CHAPTER II.
The evening came on, slow and cold. Life itself, the Doctor thought,
impatiently, was cool and tardy here among the hills. Even he fell into
the tranquil tone, and chafed under it. Nowhere else did the evening gray
and sombre into the mysterious night impalpably as here. The quiet,
wide and deep, folded him in, forced his trivial heat into silence and
thought. The world seemed to think there. Quiet in the dead seas of fog,
that filled the valleys like restless vapour curdled into silence; quiet in the
listening air, stretching gray up to the stars,--in the solemn mountains, that
stood motionless, like hoary-headed prophets, waiting with uplifted hands,
day and night, to hear the Voice, silent now for centuries; the very air,
heavy with the breath of the sleeping pine-forests, moved slowly and cold,
like some human voice weary with preaching to unbelieving hearts of a
peace on earth. This man's heart was unbelieving; he chafed in the
oppressive quiet; it was unfeeling mockery to a sick and hungry world,--a
dead torpor of indifference. Years of hot and turbid pain had dulled his
eyes to the eternal secret of the night; his soul was too sore with stumbling,
stung, inflamed with the needs and suffering of the countless lives that
hemmed him in, to accept the great prophetic calm. He was blind to the
prophecy written on the earth since the day God first bade it tell thwarted
man of the great To-Morrow.
He turned from the night in-doors. Human hearts were his proper
study. The old house, he thought, slept with the rest. One did not
wonder that the pendulum of the clock swung long and slow. The frantic,
nervous haste of town-clocks chorded better with the pulse of human life.
Yet life in the veins of these people flowed slow and cool; their sorrows
and joys were few and life-long. The enduring air suited this woman,
Margret Howth. Her blood could never ebb or flow with sudden gusts of
passion, like his own, throbbing, heating continually: one current,
absorbing, deep, would carry its tide from one eternity to the other, one
love or one hate. Whatever power was in the tide should be his, in its
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entirety. It was his right. Was not his aim high, the highest? It was
his right.
Margret, looking up, saw the man's eye fixed on her. She met it
coolly. All her short life, this strange man, so tender to the weak, had
watched her with a sort of savage scorn, sneering at her childish, dreamy
apathy, driving her from effort to effort with a scourge of contempt.
What did he want now with her? Her duty was light; she took it up,--she
was glad to take it up; what more would he have? She put the whole
matter away from her.
It grew late. She sat down by the lamp and began to read to her
father, as usual. Her mother put away her knitting; Joel came in half-
asleep; the Doctor put out his everlasting cigar, and listened, as he did
everything else, intently. It was an old story that she read,-- the story of a
man who walked the fields and crowded streets of Galilee eighteen
hundred years ago. Knowles, with his heated brain, fancied that the
silence without in the night grew deeper, that the slow-moving air stopped
in its course to listen. Perhaps the simple story carried a deeper meaning
to these brooding mountains and solemn sky than to the purblind hearts
within. It was a far-off story to them,--very far off. The old school-
master heard it with a lowered head, with the proud obedience with which
a cavalier would receive his leader's orders. Was not the leader a knights
the knight of truest courage? All that was high, chivalric in the old man
sprang up to own him Lord. That he not only preached to, but ate and
drank with publicans and sinners, was a requirement of his mission;
nowadays----. Joel heard the "good word" with a bewildered
consciousness of certain rules of honesty to be observed next day, and a
maze of crowns and harps shining somewhere beyond. As for any
immediate connection between the teachings of this book and "The Daily
Gazette," it was pure blasphemy to think of it. The Lord held those old
Jews in His hand, of course; but as for the election next month, that was
quite another thing. If Joel thrust the history out of the touch of common
life, the Doctor brought it down, and held it there on trial. To him it was
the story of a Reformer who, eighteen centuries ago, had served his day.
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Could he serve this day? Could he? The need was desperate. Was
there anything in this Christianity, freed from bigotry, to work out the
awful problem which the ages had left for America to solve? He doubted it.
People called this old Knowles an infidel, said his brain was as unnatural
and distorted as his body. God, looking down into his heart that night,
saw the savage wrestling there, and judged him with other eyes than theirs.
The story stood alive in his throbbing brain demanding hearing. All
things were real to this man, this uncouth mass of flesh that his
companions sneered at; most real of all, the unhelped pain of life, the great
seething mire of dumb wretchedness in streets and alleys, the cry for aid
from the starved souls of the world. You and I have other work to do
than to listen,--pleasanter. But he, coming out of the mire, his veins thick
with the blood of a despised race, had carried up their pain and hunger
with him: it was the most real thing on earth to him,--more real than his
own share in the unseen heaven or hell. By the reality, the peril of the
world's instant need, he tried the offered help from Calvary. It was the
work of years, not of this night. Perhaps, if they who preach Christ
crucified had doubted him as this man did, their work in the coming
heaven might be higher,--and ours, who hear them. When the girl had
finished reading, she went out into the cool air. The Doctor passed her
without notice. He went, in his lumbering way, down the hill into the
city; glad to go; the trustful, waiting quiet oppressed, taunted him. It sent
him back more mad against Destiny, his heart more bitter in its great pity.
Let him go to the great city, with its stifling gambling-hells, its negro-pens,
its foul cellars;--his place and work. If he stumble blindly against
unconquerable ills, and die, others have so stumbled and so died. Do you
think their work is lost?
Margret stood looking down at the sloping moors and fog. She, too,
had her place and work. She thought that night she saw it clearly, and
kept her eyes fixed on it, as I said. They plodded steadily down the wide
years opening before her. Whatever slow, unending toil lay in them,
whatever hungry loneliness, or coarseness of deed, she saw it all,
shrinking from nothing. She looked at the big blue-corded veins in her
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wrist, full of untainted blood,--gauged herself coolly, her lease of life, her
power of endurance,--measured it out against the work waiting for her.
No short task, she knew that. She would be old before it was finished,
quite an old woman, hard, mechanical, worn out. But the day would be
so bright, when it came, it would atone for all: the day would be bright, the
home warm again; it would hold all that life had promised her of good.
All? Oh, Margret, Margret! Was there no sullen doubt in the brave
resolve? Was there no shadow just then, dark, ironical, blotting out
father and mother and home, creeping nearer, less alien to your soul than
these, than even your God?
If any such cold, masterful shadow rose out of years gone, and
clutched at the truest life of her heart, she stifled it, and thrust it down.
And yet, leaning on the gate, and thinking vacantly, she remembered a
time when through that shadow, she believed more in a God than she did
now. When, by the help of that very dead hope, He of whom she read to-
night stood close, an infinitely tender Helper, that with the differing
human loves she knew, had loved His mother and Mary. Therefore, a
Helper. Now, struggle as she would for warmth or healthy hopes, the
world was gray and silent. Her defeated woman's nature called it so,
bitterly. Christ was a dim, ideal power, heaven far-off. She doubted if
it held anything as real as that which she had lost.
As if to bring back the old times more vividly to her, there happened
one of those curious little coincidences with which Fate, we think, has
nothing to do. She heard a quick step along the clay road, and a muddy
little terrier jumped up, barking, beside her. She stopped with a
suddenness strange in her slow movements. "TIGER!" she said, stroking
its head with passionate eagerness. The dog licked her hand, smelt her
clothes to know if she were the same: it was two years since he had seen
her. She sat there, softly stroking him. Presently there was a sound of
wheels jogging down the road, and a voice singing snatches of some song,
one of those cheery street-songs that the boys whistle. It was a low, weak
voice, but very pleasant. Margret heard it through the dark: she kissed
the dog with a strange paleness on her face, and stood up, quiet, attentive
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as before. Tiger still kept licking her hand, as it hung by her side: it was
cold, and trembled as he touched it. She waited a moment, then pushed
him from her, as if his touch, even, caused her to break some vow. He
whined, but she hurried away, not waiting to know how he came, or with
whom. Perhaps, if Dr. Knowles had seen her face as she looked back at
him, he would have thought there were depths in her nature which his
probing eyes had never reached.
The wheels came close, and directly a cart stopped at the gate. It was
one of those little wagons that hucksters drive; only this seemed to be a
home-made affair, patched up with wicker-work and bits of board. It was
piled up with baskets of vegetables, eggs, and chickens, and on a broken
bench in the middle sat the driver, a woman. You could not help
laughing, when you looked at the whole turn-out, it had such a make-shift
look altogether. The reins were twisted rope, the wheels uneven. It
went jolting along in such a careless, jolly way, as if it would not care in
the least, should it go to pieces any minute just there in the road. The
donkey that drew it was bony and blind of one eye; but he winked the
other knowingly at you, to ask if you saw the joke of the thing. Even the
voice of the owner of the establishment, chirruping some idle song, as I
told you, was one of the cheeriest sounds you ever heard. Joel, up at the
barn, forgot his dignity to salute it with a prolonged "Hillo!" and presently
appeared at the gate.
"I'm late, Joel," said the weak voice. It sounded like a child's, near at
hand.
"We can trade in the dark, Lois, both bein' honest," he responded,
graciously, hoisting a basket of tomatoes into the cart, and taking out a jug
of vinegar.
"Is that Lois?" said Mrs. Howth, coming to the gate. "Sit still, child.
Don't get down."
But the child, as she called her, had scrambled off the cart, and stood
beside her, leaning on the wheel, for she was helplessly crippled.
"I thought you would be down to-night. I put some coffee on the
stove. Bring it out, Joel."
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Mrs. Howth never put up the shield between herself and this member
of "the class,"-- because, perhaps, she was so wretchedly low in the social
scale. However, I suppose she never gave a reason for it even to herself.
Nobody could help being kind to Lois, even if he tried. Joel brought the
coffee with more readiness than he would have waited on Mrs. Howth.
"Barney will be jealous," he said, patting the bare ribs of the old
donkey, and glancing wistfully at his mistress.
"Give him his supper, surely," she said, taking the hint.
It was a real treat to see how Lois enjoyed her supper, sipping and
tasting the warm coffee, her face in a glow, like an epicure over some rare
Falernian. You would be sure, from just that little thing, that no sparkle
of warmth or pleasure in the world slipped by her which she did not catch
and enjoy and be thankful for to the uttermost. You would think, perhaps,
pitifully, that not much pleasure or warmth would ever go down so low,
within her reach. Now that she stood on the ground, she scarcely came
up to the level of the wheel; some deformity of her legs made her walk
with a curious rolling jerk, very comical to see. She laughed at it, when
other people did; if it vexed her at all, she never showed it. She had
turned back her calico sun-bonnet, and stood looking up at Mrs. Howth
and Joel, laughing as they talked with her. The face would have startled
you on so old and stunted a body. It was a child's face, quick, eager, with
that pitiful beauty you always see in deformed people. Her eyes, I think,
were the kindliest, the hopefullest I ever saw. Nothing but the livid
thickness of her skin betrayed the fact that set Lois apart from even the
poorest poor,--the taint in her veins of black blood.
"Whoy! be n't this Tiger?" said Joel, as the dog ran yelping about him.
"How comed yoh with him, Lois?"
"Tiger an' his master's good friends o' mine,--you remember they allus
was. An' he's back now, Mr. Holmes,--been back for a month."
Margret, walking in the porch with her father, stopped.
"Are you tired, father? It is late."
"And you are worn out, poor child! It was selfish in me to forget.
Good-night, dear!"
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Margret kissed him, laughing cheerfully, as she led him to his room-
door. He lingered, holding her dress.
"Perhaps it will be easier for you to-morrow than it was to-day?"
hesitating.
"I am sure it will. To-morrow will be sure to be better than to-day."
She left him, and went away with a step that did not echo the promise
of her words.
Joel, meanwhile, consulted apart with his mistress.
"Of course," she said, emphatically.--"You must stay until morning,
Lois. It is too late. Joel will toss you up a bed in the loft."
The queer little body hesitated.
"I can stay," she said, at last. "It's his watch at the mill to-night."
"Whose watch?" demanded Joel.
Her face brightened.
"Father's. He's back, mum."
Joel caught himself in a whistle.
"He's very stiddy, Joel,--as stiddy as yoh."
"I am very glad he has come back, Lois," said Mrs. Howth, gravely.
At every place where Lois had been that day she had told her bit of
good news, and at every place it had been met with the same kindly smile
and "I'm glad he's back, Lois."
Yet Joe Yare, fresh from two years in the penitentiary, was not exactly
the person whom society usually welcomes with open arms. Lois had a
vague suspicion of this, perhaps; for, as she hobbled along the path, she
added to her own assurance of his "stiddiness" earnest explanations to Joel
of how he had a place in the Croft Street woollen-mills, and how Dr.
Knowles had said he was as ready a stoker as any in the furnace-rooms.
The sound of her weak, eager voice was silent presently, and nothing
broke the solitary cold of the night.
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