CHAPTER II
Like every other woman, she had had an affair of the heart. Her father,
who was a mason, was killed by falling from a scaffolding. Then her
mother died and her sisters went their different ways; a farmer took her in,
and while she was quite small, let her keep cows in the fields. She was
clad in miserable rags, beaten for the slightest offence and finally
dismissed for a theft of thirty sous which she did not commit. She took
service on another farm where she tended the poultry; and as she was well
thought of by her master, her fellow-workers soon grew jealous.
One evening in August (she was then eighteen years old), they
persuaded her to accompany them to the fair at Colleville. She was
immediately dazzled by the noise, the lights in the trees, the brightness of
the dresses, the laces and gold crosses, and the crowd of people all
hopping at the same time. She was standing modestly at a distance, when
presently a young man of well-to-do appearance, who had been leaning on
the pole of a wagon and smoking his pipe, approached her, and asked her
for a dance. He treated her to cider and cake, bought her a silk shawl, and
then, thinking she had guessed his purpose, offered to see her home. When
they came to the end of a field he threw her down brutally. But she grew
frightened and screamed, and he walked off.
One evening, on the road leading to Beaumont, she came upon a
wagon loaded with hay, and when she overtook it, she recognised
Theodore. He greeted her calmly, and asked her to forget what had
happened between them, as it "was all the fault of the drink."
She did not know what to reply and wished to run away.
Presently he began to speak of the harvest and of the notables of the
village; his father had left Colleville and bought the farm of Les Ecots, so
that now they would be neighbours. "Ah!" she exclaimed. He then added
that his parents were looking around for a wife for him, but that he,
himself, was not so anxious and preferred to wait for a girl who suited him.
She hung her head. He then asked her whether she had ever thought of
marrying. She replied, smilingly, that it was wrong of him to make fun of
her. "Oh! no, I am in earnest," he said, and put his left arm around her
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waist while they sauntered along. The air was soft, the stars were bright,
and the huge load of hay oscillated in front of them, drawn by four horses
whose ponderous hoofs raised clouds of dust. Without a word from their
driver they turned to the right. He kissed her again and she went home.
The following week, Theodore obtained meetings.
They met in yards, behind walls or under isolated trees. She was not
ignorant, as girls of well-to-do families are--for the animals had instructed
her;--but her reason and her instinct of honour kept her from falling. Her
resistance exasperated Theodore's love and so in order to satisfy it (or
perchance ingenuously), he offered to marry her. She would not believe
him at first, so he made solemn promises. But, in a short time he
mentioned a difficulty; the previous year, his parents had purchased a
substitute for him; but any day he might be drafted and the prospect of
serving in the army alarmed him greatly. To Felicite his cowardice
appeared a proof of his love for her, and her devotion to him grew stronger.
When she met him, he would torture her with his fears and his entreaties.
At last, he announced that he was going to the prefect himself for
information, and would let her know everything on the following Sunday,
between eleven o'clock and midnight.
When the time grew near, she ran to meet her lover.
But instead of Theodore, one of his friends was at the meeting-place.
He informed her that she would never see her sweetheart again; for, in
order to escape the conscription, he had married a rich old woman,
Madame Lehoussais, of Toucques.
The poor girl's sorrow was frightful. She threw herself on the ground,
she cried and called on the Lord, and wandered around desolately until
sunrise. Then she went back to the farm, declared her intention of leaving,
and at the end of the month, after she had received her wages, she packed
all her belongings in a handkerchief and started for Pont-l'Eveque.
In front of the inn, she met a woman wearing widow's weeds, and
upon questioning her, learned that she was looking for a cook. The girl did
not know very much, but appeared so willing and so modest in her
requirements, that Madame Aubain finally said:
"Very well, I will give you a trial."
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And half an hour later Felicite was installed in her house.
At first she lived in a constant anxiety that was caused by "the style of
the household" and the memory of "Monsieur," that hovered over
everything. Paul and Virginia, the one aged seven, and the other barely
four, seemed made of some precious material; she carried them pig-a-back,
and was greatly mortified when Madame Aubain forbade her to kiss them
every other minute.
But in spite of all this, she was happy. The comfort of her new
surroundings had obliterated her sadness.
Every Thursday, friends of Madame Aubain dropped in for a game of
cards, and it was Felicite's duty to prepare the table and heat the foot-
warmers. They arrived at exactly eight o'clock and departed before eleven.
Every Monday morning, the dealer in second-hand goods, who lived
under the alley-way, spread out his wares on the sidewalk. Then the city
would be filled with a buzzing of voices in which the neighing of horses,
the bleating of lambs, the grunting of pigs, could be distinguished,
mingled with the sharp sound of wheels on the cobble- stones. About
twelve o'clock, when the market was in full swing, there appeared at the
front door a tall, middle-aged peasant, with a hooked nose and a cap on the
back of his head; it was Robelin, the farmer of Geffosses. Shortly
afterwards came Liebard, the farmer of Toucques, short, rotund and ruddy,
wearing a grey jacket and spurred boots.
Both men brought their landlady either chickens or cheese. Felicite
would invariably thwart their ruses and they held her in great respect.
At various times, Madame Aubain received a visit from the Marquis
de Gremanville, one of her uncles, who was ruined and lived at Falaise on
the remainder of his estates. He always came at dinner-time and brought
an ugly poodle with him, whose paws soiled their furniture. In spite of his
efforts to appear a man of breeding (he even went so far as to raise his hat
every time he said "My deceased father"), his habits got the better of him,
and he would fill his glass a little too often and relate broad stories.
Felicite would show him out very politely and say: "You have had enough
for this time, Monsieur de Gremanville! Hoping to see you again!" and
would close the door.
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She opened it gladly for Monsieur Bourais, a retired lawyer. His bald
head and white cravat, the ruffling of his shirt, his flowing brown coat, the
manner in which he took snuff, his whole person, in fact, produced in her
the kind of awe which we feel when we see extraordinary persons. As he
managed Madame's estates, he spent hours with her in Monsieur's study;
he was in constant fear of being compromised, had a great regard for the
magistracy and some pretensions to learning.
In order to facilitate the children's studies, he presented them with an
engraved geography which represented various scenes of the world;
cannibals with feather head-dresses, a gorilla kidnapping a young girl,
Arabs in the desert, a whale being harpooned, etc.
Paul explained the pictures to Felicite. And, in fact, this was her only
literary education.
The children's studies were under the direction of a poor devil
employed at the town-hall, who sharpened his pocket-knife on his boots
and was famous for his penmanship.
When the weather was fine, they went to Geffosses. The house was
built in the centre of the sloping yard; and the sea looked like a grey spot
in the distance. Felicite would take slices of cold meat from the lunch
basket and they would sit down and eat in a room next to the dairy. This
room was all that remained of a cottage that had been torn down. The
dilapidated wall-paper trembled in the drafts. Madame Aubain,
overwhelmed by recollections, would hang her head, while the children
were afraid to open their mouths. Then, "Why don't you go and play?"
their mother would say; and they would scamper off.
Paul would go to the old barn, catch birds, throw stones into the pond,
or pound the trunks of the trees with a stick till they resounded like drums.
Virginia would feed the rabbits and run to pick the wild flowers in the
fields, and her flying legs would disclose her little embroidered pantalettes.
One autumn evening, they struck out for home through the meadows. The
new moon illumined part of the sky and a mist hovered like a veil over the
sinuosities of the river. Oxen, lying in the pastures, gazed mildly at the
passing persons. In the third field, however, several of them got up and
surrounded them. "Don't be afraid," cried Felicite; and murmuring a sort
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of lament she passed her hand over the back of the nearest ox; he turned
away and the others followed. But when they came to the next pasture,
they heard frightful bellowing.
It was a bull which was hidden from them by the fog. He advanced
towards the two women, and Madame Aubain prepared to flee for her life.
"No, no! not so fast," warned Felicite. Still they hurried on, for they could
hear the noisy breathing of the bull behind them. His hoofs pounded the
grass like hammers, and presently he began to gallop! Felicite turned
around and threw patches of grass in his eyes. He hung his head, shook his
horns and bellowed with fury. Madame Aubain and the children, huddled
at the end of the field, were trying to jump over the ditch. Felicite
continued to back before the bull, blinding him with dirt, while she
shouted to them to make haste.
Madame Aubain finally slid into the ditch, after shoving first Virginia
and then Paul into it, and though she stumbled several times she managed,
by dint of courage, to climb the other side of it.
The bull had driven Felicite up against a fence; the foam from his
muzzle flew in her face and in another minute he would have
disembowelled her. She had just time to slip between two bars and the
huge animal, thwarted, paused.
For years, this occurrence was a topic of conversation in Pont-
l'Eveque. But Felicite took no credit to herself, and probably never knew
that she had been heroic.
Virginia occupied her thoughts solely, for the shock she had sustained
gave her a nervous affection, and the physician, M. Poupart, prescribed the
salt-water bathing at Trouville. In those days, Trouville was not greatly
patronised. Madame Aubain gathered information, consulted Bourais, and
made preparations as if they were going on an extended trip.
The baggage was sent the day before on Liebard's cart. On the
following morning, he brought around two horses, one of which had a
woman's saddle with a velveteen back to it, while on the crupper of the
other was a rolled shawl that was to be used for a seat. Madame Aubain
mounted the second horse, behind Liebard. Felicite took charge of the
little girl, and Paul rode M. Lechaptois' donkey, which had been lent for
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the occasion on the condition that they should be careful of it.
The road was so bad that it took two hours to cover the eight miles.
The two horses sank knee-deep into the mud and stumbled into ditches;
sometimes they had to jump over them. In certain places, Liebard's mare
stopped abruptly. He waited patiently till she started again, and talked of
the people whose estates bordered the road, adding his own moral
reflections to the outline of their histories. Thus, when they were passing
through Toucques, and came to some windows draped with nasturtiums,
he shrugged his shoulders and said: "There's a woman, Madame
Lehoussais, who, instead of taking a young man--" Felicite could not catch
what followed; the horses began to trot, the donkey to gallop, and they
turned into a lane; then a gate swung open, two farm- hands appeared and
they all dismounted at the very threshold of the farm-house.
Mother Liebard, when she caught sight of her mistress, was lavish
with joyful demonstrations. She got up a lunch which comprised a leg of
mutton, tripe, sausages, a chicken fricassee, sweet cider, a fruit tart and
some preserved prunes; then to all this the good woman added polite
remarks about Madame, who appeared to be in better health,
Mademoiselle, who had grown to be "superb," and Paul, who had become
singularly sturdy; she spoke also of their deceased grandparents, whom the
Liebards had known, for they had been in the service of the family for
several generations.
Like its owners, the farm had an ancient appearance. The beams of the
ceiling were mouldy, the walls black with smoke and the windows grey
with dust. The oak sideboard was filled with all sorts of utensils, plates,
pitchers, tin bowls, wolf-traps. The children laughed when they saw a
huge syringe. There was not a tree in the yard that did not have
mushrooms growing around its foot, or a bunch of mistletoe hanging in its
branches. Several of the trees had been blown down, but they had started
to grow in the middle and all were laden with quantities of apples. The
thatched roofs, which were of unequal thickness, looked like brown velvet
and could resist the fiercest gales. But the wagon-shed was fast crumbling
to ruins. Madame Aubain said that she would attend to it, and then gave
orders to have the horses saddled.
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It took another thirty minutes to reach Trouville. The little caravan
dismounted in order to pass Les Ecores, a cliff that overhangs the bay, and
a few minutes later, at the end of the dock, they entered the yard of the
Golden Lamb, an inn kept by Mother David.
During the first few days, Virginia felt stronger, owing to the change of
air and the action of the sea-baths. She took them in her little chemise, as
she had no bathing suit, and afterwards her nurse dressed her in the cabin
of a customs officer, which was used for that purpose by other bathers.
In the afternoon, they would take the donkey and go to the Roches-
Noires, near Hennequeville. The path led at first through undulating
grounds, and thence to a plateau, where pastures and tilled fields
alternated. At the edge of the road, mingling with the brambles, grew holly
bushes, and here and there stood large dead trees whose branches traced
zigzags upon the blue sky.
Ordinarily, they rested in a field facing the ocean, with Deauville on
their left, and Havre on their right. The sea glittered brightly in the sun and
was as smooth as a mirror, and so calm that they could scarcely
distinguish its murmur; sparrows chirped joyfully and the immense
canopy of heaven spread over it all. Madame Aubain brought out her
sewing, and Virginia amused herself by braiding reeds; Felicite wove
lavender blossoms, while Paul was bored and wished to go home.
Sometimes they crossed the Toucques in a boat, and started to hunt for
sea-shells. The outgoing tide exposed star-fish and sea-urchins, and the
children tried to catch the flakes of foam which the wind blew away. The
sleepy waves lapping the sand unfurled themselves along the shore that
extended as far as the eye could see, but where land began, it was limited
by the downs which separated it from the "Swamp," a large meadow
shaped like a hippodrome. When they went home that way, Trouville, on
the slope of a hill below, grew larger and larger as they advanced, and,
with all its houses of unequal height, seemed to spread out before them in
a sort of giddy confusion.
When the heat was too oppressive, they remained in their rooms. The
dazzling sunlight cast bars of light between the shutters. Not a sound in the
village, not a soul on the sidewalk. This silence intensified the tranquility
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of everything. In the distance, the hammers of some calkers pounded the
hull of a ship, and the sultry breeze brought them an odour of tar.
The principal diversion consisted in watching the return of the fishing-
smacks. As soon as they passed the beacons, they began to ply to
windward. The sails were lowered to one third of the masts, and with their
fore-sails swelled up like balloons they glided over the waves and
anchored in the middle of the harbour. Then they crept up alongside of the
dock and the sailors threw the quivering fish over the side of the boat; a
line of carts was waiting for them, and women with white caps sprang
forward to receive the baskets and embrace their men-folk.
One day, one of them spoke to Felicite, who, after a little while,
returned to the house gleefully. She had found one of her sisters, and
presently Nastasie Barette, wife of Leroux, made her appearance, holding
an infant in her arms, another child by the hand, while on her left was a
little cabin-boy with his hands in his pockets and his cap on his ear.
At the end of fifteen minutes, Madame Aubain bade her go.
They always hung around the kitchen, or approached Felicite when she
and the children were out walking. The husband, however, did not show
himself.
Felicite developed a great fondness for them; she bought them a stove,
some shirts and a blanket; it was evident that they exploited her. Her
foolishness annoyed Madame Aubain, who, moreover did not like the
nephew's familiarity, for he called her son "thou";--and, as Virginia began
to cough and the season was over, she decided to return to Pont- l'Eveque.
Monsieur Bourais assisted her in the choice of a college. The one at
Caen was considered the best. So Paul was sent away and bravely said
good-bye to them all, for he was glad to go to live in a house where he
would have boy companions.
Madame Aubain resigned herself to the separation from her son
because it was unavoidable. Virginia brooded less and less over it. Felicite
regretted the noise he made, but soon a new occupation diverted her mind;
beginning from Christmas, she accompanied the little girl to her catechism
lesson every day.
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