CHAPTER VI.
At Easter--just when the heavens and earth were looking their dreariest,
for Easter fell very early this year--Mr. Corbet came down. Mr. Wilkins
was too busy to see much of him; they were together even less than usual,
although not less friendly when they did meet. But to Ellinor the visit
was one of unmixed happiness. Hitherto she had always had a little fear
mingled up with her love of Mr. Corbet; but his manners were softened,
his opinions less decided and abrupt, and his whole treatment of her
showed such tenderness, that the young girl basked and revelled in it.
One or two of their conversations had reference to their future married life
in London; and she then perceived, although it did not jar against her, that
her lover had not forgotten his ambition in his love. He tried to inoculate
her with something of his own craving for success in life; but it was all in
vain: she nestled to him, and told him she did not care to be the Lord
Chancellor's wife--wigs and wool-sacks were not in her line; only if he
wished it, she would wish it.
The last two days of his stay the weather changed. Sudden heat burst
forth, as it does occasionally for a few hours even in our chilly English
spring. The grey-brown bushes and trees started almost with visible
progress into the tender green shade which is the forerunner of the
bursting leaves. The sky was of full cloudless blue. Mr. Wilkins was to
come home pretty early from the office to ride out with his daughter and
her lover; but, after waiting some time for him, it grew too late, and they
were obliged to give up the project. Nothing would serve Ellinor, then, but
that she must carry out a table and have tea in the garden, on the sunny
side of the tree, among the roots of which she used to play when a child.
Miss Monro objected a little to this caprice of Ellinor's, saying that it was
too early for out-of-door meals; but Mr. Corbet overruled all objections,
and helped her in her gay preparations. She always kept to the early
hours of her childhood, although she, as then, regularly sat with her father
at his late dinner; and this meal al fresco was to be a reality to her and
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Miss Monro. There was a place arranged for her father, and she seized
upon him as he was coming from the stable-yard, by the shrubbery path, to
his study, and with merry playfulness made him a prisoner, accusing him
of disappointing them of their ride, and drawing him more than half
unwilling, to his chair by the table. But he was silent, and almost sad:
his presence damped them all; they could hardly tell why, for he did not
object to anything, though he seemed to enjoy nothing, and only to force a
smile at Ellinor's occasional sallies. These became more and more rare
as she perceived her father's depression. She watched him anxiously.
He perceived it, and said--shivering in that strange unaccountable manner
which is popularly explained by the expression that some one is passing
over the earth that will one day form your grave--"Ellinor! this is not a day
for out-of-door tea. I never felt so chilly a spot in my life. I cannot
keep from shaking where I sit. I must leave this place, my dear, in spite of
all your good tea."
"Oh, papa! I am so sorry. But look how full that hot sun's rays
come on this turf. I thought I had chosen such a capital spot!"
But he got up and persisted in leaving the table, although he was
evidently sorry to spoil the little party. He walked up and down the
gravel walk, close by them, talking to them as he kept passing by and
trying to cheer them up.
"Are you warmer now, papa?" asked Ellinor.
"Oh, yes! All right. It's only that place that seems so chilly and
damp. I'm as warm as a toast now."
The next morning Mr. Corbet left them. The unseasonably fine
weather passed away too, and all things went back to their rather grey and
dreary aspect; but Ellinor was too happy to feel this much, knowing what
absent love existed for her alone, and from this knowledge unconsciously
trusting in the sun behind the clouds.
I have said that few or none in the immediate neighbourhood of
Hamley, beside their own household and Mr. Ness, knew of Ellinor's
engagement. At one of the rare dinner-parties to which she accompanied
her father--it was at the old lady's house who chaperoned her to the
assemblies--she was taken in to dinner by a young clergyman staying in
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the neighbourhood. He had just had a small living given to him in his
own county, and he felt as if this was a great step in his life. He was
good, innocent, and rather boyish in appearance. Ellinor was happy and
at her ease, and chatted away to this Mr. Livingstone on many little points
of interest which they found they had in common: church music, and the
difficulty they had in getting people to sing in parts; Salisbury Cathedral,
which they had both seen; styles of church architecture, Ruskin's works,
and parish schools, in which Mr. Livingstone was somewhat shocked to
find that Ellinor took no great interest. When the gentleman came in
from the dining-room, it struck Ellinor, for the first time in her life, that
her father had taken more wine than was good for him. Indeed, this had
rather become a habit with him of late; but as he always tried to go quietly
off to his own room when such had been the case, his daughter had never
been aware of it before, and the perception of it now made her cheeks hot
with shame. She thought that everyone must be as conscious of his
altered manner and way of speaking as she was, and after a pause of sick
silence, during which she could not say a word, she set to and talked to Mr.
Livingstone about parish schools, anything, with redoubled vigour and
apparent interest, in order to keep one or two of the company, at least,
from noticing what was to her so painfully obvious.
The effect of her behaviour was far more than she had intended. She
kept Mr. Livingstone, it is true, from observing her father, but she also
riveted his attention on herself. He had thought her very pretty and
agreeable during dinner: but after dinner he considered her bewitching,
irresistible. He dreamed of her all night, and wakened up the next
morning to a calculation of how far his income would allow him to furnish
his pretty new parsonage with that crowning blessing, a wife. For a day
or two he did up little sums, and sighed, and thought of Ellinor, her face
listening with admiring interest to his sermons, her arm passed into his as
they went together round the parish; her sweet voice instructing classes in
his schools--turn where he would, in his imagination Ellinor's presence
rose up before him.
The consequence was that he wrote an offer, which he found a far
more perplexing piece of composition than a sermon; a real hearty
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expression of love, going on, over all obstacles, to a straightforward
explanation of his present prospects and future hopes, and winding up with
the information that on the succeeding morning he would call to know
whether he might speak to Mr. Wilkins on the subject of this letter. It
was given to Ellinor in the evening, as she was sitting with Miss Monro in
the library. Mr. Wilkins was dining out, she hardly knew where, as it was
a sudden engagement, of which he had sent word from the office--a
gentleman's dinner-party, she supposed, as he had dressed in Hamley
without coming home. Ellinor turned over the letter when it was brought
to her, as some people do when they cannot recognise the handwriting, as
if to discover from paper or seal what two moments would assure them of,
if they opened the letter and looked at the signature. Ellinor could not
guess who had written it by any outward sign; but the moment she saw the
name "Herbert Livingstone," the meaning of the letter flashed upon her
and she coloured all over. She put the letter away, unread, for a few
minutes, and then made some excuse for leaving the room and going
upstairs. When safe in her bed-chamber, she read the young man's eager
words with a sense of self-reproach. How must she, engaged to one man,
have been behaving to another, if this was the result of a single evening's
interview? The self- reproach was unjustly bestowed; but with that we
have nothing to do. She made herself very miserable; and at last went
down with a heavy heart to go on with Dante, and rummage up words in
the dictionary. All the time she seemed to Miss Monro to be plodding on
with her Italian more diligently and sedately than usual, she was planning
in her own mind to speak to her father as soon as he returned (and he had
said that he should not be late), and beg him to undo the mischief she had
done by seeing Mr. Livingstone the next morning, and frankly explaining
the real state of affairs to him. But she wanted to read her letter again,
and think it all over in peace; and so, at an early hour, she wished Miss
Monro good-night, and went up into her own room above the drawing-
room, and overlooking the flower-garden and shrubbery-path to the stable-
yard, by which her father was sure to return. She went upstairs and
studied her letter well, and tried to recall all her speeches and conduct on
that miserable evening--as she thought it then--not knowing what true
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misery was. Her head ached, and she put out the candle, and went and
sat on the window- seat, looking out into the moonlit garden, watching for
her father. She opened the window; partly to cool her forehead, partly to
enable her to call down softly when she should see him coming along.
By- and-by the door from the stable-yard into the shrubbery clicked and
opened, and in a moment she saw Mr. Wilkins moving through the bushes;
but not alone, Mr. Dunster was with him, and the two were talking
together in rather excited tones, immediately lost to hearing, however, as
they entered Mr. Wilkins's study by the outer door.
"They have been dining together somewhere. Probably at Mr.
Hanbury's" (the Hamley brewer), thought Ellinor. "But how provoking
that he should have come home with papa this night of all nights!"
Two or three times before Mr. Dunster had called on Mr. Wilkins in
the evening, as Ellinor knew; but she was not quite aware of the reason for
such late visits, and had never put together the two facts--(as cause and
consequence)--that on such occasions her father had been absent from the
office all day, and that there might be necessary business for him to
transact, the urgency of which was the motive for Mr. Dunster's visits.
Mr. Wilkins always seemed to be annoyed by his coming at so late an hour,
and spoke of it, resenting the intrusion upon his leisure; and Ellinor,
without consideration, adopted her father's mode of speaking and thinking
on the subject, and was rather more angry than he was whenever the
obnoxious partner came on business in the evening. This night was, of
all nights, the most ill-purposed time (so Ellinor thought) for a tete-a-tete
with her father! However, there was no doubt in her mind as to what she
had to do. So late as it was, the unwelcome visitor could not stop long;
and then she would go down and have her little confidence with her father,
and beg him to see Mr. Livingstone when he came next morning, and
dismiss him as gently as might be.
She sat on in the window-seat; dreaming waking dreams of future
happiness. She kept losing herself in such thoughts, and became almost
afraid of forgetting why she sat there. Presently she felt cold, and got up
to fetch a shawl, in which she muffled herself and resumed her place. It
seemed to her growing very late; the moonlight was coming fuller and
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fuller into the garden and the blackness of the shadow was more
concentrated and stronger. Surely Mr. Dunster could not have gone away
along the dark shrubbery-path so noiselessly but what she must have heard
him? No! there was the swell of voices coming up through the window
from her father's study: angry voices they were; and her anger rose
sympathetically, as she knew that her father was being irritated. There
was a sudden movement, as of chairs pushed hastily aside, and then a
mysterious unaccountable noise--heavy, sudden; and then a slight
movement as of chairs again; and then a profound stillness. Ellinor
leaned her head against the side of the window to listen more intently, for
some mysterious instinct made her sick and faint. No sound--no noise.
Only by-and- by she heard, what we have all heard at such times of intent
listening, the beating of the pulses of her heart, and then the whirling rush
of blood through her head. How long did this last? She never knew.
By-and-by she heard her father's hurried footstep in his bedroom, next to
hers; but when she ran thither to speak to him, and ask him what was
amiss--if anything had been--if she might come to him now about Mr.
Livingstone's letter, she found that he had gone down again to his study,
and almost at the same moment she heard the little private outer door of
that room open; some one went out, and then there were hurried footsteps
along the shrubbery-path. She thought, of course, that it was Mr. Dunster
leaving the house; and went back for Mr. Livingstone's letter. Having
found it, she passed through her father's room to the private staircase,
thinking that if she went by the more regular way, she would have run the
risk of disturbing Miss Monro, and perhaps of being questioned in the
morning. Even in passing down this remote staircase, she trod softly for
fear of being overheard. When she entered the room, the full light of the
candles dazzled her for an instant, coming out of the darkness. They
were flaring wildly in the draught that came in through the open door, by
which the outer air was admitted; for a moment there seemed no one in the
room, and then she saw, with strange sick horror, the legs of some one
lying on the carpet behind the table. As if compelled, even while she
shrank from doing it, she went round to see who it was that lay there, so
still and motionless as never to stir at her sudden coming. It was Mr.
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Dunster; his head propped on chair-cushions, his eyes open, staring,
distended. There was a strong smell of brandy and hartshorn in the room;
a smell so powerful as not to be neutralized by the free current of night air
that blew through the two open doors. Ellinor could not have told
whether it was reason or instinct that made her act as she did during this
awful night. In thinking of it afterwards, with shuddering avoidance of
the haunting memory that would come and overshadow her during many,
many years of her life, she grew to believe that the powerful smell of the
spilt brandy absolutely intoxicated her--an unconscious Rechabite in
practice. But something gave her a presence of mind and a courage not
her own. And though she learnt to think afterwards that she had acted
unwisely, if not wrongly and wickedly, yet she marvelled, in recalling that
time, how she could have then behaved as she did. First of all she lifted
herself up from her fascinated gaze at the dead man, and went to the
staircase door, by which she had entered the study, and shut it softly.
Then she went back--looked again; took the brandy-bottle, and knelt down,
and tried to pour some into the mouth; but this she found she could not do.
Then she wetted her handkerchief with the spirit, and moistened the lips;
all to no purpose; for, as I have said before, the man was dead--killed by
rupture of a vessel of the brain; how occasioned I must tell by-and-by.
Of course, all Ellinor's little cares and efforts produced no effect; her
father had tried them before--vain endeavours all, to bring back the
precious breath of life! The poor girl could not bear the look of those
open eyes, and softly, tenderly, tried to close them, although unconscious
that in so doing she was rendering the pious offices of some beloved hand
to a dead man. She was sitting by the body on the floor when she heard
steps coming with rushing and yet cautious tread, through the shrubbery;
she had no fear, although it might be the tread of robbers and murderers.
The awfulness of the hour raised her above common fears; though she did
not go through the usual process of reasoning, and by it feel assured that
the feet which were coming so softly and swiftly along were the same
which she had heard leaving the room in like manner only a quarter of an
hour before.
Her father entered, and started back, almost upsetting some one behind
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him by his recoil, on seeing his daughter in her motionless attitude by the
dead man.
"My God, Ellinor! what has brought you here?" he said, almost
fiercely.
But she answered as one stupefied, "I don't know. Is he dead?"
"Hush, hush, child; it cannot be helped."
She raised her eyes to the solemn, pitying, awe-stricken face behind
her father's--the countenance of Dixon.
"Is he dead?" she asked of him.
The man stepped forwards, respectfully pushing his master on one side
as he did so. He bent down over the corpse, and looked, and listened and
then reaching a candle off the table, he signed Mr. Wilkins to close the
door. And Mr. Wilkins obeyed, and looked with an intensity of eagerness
almost amounting to faintness on the experiment, and yet he could not
hope. The flame was steady--steady and pitilessly unstirred, even when
it was adjusted close to mouth and nostril; the head was raised up by one
of Dixon's stalwart arms, while he held the candle in the other hand.
Ellinor fancied that there was some trembling on Dixon's part, and grasped
his wrist tightly in order to give it the requisite motionless firmness.
All in vain. The head was placed again on the cushions, the servant
rose and stood by his master, looked sadly on the dead man, whom, living,
none of them had liked or cared for, and Ellinor sat on, quiet and tearless,
as one in a trance.
"How was it, father?" at length she asked.
He would fain have had her ignorant of all, but so questioned by her
lips, so adjured by her eyes in the very presence of death, he could not
choose but speak the truth; he spoke it in convulsive gasps, each sentence
an effort:
"He taunted me--he was insolent, beyond my patience--I could not
bear it. I struck him--I can't tell how it was. He must have hit his head
in falling. Oh, my God! one little hour a go I was innocent of this man's
blood!" He covered his face with his hands.
Ellinor took the candle again; kneeling behind Mr. Dunster's head, she
tried the futile experiment once more.
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"Could not a doctor do some good?" she asked of Dixon, in a hopeless
voice.
"No!" said he, shaking his head, and looking with a sidelong glance at
his master, who seemed to shrivel up and to shrink away at the bare
suggestion. "Doctors can do nought, I'm afeard. All that a doctor could
do, I take it, would be to open a vein, and that I could do along with the
best of them, if I had but my fleam here." He fumbled in his pockets as
he spoke, and, as chance would it, the "fleam" (or cattle lancet) was
somewhere about his dress. He drew it out, smoothed and tried it on his
finger. Ellinor tried to bare the arm, but turned sick as she did so. Her
father started eagerly forwards, and did what was necessary with hurried
trembling hands. If they had cared less about the result, they might have
been more afraid of the consequences of the operation in the hands of one
so ignorant as Dixon. But, vein or artery, it signified little; no living
blood gushed out; only a little watery moisture followed the cut of the
fleam. They laid him back on his strange sad death-couch. Dixon spoke
next.
"Master Ned!" said he--for he had known Mr. Wilkins in his days of
bright careless boyhood, and almost was carried back to them by the sense
of charge and protection which the servant's presence of mind and
sharpened senses gave him over his master on this dreary night-- "Master
Ned! we must do summut."
No one spoke. What was to be done?
"Did any folk see him come here?" Dixon asked, after a time. Ellinor
looked up to hear her father's answer, a wild hope coming into her mind
that all might be concealed somehow; she did not know how, nor did she
think of any consequences except saving her father from the vague dread,
trouble, and punishment that she was aware would await him if all were
known.
Mr. Wilkins did not seem to hear; in fact, he did not hear anything but
the unspoken echo of his own last words, that went booming through his
heart: "An hour ago I was innocent of this man's blood! Only an hour
ago!"
Dixon got up and poured out half a tumblerful of raw spirit from the
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brandy-bottle that stood on the table.
"Drink this, Master Ned!" putting it to his master's lips. "Nay"--to
Ellinor--"it will do him no harm; only bring back his senses, which, poor
gentleman, are scared away. We shall need all our wits. Now, sir,
please answer my question. Did anyone see Measter Dunster come
here?"
"I don't know," said Mr. Wilkins, recovering his speech. "It all seems
in a mist. He offered to walk home with me; I did not want him. I was
almost rude to him to keep him off. I did not want to talk of business; I
had taken too much wine to be very clear and some things at the office
were not quite in order, and he had found it out. If anyone heard our
conversation, they must know I did not want him to come with me. Oh!
why would he come? He was as obstinate--he would come--and here it
has been his death!"
"Well, sir, what's done can't be undone, and I'm sure we'd any of us
bring him back to life if we could, even by cutting off our hands, though
he was a mighty plaguey chap while he'd breath in him. But what I'm
thinking is this: it'll maybe go awkward with you, sir, if he's found here.
One can't say. But don't you think, miss, as he's neither kith nor kin to
miss him, we might just bury him away before morning, somewhere?
There's better nor four hours of dark. I wish we could put him i' the
churchyard, but that can't be; but, to my mind, the sooner we set about
digging a place for him to lie in, poor fellow, the better it'll be for us all in
the end. I can pare a piece of turf up where it'll never be missed, and if
master'll take one spade, and I another, why we'll lay him softly down, and
cover him up, and no one'll be the wiser."
There was no reply from either for a minute or so. Then Mr. Wilkins
said:
"If my father could have known of my living to this! Why, they will
try me as a criminal; and you, Ellinor? Dixon, you are right. We must
conceal it, or I must cut my throat, for I never could live through it. One
minute of passion, and my life blasted!"
"Come along, sir," said Dixon; "there's no time to lose." And they
went out in search of tools; Ellinor following them, shivering all over, but
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begging that she might be with them, and not have to remain in the study
with -
She would not be bidden into her own room; she dreaded inaction and
solitude. She made herself busy with carrying heavy baskets of turf, and
straining her strength to the utmost; fetching all that was wanted, with soft
swift steps.
Once, as she passed near the open study door, she thought that she
heard a rustling, and a flash of hope came across her. Could he be
reviving? She entered, but a moment was enough to undeceive her; it
had only been a night rustle among the trees. Of hope, life, there was
none.
They dug the hole deep and well; working with fierce energy to
quench thought and remorse. Once or twice her father asked for brandy,
which Ellinor, reassured by the apparently good effect of the first dose,
brought to him without a word; and once at her father's suggestion she
brought food, such as she could find in the dining- room without
disturbing the household, for Dixon.
When all was ready for the reception of the body in its unblessed grave,
Mr. Wilkins bade Ellinor go up to her own room--she had done all she
could to help them; the rest must be done by them alone. She felt that it
must; and indeed both her nerves and her bodily strength were giving way.
She would have kissed her father, as he sat wearily at the head of the
grave--Dixon had gone in to make some arrangement for carrying the
corpse--but he pushed her away quietly, but resolutely -
"No, Nelly, you must never kiss me again; I am a murderer."
"But I will, my own darling papa," said she, throwing her arms
passionately round his neck, and covering his face with kisses. "I love
you, and I don't care what you are, if you were twenty times a murderer,
which you are not; I am sure it was only an accident."
"Go in, my child, go in, and try to get some rest. But go in, for we
must finish as fast as we can. The moon is down; it will soon be daylight.
What a blessing there are no rooms on one side of the house. Go, Nelly."
And she went; straining herself up to move noiselessly, with eyes averted,
through the room which she shuddered at as the place of hasty and
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unhallowed death.
Once in her own room she bolted the door on the inside, and then stole
to the window, as if some fascination impelled her to watch all the
proceedings to the end. But her aching eyes could hardly penetrate
through the thick darkness, which, at the time of the year of which I am
speaking, so closely precedes the dawn. She could discern the tops of the
trees against the sky, and could single out the well-known one, at a little
distance from the stem of which the grave was made, in the very piece of
turf over which so lately she and Ralph had had their merry little tea-
making; and where her father, as she now remembered, had shuddered and
shivered, as if the ground on which his seat had then been placed was
fateful and ominous to him.
Those below moved softly and quietly in all they did; but every sound
had a significant and terrible interpretation to Ellinor's ears. Before they
had ended, the little birds had begun to pipe out their gay reveillee to the
dawn. Then doors closed, and all was profoundly still.
Ellinor threw herself, in her clothes, on the bed; and was thankful for
the intense weary physical pain which took off something of the anguish
of thought--anguish that she fancied from time to time was leading to
insanity.
By-and-by the morning cold made her instinctively creep between the
blankets; and, once there, she fell into a dead heavy sleep.
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