CHAPTER VII
THE DAY OF RECKONING
_Oh, it is excellent To have a giant's strength, but tyrannous To
use it like a giant_. --SHAKESPEARE
OF course, there came a day of reckoning for Victor Burleigh, now the
idol of the Walnut Valley football fans, the pride of Lagonda Ledge, the
hero of Sunrise. But the reckoning was not brought to him; he brought
himself deliberately to it.
The jollification following the game threatened to wreck the chapel
and crack the limestone ledge beneath it.
"Dust off your halo and wrap it up in cotton till next fall, Vic," Trench
whispered in the closing minutes. "We've got to face the real thing now.
We're civilians in citizens' clothes, amenable to law henceforth; not a lot of
athletic brigands, privileged outlaws, whose glory dazzles all common
sense. Quit bumping your head against the Kansas motto up in the dome,
get your hob-nailers down on the sod, and trot off and tackle your Greek
verbs awhile. And say, Vic, tackle yourself first and forget the pretty girl
who covered you with roses down yonder five days ago. It was n't you, it
was just the day's hero. She'd have decorated old Bond Saxon just the
same if he had waddled across the last goal line then. You're a plug and
she's a lady born, and as good as engaged to Burgess besides. I had that
straight from Dennie Saxon, and you know Dennie's no gossip. They were
far gone before they came West--the Wream-Burgess folk were-- stiffen up,
Burleigh. You look like a dead man."
"I was never more alive in my life." Vic's voice and eyes were alive
enough.
"By heck! I believe it," Trench exclaimed. "Say, you got away with
Burgess about the game. If you want the girl, go after her, too. But
gently, Sweet Afton, go gently. Most girls want to do the pursuing
themselves, I believe. I'll block the interference, if necessary, and you'll be
the sought-after yet, not the seeking, dear child."
A circular stairway winds from the Sunrise chapel down the south
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turret to Dean Fenneben's study, intended originally as a sort of fire escape.
Some enterprising janitor later fixed a spring lock on the upper door to this
stairway (surprises had been sprung through this door upon the chapel
stage by prankish students at inopportune moments), so that now it was
only an exit, and was called by the students "the road to perdition," easy to
descend but barred from retreat.
In the confusion following the chapel exercises Vic slipped into the
south turret, and the lock clicked behind him as he hurried down "the road
to perdition."
The door to Dean Fenneben's study was slightly open and Vic heard
his own name spoken as he reached it. He hesitated, for a group of girls
was surrounding Elinor Wream, discussing him. There was no escape.
The upper door was locked, and he would rather have met that unknown
villainous face in the dark cave than to face this group of pretty girls. So
he waited.
"Oh, Elinor, you mercenary creature!"
"What if he is a bit crude?"
"I don't blame you. I'm daffy about Professor Burgess myself."
"He's got the grandest voice, Vic has!"
"I just adore Greek!"
"I think Vic is splendid!"
So the exclamations ran.
"Now, Norrie Wream, cross your heart, hope you may die, if big,
handsome Victor Burleigh had his corners knocked off, and he was
sandpapered down a little, and had money, wouldn't you feel a whole lot
different about him, Norrie?"
"I certainly would. I couldn't help it."
Norrie's eyes were shining and her cheeks were pink as peach
blossoms. To Vic she seemed exquisitely beautiful.
"But now?" somebody queried.
"Oh, now, she'll be sensible, and the Professor will take advantage of
`now.' He won't wait till it's too late. Great hat! there goes the bell."
And the girls scuttled away.
Vic came in and sat down by the window through which one may find
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an empire for the looking.
"Burgess was right," he said to himself.
I'm not only ill-bred on the outside, I'm that way clear through. A
disreputable eavesdropper! That's my size. But I didn't mean it. Fine
excuse!" He frowned in disgust, and turned to the window.
The Thanksgiving weather was still blessing the Walnut Valley. Wide
away beyond Lagonda Ledge rolled the free open prairies, swept by the
free air of heaven under a beneficent sky.
As Vic gazed his stern face softened, and the bulldog look, that he had
worn since the night of the storm, relaxed before some gentler mood. The
brown eyes held a strange glow under the long black lashes, as if a new
purpose were growing up in the soul behind them.
"No limit out there. It's a FREE LAND," he murmured. "There
shall be no limit in here." Unconsciously he struck his breast with his fist.
"There's freedom for such as I am somewhere."
"Hello, Burleigh, what can I do for you?" As Dr. Fenneben came into
the study he recalled how awkwardly the same boy had filled the same
chair only a few months before.
"I've come in to be sentenced," Vic replied.
"Well, plead your case first."
If ever a father-heart beat in a bachelor's breast, Lloyd Fenneben had
such a heart.
"I want to settle about Thanksgiving Day," Vic said. "I had a moral
right to play on the team in that game, but I had to get the legal right by
force. Professor Burgess refused to permit me to play until I MADE him
do it."
Fenneben's eyes were smiling. "Why didn't you knock him down and
fight it out with him?"
"Because he's not in my class. When I fight I fight men. And, besides,
I was in a hurry. If I'm expected to apologize to Professor Burgess or be
expelled, I want to know it," Vic added, hotly.
He knew he would not apologize, and he wanted the sentence of
expulsion to come quickly if it must come.
"We never expel boys from Sunrise. They have done it themselves
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sometimes. Nor do we ever exact an apology. They offer it themselves
sometimes. In either case, the choice lies with the boy."
"What do you do with a fellow like me?" Vic looked curiously at the
Dean.
"If a boy of your build wants to meet only men when he fights, we
take it he is something of a man himself, and therefore worth too much for
Sunrise to lose."
Oh! blessed power of the college man to lead the half-tamed boy into
the stronger places of life; nor shove him to the dangerous ground where
his feet must sink in the quicksand or the mire!
Vic sat looking thoughtfully at the man before him.
"Your confession here is all right. Your claim to a place on the team
in Thursday's game was just." The simple fairness of Fenneben's words
made their appeal, yet, it was so unlike what Vic had counted on he could
hardly accept it as genuine.
"You have made a great name for yourself as an athlete. I paid for
the roses. I know something of the degree of that greatness." Dr.
Fenneben smiled genially. "You played a marvelous game and I am
proud of you."
Vic did not look proud of himself just then, and Lloyd Fenneben knew
it was one of life's crucial moments for the boy.
"The big letter S cut over the doorway out there stands for more than
Sunrise, you remember I told you." Fenneben spoke earnestly. "It means
also the strife which you have already met and must expect to meet all
along the way. But, Burleigh"--Lloyd Fenneben stood up to his full
height, an ideal of grace and power-- "if you expect to make your way
through college with your fists, come to me."
"You?" Vic's eyes widened.
"Yes, I'll meet you on any grounds. And if you ever try to coerce a
professor here again, I'll meet you anyhow, and we'll have it out."
Fenneben was stern now.
"I wouldn't want to scrap with you, Dr. Fenneben," Vic stammered.
"Why not?"
"I am too much of a gentleman for that."
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"When I fight, I fight men. You are in my class," Fenneben quoted
with a smile in his eyes, which faded away with the next words.
"You are right, Burleigh. A gentleman does n't want to use his
strength like a beast to destroy. The only legitimate battle is when a man
must fight with a man as he would fight with a beast, to save himself, or
something dearer to him than himself, from beastly destruction. Get into
the bigger game, my boy, where the strife is for larger scores, and add to a
proud athletic record, the prouder record of self-control. The prairies have
given you a noble heritage, but culture comes most from contact with cul-
tured men. Don't take on airs because you have more red blood than our
Harvard man. The influence of the great universities, directly or indirectly,
on a life like yours is essential to your usefulness and power. You may
educate your conscience to choose the right before the wrong, but,
remember, an educated conscience does not always save a man from being
a fool now and then. He needs an educated brain sometimes by which to
save his soul. Meantime, settle with your conscience, if you owe it
anything. It is a troublesome creditor. I'll leave you now to square
yourself with that fellow you must live with every day-- Victor Burleigh.
We'll drop everything else henceforth and face toward tomorrow, not
yesterday."
Lloyd Fenneben grasped the boy's hand in a firm, assuring grip and
left him.
"If Sunrise means Strife, I'll face it," Vic said to himself. "As to money,
I have only my two hands and that old mortgaged quadrangle of prairie
sod out West. But if culture like Fenneben's might win Elinor Wream,
God help me to win it."
Up in the library a week later Professor Burgess came in while Dennie
Saxon was putting the books in order. Burgess was often to be found
where Dennie was, but Burgess himself had not noted it, and nobody else
knew it, except Trench. Trench was a lazy fellow, who always lived in
the middle of his pasture, where the feeding was good. That gave him time
to study mankind as it worried about the outer edges.
"Don't you get tired sometimes, Miss Dennie?" the Professor asked.
He was not happy himself for many reasons, and two of them were Elinor
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and Vic, who separately, and differently, seemed to wear out his energy.
Dennie Saxon never wore on anybody's nerves.
"Yes, I do, often," Dennie answered.
"Why do you do this?" he queried.
"To get my college education." Dennie smiled, hopefully. "I like the
nice things and nice ways of life. So I'm working for them."
"Elinor has all these without working for them," Vincent thought.
Then for no reason at all his mind leaped to Dennie's father and his
own vow on the stormy night in October.
"What would you do if your father were taken from you, Miss
Dennie?" he asked.
"I've always had to depend on myself somewhat. I would keep on, I
suppose." Dennie looked up bravely. Her father was her joy and her
shame.
Well, what had Burgess expected? That she would depend on him?
He was in love with Elinor Wream. Why should he feel disappointed?
And why should his eye follow the soft little ripples of her sunny hair,
giving a pretty outline to her face and neck.
"Could you really take care of yourself? He was talking at random.
"I might do like that woman out at Pigeon Place." Burgess did n't
catch the pathos in Dennie's tone. He was only a man.
"How's that?" he asked.
"Oh, live alone and keep a big dog, and sell chickens. That's what Mrs.
Marian does. By the way, she looks just a little bit like you."
"Thank you!"
"She was at the game on Thanksgiving Day, strange to say, for she
seldom leaves home. Did you see a pretty white-haired woman, right
south of where we were?"
"Is that how I look? No, I didn't see her. I was n't at the game."
"You weren't? Why not? You missed a wonderful thing."
And Burgess told her the whole story from his viewpoint, of course.
What he was too proud to mention to Dr. Fenneben or Elinor he spoke of
freely to Dennie, and he felt as if the weight of the limestone ledge was
lifted from him with the telling.
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"Don't you think the young ruffian was pretty hard on me?" he asked.
"No, I don't," Dennie said, frankly. "I think you were pretty hard on
him."
A sudden resolve seized Burgess. He came around to Dennie's side
of the table.
"Miss Dennie, I want to tell you something, unimportant in itself, but
better shared than kept. On the night of our picnic in October your father,
who was not quite himself--"
"Yes, I understand," Dennie said, with downcast eyes.
"Pardon me, Dennie, I would not hurt your feelings." His voice was
very gentle, and Dennie looked up gratefully. "On that night your father
made me promise--made me hold up my hand and swear--I'm easily
forced, you will think-- to look after you if he were taken away. I did it
to pacify him, not to ever embarrass you. He also told me enough about
young Burleigh to make me wish, in the office of protector, to warn you."
"Was my father quite himself then?" Dennie asked.
"Not quite," Burgess replied.
"Listen to him some day when he is. He is another man then. But,"
she added, "I know you mean well."
In spite of her courage her eyes were full of tears, and for the first time
in his sheltered pleasant life the real spirit of sympathy woke in the soul of
Vincent Burgess.
"You are a brave, good girl, Dennie. If I can ever serve you in any
way, it will be a privilege to me to do it."
Ten minutes after they had left the library Trench, who had been
stationary in the north alcove, slowly came to life. He had been posing as a
statue, Winged Victory with a head on, he declared afterward to Vic
Burleigh, to whom he told the whole story.
"Let me sing my swan song," he declared. "Then me for Lagonda's
whirlpool. I'm not fit to live in a decent community, a blithering idiot and
rascally villain, who lies in wait to hear and see like a fool. I thought
Dennie knew I was there and would be in to dust me out in a minute. And
when it was too late I turned to a pillar of salt and waited. But I believe I'll
change my mind, after all. I'll live; and if Professor Burgess, A.B. of
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Cambridge-by-the-bean-patch, dares to make love to Dennie Saxon--on
the side--he'll go head foremost into the whirlpool to feed Lagonda's
rapacious spirit. I've said it."
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