand times more. And I am going to
see her tomorrow afternoon. There!"
Even Miss Minchin herself could scarcely have controlled the uproar
after this; and though she heard the noise, she did not try. She was not in
the mood to face anything more than she was facing in her room, while
Miss Amelia was weeping in bed. She knew that the news had
penetrated the walls in some mysterious manner, and that every servant
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and every child would go to bed talking about it.
So until almost midnight the entire seminary, realizing somehow that
all rules were laid aside, crowded round Ermengarde in the schoolroom
and heard read and re-read the letter containing a story which was quite as
wonderful as any Sara herself had ever invented, and which had the
amazing charm of having happened to Sara herself and the mystic Indian
gentleman in the very next house.
Becky, who had heard it also, managed to creep up stairs earlier than
usual. She wanted to get away from people and go and look at the little
magic room once more. She did not know what would happen to it. It
was not likely that it would be left to Miss Minchin. It would be taken
away, and the attic would be bare and empty again. Glad as she was for
Sara's sake, she went up the last flight of stairs with a lump in her throat
and tears blurring her sight. There would be no fire tonight, and no rosy
lamp; no supper, and no princess sitting in the glow reading or telling
stories-- no princess!
She choked down a sob as she pushed the attic door open, and then she
broke into a low cry.
The lamp was flushing the room, the fire was blazing, the supper was
waiting; and Ram Dass was standing smiling into her startled face.
"Missee sahib remembered," he said. "She told the sahib all. She
wished you to know the good fortune which has befallen her. Behold a
letter on the tray. She has written. She did not wish that you should go
to sleep unhappy. The sahib commands you to come to him tomorrow.
You are to be the attendant of missee sahib. Tonight I take these things
back over the roof."
And having said this with a beaming face, he made a little salaam and
slipped through the skylight with an agile silentness of movement which
showed Becky how easily he had done it before.
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19
Anne
Never had such joy reigned in the nursery of the Large Family.
Never had they dreamed of such delights as resulted from an intimate
acquaintance with the little-girl-who-was-not-a-beggar. The mere fact of
her sufferings and adventures made her a priceless possession.
Everybody wanted to be told over and over again the things which had
happened to her. When one was sitting by a warm fire in a big, glowing
room, it was quite delightful to hear how cold it could be in an attic. It
must be admitted that the attic was rather delighted in, and that its
coldness and bareness quite sank into insignificance when Melchisedec
was remembered, and one heard about the sparrows and things one could
see if one climbed on the table and stuck one's head and shoulders out of
the skylight.
Of course the thing loved best was the story of the banquet and the
dream which was true. Sara told it for the first time the day after she had
been found. Several members of the Large Family came to take tea with
her, and as they sat or curled up on the hearth-rug she told the story in her
own way, and the Indian gentleman listened and watched her. When she
had finished she looked up at him and put her hand on his knee.
"That is my part," she said. "Now won't you tell your part of it,
Uncle Tom?" He had asked her to call him always "Uncle Tom." "I
don't know your part yet, and it must be beautiful."
So he told them how, when he sat alone, ill and dull and irritable, Ram
Dass had tried to distract him by describing the passers by, and there was
one child who passed oftener than any one else; he had begun to be
interested in her--partly perhaps because he was thinking a great deal of a
little girl, and partly because Ram Dass had been able to relate the incident
of his visit to the attic in chase of the monkey. He had described its
cheerless look, and the bearing of the child, who seemed as if she was not
of the class of those who were treated as drudges and servants. Bit by bit,
Ram Dass had made discoveries concerning the wretchedness of her life.
He had found out how easy a matter it was to climb across the few yards
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of roof to the skylight, and this fact had been the beginning of all that
followed.
"Sahib," he had said one day, "I could cross the slates and make the
child a fire when she is out on some errand. When she returned, wet and
cold, to find it blazing, she would think a magician had done it."
The idea had been so fanciful that Mr. Carrisford's sad face had lighted
with a smile, and Ram Dass had been so filled with rapture that he had
enlarged upon it and explained to his master how simple it would be to
accomplish numbers of other things. He had shown a childlike pleasure
and invention, and the preparations for the carrying out of the plan had
filled many a day with interest which would otherwise have dragged
wearily. On the night of the frustrated banquet Ram Dass had kept watch,
all his packages being in readiness in the attic which was his own; and the
person who was to help him had waited with him, as interested as himself
in the odd adventure. Ram Dass had been lying flat upon the slates,
looking in at the skylight, when the banquet had come to its disastrous
conclusion; he had been sure of the pro{}foundness of Sara's wearied
sleep; and then, with a dark lantern, he had crept into the room, while his
companion remained outside and handed the things to him. When Sara
had stirred ever so faintly, Ram Dass had closed the lantern-slide and lain
flat upon the floor. These and many other exciting things the children
found out by asking a thousand questions.
"I am so glad," Sara said{. "I am so GLAD> it was you who were my
friend!"
There never were such friends as these two became. Somehow, they
seemed to suit each other in a wonderful way. The Indian gentleman had
never had a companion he liked quite as much as he liked Sara. In a
month's time he was, as Mr. Carmichael had prophesied he would be, a
new man. He was always amused and interested, and he began to find an
actual pleasure in the possession of the wealth he had imagined that he
loathed the burden of. There were so many charming things to plan for
Sara. There was a little joke between them that he was a magician, and it
was one of his pleasures to invent things to surprise her. She found
beautiful new flowers growing in her room, whimsical little gifts tucked
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under pillows, and once, as they sat together in the evening, they heard the
scratch of a heavy paw on the door, and when Sara went to find out what it
was, there stood a great dog--a splendid Russian boarhound--with a grand
silver and gold collar bearing an inscription. "I am Boris," it read; "I
serve the Princess Sara."
There was nothing the Indian gentleman loved more than the
recollection of the little princess in rags and tatters. The afternoons in
which the Large Family, or Ermengarde and Lottie, gathered to rejoice
together were very delightful. But the hours when Sara and the Indian
gentleman sat alone and read or talked had a special charm of their own.
During their passing many interesting things occurred.
One evening, Mr. Carrisford, looking up from his book, noticed that
his companion had not stirred for some time, but sat gazing into the fire.
"What are you `supposing,' Sara?" he asked.
Sara looked up, with a bright color on her cheek.
"I WAS supposing," she said; "I was remembering that hungry day,
and a child I saw."
"But there were a great many hungry days," said the Indian gentleman,
with rather a sad tone in his voice. "Which hungry day was it?"
"I forgot you didn't know," said Sara. "It was the day the dream came
true."
Then she told him the story of the bun shop, and the fourpence she
picked up out of the sloppy mud, and the child who was hungrier than
herself. She told it quite simply, and in as few words as possible; but
somehow the Indian gentleman found it necessary to shade his eyes with
his hand and look down at the carpet.
"And I was supposing a kind of plan," she said, when she had finished.
"I was thinking I should like to do something."
"What was it?" said Mr. Carrisford, in a low tone. "You may do
anything you like to do, princess."
"I was wondering," rather hesitated Sara--"you know, you say I have
so much money--I was wondering if I could go to see the bun-woman, and
tell her that if, when hungry children--particularly on those dreadful days--
come and sit on the steps, or look in at the window, she would just call
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them in and give them something to eat, she might send the bills to me.
Could I do that?"
"You shall do it tomorrow morning," said the Indian gentleman.
"Thank you," said Sara. "You see, I know what it is to be hungry, and
it is very hard when one cannot even PRETEND it away."
"Yes, yes, my dear," said the Indian gentleman. "Yes, yes, it must be.
Try to forget it. Come and sit on this footstool near my knee, and only
remember you are a princess."
"Yes," said Sara, smiling; "and I can give buns and bread to the
populace." And she went and sat on the stool, and the Indian gentleman
(he used to like her to call him that, too, sometimes) drew her small dark
head down on his knee and stroked her hair.
The next morning, Miss Minchin, in looking out of her window, saw
the things she perhaps least enjoyed seeing. The Indian gentleman's
carriage, with its tall horses, drew up before the door of the next house,
and its owner and a little figure, warm with soft, rich furs, descended the
steps to get into it. The little figure was a familiar one, and reminded
Miss Minchin of days in the past. It was followed by another as familiar-
- the sight of which she found very irritating. It was Becky, who, in the
character of delighted attendant, always accompanied her young mistress
to her carriage, carrying wraps and belongings. Already Becky had a
pink, round face.
A little later the carriage drew up before the door of the baker's shop,
and its occupants got out, oddly enough, just as the bun-woman was
putting a tray of smoking-hot buns into the window.
When Sara entered the shop the woman turned and looked at her, and,
leaving the buns, came and stood behind the counter. For a moment she
looked at Sara very hard indeed, and then her good-natured face lighted
up.
"I'm sure that I remember you, miss," she said. "And yet--"
"Yes," said Sara; "once you gave me six buns for fourpence, and--"
"And you gave five of 'em to a beggar child," the woman broke in on
her. "I've always remembered it. I couldn't make it out at first." She
turned round to the Indian gentleman and spoke her next words to him.
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"I beg your pardon, sir, but there's not many young people that notices a
hungry face in that way; and I've thought of it many a time. Excuse the
liberty, miss,"--to Sara--"but you look rosier and--well, better than you did
that--that--"
"I am better, thank you," said Sara. "And--I am much happier-- and I
have come to ask you to do something for me."
"Me, miss!" exclaimed the bun-woman, smiling cheerfully. "Why,
bless you! Yes, miss. What can I do?"
And then Sara, leaning on the counter, made her little proposal
concerning the dreadful days and the hungry waifs and the buns.
The woman watched her, and listened with an astonished face.
"Why, bless me!" she said again when she had heard it all; it'll be a
pleasure to me to do it. I am a working-woman myself and cannot afford
to do much on my own account, and there's sights of trouble on every side;
but, if you'll excuse me, I'm bound to say I've given away many a bit of
bread since that wet afternoon, just along o' thinking of you--an' how wet
an' cold you was, an' how hungry you looked; an' yet you gave away your
hot buns as if you was a princess."
The Indian gentleman smiled involuntarily at this, and Sara smiled a
little, too, remembering what she had said to herself when she put the buns
down on the ravenous child's ragged lap.
"She looked so hungry," she said. "She was even hungrier than I
was."
"She was starving," said the woman. "Many's the time she's told me
of it since--how she sat there in the wet, and felt as if a wolf was a-tearing
at her poor young insides."
"Oh, have you seen her since then?" exclaimed Sara. "Do you know
where she is?"
"Yes, I do," answered the woman, smiling more good-naturedly than
ever. "Why, she's in that there back room, miss, an' has been for a month;
an' a decent, well-meanin' girl she's goin' to turn out, an' such a help to me
in the shop an' in the kitchen as you'd scarce believe, knowin' how she's
lived."
She stepped to the door of the little back parlor and spoke; and the
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next minute a girl came out and followed her behind the counter. And
actually it was the beggar-child, clean and neatly clothed, and looking as if
she had not been hungry for a long time. She looked shy, but she had a
nice face, now that she was no longer a savage, and the wild look had
gone from her eyes. She knew Sara in an instant, and stood and looked
at her as if she could never look enough.
"You see," said the woman, "I told her to come when she was hungry,
and when she'd come I'd give her odd jobs to do; an' I found she was
willing, and somehow I got to like her; and the end of it was, I've given
her a place an' a home, and she helps me, an' behaves well, an' is as
thankful as a girl can be. Her name's Anne. She has no other."
The children stood and looked at each other for a few minutes; and
then Sara took her hand out of her muff and held it out across the counter,
and Anne took it, and they looked straight into each other's eyes.
"I am so glad," Sara said. "And I have just thought of something.
Perhaps Mrs. Brown will let you be the one to give the buns and bread to
the children. Perhaps you would like to do it because you know what it
is to be hungry, too.
"Yes, miss," said the girl.
And, somehow, Sara felt as if she understood her, though she said so
little, and only stood still and looked and looked after her as she went out
of the shop with the Indian gentleman, and they got into the carriage and
drove away.