CHAPTER XV - GENERAL
ALISON TO MRS. DRAKE, THE
COLONEL'S WIFE
To return, now, to where I was, and tell you the rest. We shall never
know how she came to be there; there is no way to account for it. She
was always watching for black and shiny and spirited horses - watching,
hoping, despairing, hoping again; always giving chase and sounding her
call, upon the meagrest chance of a response, and breaking her heart over
the disappointment; always inquiring, always interested in sales-stables
and horse accumulations in general. How she got there must remain a
mystery.
At the point which I had reached in a preceding paragraph of this
account, the situation was as follows: two horses lay dying; the bull had
scattered his persecutors for the moment, and stood raging, panting,
pawing the dust in clouds over his back, when the man that had been
wounded returned to the ring on a remount, a poor blindfolded wreck that
yet had something ironically military about his bearing - and the next
moment the bull had ripped him open and his bowls were dragging upon
the ground: and the bull was charging his swarm of pests again. Then
came pealing through the air a bugle-call that froze my blood - "IT IS I,
SOLDIER - COME!" I turned; Cathy was flying down through the
massed people; she cleared the parapet at a bound, and sped towards that
riderless horse, who staggered forward towards the remembered sound;
but his strength failed, and he fell at her feet, she lavishing kisses upon
him and sobbing, the house rising with one impulse, and white with horror!
Before help could reach her the bull was back again -
She was never conscious again in life. We bore her home, all
mangled and drenched in blood, and knelt by her and listened to her
broken and wandering words, and prayed for her passing spirit, and there
was no comfort - nor ever will be, I think. But she was happy, for she
A Horse's Tale
was far away under another sky, and comrading again with her Rangers,
and her animal friends, and the soldiers. Their names fell softly and
caressingly from her lips, one by one, with pauses between. She was not
in pain, but lay with closed eyes, vacantly murmuring, as one who dreams.
Sometimes she smiled, saying nothing; sometimes she smiled when she
uttered a name - such as Shekels, or BB, or Potter. Sometimes she was at
her fort, issuing commands; sometimes she was careering over the plain at
the head of her men; sometimes she was training her horse; once she said,
reprovingly, "You are giving me the wrong foot; give me the left - don't
you know it is good-bye?"
After this, she lay silent some time; the end was near. By-and-by she
murmured, "Tired . . . sleepy . . . take Cathy, mamma." Then, "Kiss me,
Soldier." For a little time, she lay so still that we were doubtful if she
breathed. Then she put out her hand and began to feel gropingly about;
then said, "I cannot find it; blow 'taps.'" It was the end.