a second home
A Second Home
A Second Home
Honore de Balzac
Translated by Clara Bell
A Second Home
A SECOND HOME
The Rue du Tourniquet-Saint-Jean, formerly one of the darkest and
most tortuous of the streets about the Hotel de Ville, zigzagged round the
little gardens of the Paris Prefecture, and ended at the Rue Martroi, exactly
at the angle of an old wall now pulled down. Here stood the turnstile to
which the street owed its name; it was not removed till 1823, when the
Municipality built a ballroom on the garden plot adjoining the Hotel de
Ville, for the fete given in honor of the Duc d'Angouleme on his return
from Spain.
The widest part of the Rue du Tourniquet was the end opening into the
Rue de la Tixeranderie, and even there it was less than six feet across.
Hence in rainy weather the gutter water was soon deep at the foot of the
old houses, sweeping down with it the dust and refuse deposited at the
corner-stones by the residents. As the dust-carts could not pass through,
the inhabitants trusted to storms to wash their always miry alley; for how
could it be clean? When the summer sun shed its perpendicular rays on
Paris like a sheet of gold, but as piercing as the point of a sword, it lighted
up the blackness of this street for a few minutes without drying the
permanent damp that rose from the ground-floor to the first story of these
dark and silent tenements.
The residents, who lighted their lamps at five o'clock in the month of
June, in winter never put them out. To this day the enterprising wayfarer
who should approach the Marais along the quays, past the end of the Rue
du Chaume, the Rues de l'Homme Arme, des Billettes, and des Deux-
Portes, all leading to the Rue du Tourniquet, might think he had passed
through cellars all the way.
Almost all the streets of old Paris, of which ancient chronicles laud the
magnificence, were like this damp and gloomy labyrinth, where the
antiquaries still find historical curiosities to admire. For instance, on the
house then forming the corner where the Rue du Tourniquet joined the
Rue de la Tixeranderie, the clamps might still be seen of two strong iron
rings fixed to the wall, the relics of the chains put up every night by the
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watch to secure public safety.
This house, remarkable for its antiquity, had been constructed in a way
that bore witness to the unhealthiness of these old dwellings; for, to
preserve the ground-floor from damp, the arches of the cellars rose about
two feet above the soil, and the house was entered up three outside steps.
The door was crowned by a closed arch, of which the keystone bore a
female head and some time-eaten arabesques. Three windows, their sills
about five feet from the ground, belonged to a small set of rooms looking
out on the Rue du Tourniquet, whence they derived their light. These
windows were protected by strong iron bars, very wide apart, and ending
below in an outward curve like the bars of a baker's window.
If any passer-by during the day were curious enough to peep into the
two rooms forming this little dwelling, he could see nothing; for only
under the sun of July could he discern, in the second room, two beds hung
with green serge, placed side by side under the paneling of an old-
fashioned alcove; but in the afternoon, by about three o'clock, when the
candles were lighted, through the pane of the first room an old woman
might be seen sitting on a stool by the fireplace, where she nursed the fire
in a brazier, to simmer a stew, such as porters' wives are expert in. A few
kitchen utensils, hung up against the wall, were visible in the twilight.
At that hour an old table on trestles, but bare of linen, was laid with
pewter-spoons, and the dish concocted by the old woman. Three wretched
chairs were all the furniture of this room, which was at once the kitchen
and the dining-room. Over the chimney-piece were a piece of looking-
glass, a tinder-box, three glasses, some matches, and a large, cracked
white jug. Still, the floor, the utensils, the fireplace, all gave a pleasant
sense of the perfect cleanliness and thrift that pervaded the dull and
gloomy home.
The old woman's pale, withered face was quite in harmony with the
darkness of the street and the mustiness of the place. As she sat there,
motionless, in her chair, it might have been thought that she was as
inseparable from the house as a snail from its brown shell; her face, alert
with a vague expression of mischief, was framed in a flat cap made of net,
which barely covered her white hair; her fine, gray eyes were as quiet as
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the street, and the many wrinkles in her face might be compared to the
cracks in the walls. Whether she had been born to poverty, or had fallen
from some past splendor, she now seemed to have been long resigned to
her melancholy existence.
From sunrise till dark, excepting when she was getting a meal ready,
or, with a basket on her arm, was out purchasing provisions, the old
woman sat in the adjoining room by the further window, opposite a young
girl. At any hour of the day the passer-by could see the needlewoman
seated in an old, red velvet chair, bending over an embroidery frame, and
stitching indefatigably.
Her mother had a green pillow on her knee, and busied herself with
hand-made net; but her fingers could move the bobbin but slowly; her
sight was feeble, for on her nose there rested a pair of those antiquated
spectacles which keep their place on the nostrils by the grip of a spring.
By night these two hardworking women set a lamp between them; and the
light, concentrated by two globe-shaped bottles of water, showed the elder
the fine network made by the threads on her pillow, and the younger the
most delicate details of the pattern she was embroidering. The outward
bend of the window had allowed the girl to rest a box of earth on the
window-sill, in which grew some sweet peas, nasturtiums, a sickly little
honeysuckle, and some convolvulus that twined its frail stems up the iron
bars. These etiolated plants produced a few pale flowers, and added a
touch of indescribable sadness and sweetness to the picture offered by this
window, in which the two figures were appropriately framed.
The most selfish soul who chanced to see this domestic scene would
carry away with him a perfect image of the life led in Paris by the working
class of women, for the embroideress evidently lived by her needle. Many,
as they passed through the turnstile, found themselves wondering how a
girl could preserve her color, living in such a cellar. A student of lively
imagination, going that way to cross to the Quartier-Latin, would compare
this obscure and vegetative life to that of the ivy that clung to these chill
walls, to that of the peasants born to labor, who are born, toil, and die
unknown to the world they have helped to feed. A house-owner, after
studying the house with the eye of a valuer, would have said, "What will
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become of those two women if embroidery should go out of fashion?"
Among the men who, having some appointment at the Hotel de Ville or
the Palais de Justice, were obliged to go through this street at fixed hours,
either on their way to business or on their return home, there may have
been some charitable soul. Some widower or Adonis of forty, brought so
often into the secrets of these sad lives, may perhaps have reckoned on the
poverty of this mother and daughter, and have hoped to become the master
at no great cost of the innocent work-woman, whose nimble and dimpled
fingers, youthful figure, and white skin--a charm due, no doubt, to living
in this sunless street--had excited his admiration. Perhaps, again, some
honest clerk, with twelve hundred francs a year, seeing every day the
diligence the girl gave to her needle, and appreciating the purity of her life,
was only waiting for improved prospects to unite one humble life with
another, one form of toil to another, and to bring at any rate a man's arm
and a calm affection, pale-hued like the flowers in the window, to uphold
this home.
Vague hope certainly gave life to the mother's dim, gray eyes. Every
morning, after the most frugal breakfast, she took up her pillow, though
chiefly for the look of the thing, for she would lay her spectacles on a little
mahogany worktable as old as herself, and look out of the window from
about half-past eight till ten at the regular passers in the street; she caught
their glances, remarked on their gait, their dress, their countenance, and
almost seemed to be offering her daughter, her gossiping eyes so evidently
tried to attract some magnetic sympathy by manoeuvres worthy of the
stage. It was evident that this little review was as good as a play to her,
and perhaps her single amusement.
The daughter rarely looked up. Modesty, or a painful consciousness of
poverty, seemed to keep her eyes riveted to the work-frame; and only
some exclamation of surprise from her mother moved her to show her
small features. Then a clerk in a new coat, or who unexpectedly appeared
with a woman on his arm, might catch sight of the girl's slightly upturned
nose, her rosy mouth, and gray eyes, always bright and lively in spite of
her fatiguing toil. Her late hours had left a trace on her face by a pale
circle marked under each eye on the fresh rosiness of her cheeks. The poor
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child looked as if she were made for love and cheerfulness--for love,
which had drawn two perfect arches above her eyelids, and had given her
such a mass of chestnut hair, that she might have hidden under it as under
a tent, impenetrable to the lover's eye--for cheerfulness, which gave
quivering animation to her nostrils, which carved two dimples in her rosy
cheeks, and made her quick to forget her troubles; cheerfulness, the
blossom of hope, which gave her strength to look out without shuddering
on the barren path of life.
The girl's hair was always carefully dressed. After the manner of Paris
needlewomen, her toilet seemed to her quite complete when she had
brushed her hair smooth and tucked up the little short curls that played on
each temple in contrast with the whiteness of her skin. The growth of it on
the back of her neck was so pretty, and the brown line, so clearly traced,
gave such a pleasing idea of her youth and charm, that the observer, seeing
her bent over her work, and unmoved by any sound, was inclined to think
of her as a coquette. Such inviting promise had excited the interest of more
than one young man, who turned round in the vain hope of seeing that
modest countenance.
"Caroline, there is a new face that passes regularly by, and not one of
the old ones to compare with it."
These words, spoken in a low voice by her mother one August
morning in 1815, had vanquished the young needlewoman's indifference,
and she looked out on the street; but in vain, the stranger was gone.
"Where has he flown to?" said she.
"He will come back no doubt at four; I shall see him coming, and will
touch your foot with mine. I am sure he will come back; he has been
through the street regularly for the last three days; but his hours vary. The
first day he came by at six o'clock, the day before yesterday it was four,
yesterday as early as three. I remember seeing him occasionally some time
ago. He is some clerk in the Prefet's office who has moved to the Marais.--
Why!" she exclaimed, after glancing down the street, "our gentleman of
the brown coat has taken to wearing a wig; how much it alters him!"
The gentleman of the brown coat was, it would seem, the individual
who commonly closed the daily procession, for the old woman put on her
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spectacles and took up her work with a sigh, glancing at her daughter with
so strange a look that Lavater himself would have found it difficult to
interpret. Admiration, gratitude, a sort of hope for better days, were
mingled with pride at having such a pretty daughter.
At about four in the afternoon the old lady pushed her foot against
Caroline's, and the girl looked up quickly enough to see the new actor,
whose regular advent would thenceforth lend variety to the scene. He was
tall and thin, and wore black, a man of about forty, with a certain
solemnity of demeanor; as his piercing hazel eye met the old woman's dull
gaze, he made her quake, for she felt as though he had the gift of reading
hearts, or much practice in it, and his presence must surely be as icy as the
air of this dank street. Was the dull, sallow complexion of that ominous
face due to excess of work, or the result of delicate health?
The old woman supplied twenty different answers to this question; but
Caroline, next day, discerned the lines of long mental suffering on that
brow that was so prompt to frown. The rather hollow cheeks of the
Unknown bore the stamp of the seal which sorrow sets on its victims as if
to grant them the consolation of common recognition and brotherly union
for resistance. Though the girl's expression was at first one of lively but
innocent curiosity, it assumed a look of gentle sympathy as the stranger
receded from view, like a last relation following in a funeral train.
The heat of the weather was so great, and the gentleman was so
absent- minded, that he had taken off his hat and forgotten to put it on
again as he went down the squalid street. Caroline could see the stern look
given to his countenance by the way the hair was brushed from his
forehead. The strong impression, devoid of charm, made on the girl by this
man's appearance was totally unlike any sensation produced by the other
passengers who used the street; for the first time in her life she was moved
to pity for some one else than herself and her mother; she made no reply to
the absurd conjectures that supplied material for the old woman's
provoking volubility, and drew her long needle in silence through the web
of stretched net; she only regretted not having seen the stranger more
closely, and looked forward to the morrow to form a definite opinion of
him.
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It was the first time, indeed, that a man passing down the street had
ever given rise to much thought in her mind. She generally had nothing
but a smile in response to her mother's hypotheses, for the old woman
looked on every passer-by as a possible protector for her daughter. And if
such suggestions, so crudely presented, gave rise to no evil thoughts in
Caroline's mind, her indifference must be ascribed to the persistent and
unfortunately inevitable toil in which the energies of her sweet youth were
being spent, and which would infallibly mar the clearness of her eyes or
steal from her fresh cheeks the bloom that still colored them.
For two months or more the "Black Gentleman"--the name they had
given him--was erratic in his movements; he did not always come down
the Rue du Tourniquet; the old woman sometimes saw him in the evening
when he had not passed in the morning, and he did not come by at such
regular hours as the clerks who served Madame Crochard instead of a
clock; moreover, excepting on the first occasion, when his look had given
the old mother a sense of alarm, his eyes had never once dwelt on the
weird picture of these two female gnomes. With the exception of two
carriage-gates and a dark ironmonger's shop, there were in the Rue du
Tourniquet only barred windows, giving light to the staircases of the
neighboring houses; thus the stranger's lack of curiosity was not to be
accounted for by the presence of dangerous rivals; and Madame Crochard
was greatly piqued to see her "Black Gentleman" always lost in thought,
his eyes fixed on the ground, or straight before him, as though he hoped to
read the future in the fog of the Rue du Tourniquet. However, one morning,
about the middle of September, Caroline Crochard's roguish face stood out
so brightly against the dark background of the room, looking so fresh
among the belated flowers and faded leaves that twined round the
window-bars, the daily scene was gay with such contrasts of light and
shade, of pink and white blending with the light material on which the
pretty needlewoman was working, and with the red and brown hues of the
chairs, that the stranger gazed very attentively at the effects of this living
picture. In point of fact, the old woman, provoked by her "Black
Gentleman's" indifference, had made such a clatter with her bobbins that
the gloomy and pensive passer-by was perhaps prompted to look up by the
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unusual noise.
The stranger merely exchanged glances with Caroline, swift indeed,
but enough to effect a certain contact between their souls, and both were
aware that they would think of each other. When the stranger came by
again, at four in the afternoon, Caroline recognized the sound of his step
on the echoing pavement; they looked steadily at each other, and with
evident purpose; his eyes had an expression of kindliness which made him
smile, and Caroline colored; the old mother noted them with satisfaction.
Ever after that memorable afternoon, the Gentleman in Black went by
twice a day, with rare exceptions, which both the women observed. They
concluded from the irregularity of the hours of his homecoming that he
was not released so early, nor so precisely punctual as a subordinate
official.
All through the first three winter months, twice a day, Caroline and the
stranger thus saw each other for so long as it took him to traverse the piece
of road that lay along the length of the door and three windows of the
house. Day after day this brief interview had the hue of friendly sympathy
which at last had acquired a sort of fraternal kindness. Caroline and the
stranger seemed to understand each other from the first; and then, by dint
of scrutinizing each other's faces, they learned to know them well. Ere
long it came to be, as it were, a visit that the Unknown owed to Caroline;
if by any chance her Gentleman in Black went by without bestowing on
her the half-smile of his expressive lips, or the cordial glance of his brown
eyes, something was missing to her all day. She felt as an old man does to
whom the daily study of a newspaper is such an indispensable pleasure
that on the day after any great holiday he wanders about quite lost, and
seeking, as much out of vagueness as for want of patience, the sheet by
which he cheats an hour of life.
But these brief meetings had the charm of intimate friendliness, quite
as much for the stranger as for Caroline. The girl could no more hide a
vexation, a grief, or some slight ailment from the keen eye of her
appreciative friend than he could conceal anxiety from hers.
"He must have had some trouble yesterday," was the thought that
constantly arose in the embroideress' mind as she saw some change in the
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features of the "Black Gentleman."
"Oh, he has been working too hard!" was a reflection due to another
shade of expression which Caroline could discern.
The stranger, on his part, could guess when the girl had spent Sunday
in finishing a dress, and he felt an interest in the pattern. As quarter-day
came near he could see that her pretty face was clouded by anxiety, and he
could guess when Caroline had sat up late at work; but above all, he noted
how the gloomy thoughts that dimmed the cheerful and delicate features
of her young face gradually vanished by degrees as their acquaintance
ripened. When winter had killed the climbers and plants of her window
garden, and the window was kept closed, it was not without a smile of
gentle amusement that the stranger observed the concentration of the light
within, just at the level of Caroline's head. The very small fire and the
frosty red of the two women's faces betrayed the poverty of their home;
but if ever his own countenance expressed regretful compassion, the girl
proudly met it with assumed cheerfulness.
Meanwhile the feelings that had arisen in their hearts remained buried
there, no incident occurring to reveal to either of them how deep and
strong they were in the other; they had never even heard the sound of each
other's voice. These mute friends were even on their guard against any
nearer acquaintance, as though it meant disaster. Each seemed to fear lest
it should bring on the other some grief more serious than those they felt
tempted to share. Was it shyness or friendship that checked them? Was it a
dread of meeting with selfishness, or the odious distrust which sunders all
the residents within the walls of a populous city? Did the voice of
conscience warn them of approaching danger? It would be impossible to
explain the instinct which made them as much enemies as friends, at once
indifferent and attached, drawn to each other by impulse, and severed by
circumstance. Each perhaps hoped to preserve a cherished illusion. It
might almost have been thought that the stranger feared lest he should hear
some vulgar word from those lips as fresh and pure as a flower, and that
Caroline felt herself unworthy of the mysterious personage who was
evidently possessed of power and wealth.
As to Madame Crochard, that tender mother, almost angry at her
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daughter's persistent lack of decisiveness, now showed a sulky face to the
"Black Gentleman," on whom she had hitherto smiled with a sort of
benevolent servility. Never before had she complained so bitterly of being
compelled, at her age, to do the cooking; never had her catarrh and her
rheumatism wrung so many groans from her; finally, she could not, this
winter, promise so many ells of net as Caroline had hitherto been able to
count on.
Under these circumstances, and towards the end of December, at the
time when bread was dearest, and that dearth of corn was beginning to be
felt which made the year 1816 so hard on the poor, the stranger observed
on the features of the girl whose name was still unknown to him, the
painful traces of a secret sorrow which his kindest smiles could not dispel.
Before long he saw in Caroline's eyes the dimness attributed to long hours
at night. One night, towards the end of the month, the Gentleman in Black
passed down the Rue du Tourniquet at the quite unwonted hour of one in
the morning. The perfect silence allowed of his hearing before passing the
house the lachrymose voice of the old mother, and Caroline's even sadder
tones, mingling with the swish of a shower of sleet. He crept along as
slowly as he could; and then, at the risk of being taken up by the police, he
stood still below the window to hear the mother and daughter, while
watching them through the largest of the holes in the yellow muslin
curtains, which were eaten away by wear as a cabbage leaf is riddled by
caterpillars. The inquisitive stranger saw a sheet of paper on the table that
stood between the two work-frames, and on which stood the lamp and the
globes filled with water. He at once identified it as a writ. Madame
Crochard was weeping, and Caroline's voice was thick, and had lost its
sweet, caressing tone.
"Why be so heartbroken, mother? Monsieur Molineux will not sell us
up or turn us out before I have finished this dress; only two nights more
and I shall take it home to Madame Roguin."
"And supposing she keeps you waiting as usual?--And will the money
for the gown pay the baker too?"
The spectator of this scene had long practice in reading faces; he
fancied he could discern that the mother's grief was as false as the
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daughter's was genuine; he turned away, and presently came back. When
he next peeped through the hole in the curtain, Madame Crochard was in
bed. The young needlewoman, bending over her frame, was embroidering
with indefatigable diligence; on the table, with the writ lay a triangular
hunch of bread, placed there, no doubt, to sustain her in the night and to
remind her of the reward of her industry. The stranger was tremulous with
pity and sympathy; he threw his purse in through a cracked pane so that it
should fall at the girl's feet; and then, without waiting to enjoy her surprise,
he escaped, his cheeks tingling.
Next morning the shy and melancholy stranger went past with a look
of deep preoccupation, but he could not escape Caroline's gratitude; she
had opened her window and affected to be digging in the square window-
box buried in snow, a pretext of which the clumsy ingenuity plainly told
her benefactor that she had been resolved not to see him only through the
pane. Her eyes were full of tears as she bowed her head, as much as to say
to her benefactor, "I can only repay you from my heart."
But the Gentleman in Black affected not to understand the meaning of
this sincere gratitude. In the evening, as he came by, Caroline was busy
mending the window with a sheet of paper, and she smiled at him,
showing her row of pearly teeth like a promise. Thenceforth the Stranger
went another way, and was no more seen in the Rue due Tourniquet.
It was one day early in the following May that, as Caroline was giving
the roots of the honeysuckle a glass of water, one Saturday morning, she
caught sight of a narrow strip of cloudless blue between the black lines of
houses, and said to her mother:
"Mamma, we must go to-morrow for a trip to Montmorency!"
She had scarcely uttered the words, in a tone of glee, when the
Gentleman in Black came by, sadder and more dejected than ever.
Caroline's innocent and ingratiating glance might have been taken for an
invitation. And, in fact, on the following day, when Madame Crochard,
dressed in a pelisse of claret-colored merinos, a silk bonnet, and striped
shawl of an imitation Indian pattern, came out to choose seats in a chaise
at the corner of the Rue du Faubourg Saint- Denis and the Rue d'Enghien,
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there she found her Unknown standing like a man waiting for his wife. A
smile of pleasure lighted up the Stranger's face when his eye fell on
Caroline, her neat feet shod in plum-colored prunella gaiters, and her
white dress tossed by a breeze that would have been fatal to an ill-made
woman, but which displayed her graceful form. Her face, shaded by a rice-
straw bonnet lined with pink silk, seemed to beam with a reflection from
heaven; her broad, plum-colored belt set off a waist he could have spanned;
her hair, parted in two brown bands over a forehead as white as snow, gave
her an expression of innocence which no other feature contradicted.
Enjoyment seemed to have made Caroline as light as the straw of her hat;
but when she saw the Gentleman in Black, radiant hope suddenly eclipsed
her bright dress and her beauty. The Stranger, who appeared to be in doubt,
had not perhaps made up his mind to be the girl's escort for the day till this
revelation of the delight she felt on seeing him. He at once hired a vehicle
with a fairly good horse, to drive to Saint-Leu-Taverny, and he offered
Madame Crochard and her daughter seats by his side. The mother
accepted without ado; but presently, when they were already on the way to
Saint-Denis, she was by way of having scruples, and made a few civil
speeches as to the possible inconvenience two women might cause their
companion.
"Perhaps, monsieur, you wished to drive alone to Saint-Leu-Taverny,"
said she, with affected simplicity.
Before long she complained of the heat, and especially of her cough,
which, she said, had hindered her from closing her eyes all night; and by
the time the carriage had reached Saint-Denis, Madame Crochard seemed
to be fast asleep. Her snores, indeed, seemed, to the Gentleman in Black,
rather doubtfully genuine, and he frowned as he looked at the old woman
with a very suspicious eye.
"Oh, she is fast asleep," said Caroline quilelessly; "she never ceased
coughing all night. She must be very tired."
Her companion made no reply, but he looked at the girl with a smile
that seemed to say:
"Poor child, you little know your mother!"
However, in spite of his distrust, as the chaise made its way down the
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long avenue of poplars leading to Eaubonne, the Stranger thought that
Madame Crochard was really asleep; perhaps he did not care to inquire
how far her slumbers were genuine or feigned. Whether it were that the
brilliant sky, the pure country air, and the heady fragrance of the first
green shoots of the poplars, the catkins of willow, and the flowers of the
blackthorn had inclined his heart to open like all the nature around him; or
that any long restraint was too oppressive while Caroline's sparkling eyes
responded to his own, the Gentleman in Black entered on a conversation
with his young companion, as aimless as the swaying of the branches in
the wind, as devious as the flitting of the butterflies in the azure air, as
illogical as the melodious murmur of the fields, and, like it, full of
mysterious love. At that season is not the rural country as tremulous as a
bride that has donned her marriage robe; does it not invite the coldest soul
to be happy? What heart could remain unthawed, and what lips could keep
its secret, on leaving the gloomy streets of the Marais for the first time
since the previous autumn, and entering the smiling and picturesque valley
of Montmorency; on seeing it in the morning light, its endless horizons
receding from view; and then lifting a charmed gaze to eyes which
expressed no less infinitude mingled with love?
The Stranger discovered that Caroline was sprightly rather than witty,
affectionate, but ill educated; but while her laugh was giddy, her words
promised genuine feeling. When, in response to her companion's shrewd
questioning, the girl spoke with the heartfelt effusiveness of which the
lower classes are lavish, not guarding it with reticence like people of the
world, the Black Gentleman's face brightened, and seemed to renew its
youth. His countenance by degrees lost the sadness that lent sternness to
his features, and little by little they gained a look of handsome
youthfulness which made Caroline proud and happy. The pretty
needlewoman guessed that her new friend had been long weaned from
tenderness and love, and no longer believed in the devotion of woman.
Finally, some unexpected sally in Caroline's light prattle lifted the last veil
that concealed the real youth and genuine character of the Stranger's
physiognomy; he seemed to bid farewell to the ideas that haunted him, and
showed the natural liveliness that lay beneath the solemnity of his
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expression.
Their conversation had insensibly become so intimate, that by the time
when the carriage stopped at the first houses of the straggling village of
Saint-Leu, Caroline was calling the gentleman Monsieur Roger. Then for
the first time the old mother awoke.
"Caroline, she has heard everything!" said Roger suspiciously in the
girl's ear.
Caroline's reply was an exquisite smile of disbelief, which dissipated
the dark cloud that his fear of some plot on the old woman's part had
brought to this suspicious mortal's brow. Madame Crochard was amazed at
nothing, approved of everything, followed her daughter and Monsieur
Roger into the park, where the two young people had agreed to wander
through the smiling meadows and fragrant copses made famous by the
taste of Queen Hortense.
"Good heavens! how lovely!" exclaimed Caroline when standing on
the green ridge where the forest of Montmorency begins, she saw lying at
her feet the wide valley with its combes sheltering scattered villages, its
horizon of blue hills, its church towers, its meadows and fields, whence a
murmur came up, to die on her ear like the swell of the ocean. The three
wanderers made their way by the bank of an artificial stream and came to
the Swiss valley, where stands a chalet that had more than once given
shelter to Hortense and Napoleon. When Caroline had seated herself with
pious reverence on the mossy wooden bench where kings and princesses
and the Emperor had rested, Madame Crochard expressed a wish to have a
nearer view of a bridge that hung across between two rocks at some little
distance, and bent her steps towards that rural curiosity, leaving her
daughter in Monsieur Roger's care, though telling them that she would not
go out of sight.
"What, poor child!" cried Roger, "have you never longed for wealth
and the pleasures of luxury? Have you never wished that you might wear
the beautiful dresses you embroider?"
"It would not be the truth, Monsieur Roger, if I were to tell you that I
never think how happy people must be who are rich. Oh yes! I often fancy,
especially when I am going to sleep, how glad I should be to see my poor
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mother no longer compelled to go out, whatever the weather, to buy our
little provisions, at her age. I should like her to have a servant who, every
morning before she was up, would bring her up her coffee, nicely
sweetened with white sugar. And she loves reading novels, poor dear soul!
Well, and I would rather see her wearing out her eyes over her favorite
books than over twisting her bobbins from morning till night. And again,
she ought to have a little good wine. In short, I should like to see her
comfortable--she is so good."
"Then she has shown you great kindness?"
"Oh yes," said the girl, in a tone of conviction. Then, after a short
pause, during which the two young people stood watching Madame
Crochard, who had got to the middle of the rustic bridge, and was shaking
her finger at them, Caroline went on:
"Oh yes, she has been so good to me. What care she took of me when I
was little! She sold her last silver forks to apprentice me to the old maid
who taught me to embroider.--And my poor father! What did she not go
through to make him end his days in happiness!" The girl shivered at the
remembrance, and hid her face in her hands.--"Well! come! let us forget
past sorrows!" she added, trying to rally her high spirits. She blushed as
she saw that Roger too was moved, but she dared not look at him.
"What was your father?" he asked.
"He was an opera-dancer before the Revolution," said she, with an air
of perfect simplicity, "and my mother sang in the chorus. My father, who
was leader of the figures on the stage, happened to be present at the siege
of the Bastille. He was recognized by some of the assailants, who asked
him whether he could not lead a real attack, since he was used to leading
such enterprises on the boards. My father was brave; he accepted the post,
led the insurgents, and was rewarded by the nomination to the rank of
captain in the army of Sambre-et- Meuse, where he distinguished himself
so far as to rise rapidly to be a colonel. But at Lutzen he was so badly
wounded that, after a year's sufferings, he died in Paris.--The Bourbons
returned; my mother could obtain no pension, and we fell into such abject
misery that we were compelled to work for our living. For some time past
she has been ailing, poor dear, and I have never known her so little
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resigned; she complains a good deal, and, indeed, I cannot wonder, for she
has known the pleasures of an easy life. For my part, I cannot pine for
delights I have never known, I have but one thing to wish for."
"And that is?" said Roger eagerly, as if roused from a dream.
"That women may continue to wear embroidered net dresses, so that I
may never lack work."
The frankness of this confession interested the young man, who looked
with less hostile eyes on Madame Crochard as she slowly made her way
back to them.
"Well, children, have you had a long talk?" said she, with a half-
laughing, half-indulgent air. "When I think, Monsieur Roger, that the 'little
Corporal' has sat where you are sitting," she went on after a pause. "Poor
man! how my husband worshiped him! Ah! Crochard did well to die, for
he could not have borne to think of him where /they/ have sent him!"
Roger put his finger to his lips, and the good woman went on very
gravely, with a shake of her head:
"All right, mouth shut and tongue still! But," added she, unhooking a
bit of her bodice, and showing a ribbon and cross tied round her neck by a
piece of black ribbon, "they shall never hinder me from wearing what /he/
gave to my poor Crochard, and I will have it buried with me."
On hearing this speech, which at that time was regarded as seditious,
Roger interrupted the old lady by rising suddenly, and they returned to the
village through the park walks. The young man left them for a few
minutes while he went to order a meal at the best eating-house in Taverny;
then, returning to fetch them, he led the way through the alleys cut in the
forest.
The dinner was cheerful. Roger was no longer the melancholy shade
that was wont to pass along the Rue du Tourniquet; he was not the "Black
Gentleman," but rather a confiding young man ready to take life as it came,
like the two hard-working women who, on the morrow, might lack bread;
he seemed alive to all the joys of youth, his smile was quite affectionate
and childlike.
When, at five o'clock, this happy meal was ended with a few glasses of
champagne, Roger was the first to propose that they should join the village
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ball under the chestnuts, where he and Caroline danced together. Their
hands met with sympathetic pressure, their hearts beat with the same
hopes; and under the blue sky and the slanting, rosy beams of sunset, their
eyes sparkled with fires which, to them, made the glory of the heavens
pale. How strange is the power of an idea, of a desire! To these two
nothing seemed impossible. In such magic moments, when enjoyment
sheds its reflections on the future, the soul foresees nothing but happiness.
This sweet day had created memories for these two to which nothing could
be compared in all their past existence. Would the source prove to be more
beautiful than the river, the desire more enchanting than its gratification,
the thing hoped for more delightful than the thing possessed?
"So the day is already at an end!" On hearing this exclamation from
her unknown friend when the dance was over, Caroline looked at him
compassionately, as his face assumed once more a faint shade of sadness.
"Why should you not be as happy in Paris as you are here?" she asked.
"Is happiness to be found only at Saint-Leu? It seems to me that I can
henceforth never be unhappy anywhere."
Roger was struck by these words, spoken with the glad unrestraint that
always carries a woman further than she intended, just as prudery often
lends her greater cruelty than she feels. For the first time since that glance,
which had, in a way, been the beginning of their friendship, Caroline and
Roger had the same idea; though they did not express it, they felt it at the
same instant, as a result of a common impression like that of a comforting
fire cheering both under the frost of winter; then, as if frightened by each
other's silence, they made their way to the spot where the carriage was
waiting. But before getting into it, they playfully took hands and ran
together down the dark avenue in front of Madame Crochard. When they
could no longer see the white net cap, which showed as a speck through
the leaves where the old woman was--"Caroline!" said Roger in a
tremulous voice, and with a beating heart.
The girl was startled, and drew back a few steps, understanding the
invitation this question conveyed; however, she held out her hand, which
was passionately kissed, but which she hastily withdrew, for by standing
on tiptoe she could see her mother.
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Madame Crochard affected blindness, as if, with a reminiscence of her
old parts, she was only required to figure as a supernumerary.
The adventures of these two young people were not continued in the
Rue du Tourniquet. To see Roger and Caroline once more, we must leap
into the heart of modern Paris, where, in some of the newly-built houses,
there are apartments that seem made on purpose for newly-married
couples to spend their honeymoon in. There the paper and paint are as
fresh as the bride and bridegroom, and the decorations are in blossom like
their love; everything is in harmony with youthful notions and ardent
wishes.
Half-way down the Rue Taitbout, in a house whose stone walls were
still white, where the columns of the hall and the doorway were as yet
spotless, and the inner walls shone with the neat painting which our recent
intimacy with English ways had brought into fashion, there was, on the
second floor, a small set of rooms fitted by the architect as though he had
known what their use would be. A simple airy ante-room, with a stucco
dado, formed an entrance into a drawing-room and dining- room. Out of
the drawing-room opened a pretty bedroom, with a bathroom beyond.
Every chimney-shelf had over it a fine mirror elegantly framed. The doors
were crowded with arabesques in good taste, and the cornices were in the
best style. Any amateur would have discerned there the sense of
distinction and decorative fitness which mark the work of modern French
architects.
For above a month Caroline had been at home in this apartment,
furnished by an upholsterer who submitted to an artist's guidance. A short
description of the principal room will suffice to give us an idea of the
wonders it offered to Caroline's delighted eyes when Roger installed her
there. Hangings of gray stuff trimmed with green silk adorned the walls of
her bedroom; the seats, covered with light- colored woolen sateen, were of
easy and comfortable shapes, and in the latest fashion; a chest of drawers
of some simple wood, inlaid with lines of a darker hue, contained the
treasures of the toilet; a writing-table to match served for inditing love-
letters on scented paper; the bed, with antique draperies, could not fail to
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suggest thoughts of love by its soft hangings of elegant muslin; the
window- curtains, of drab silk with green fringe, were always half drawn
to subdue the light; a bronze clock represented Love crowning Psyche;
and a carpet of Gothic design on a red ground set off the other accessories
of this delightful retreat. There was a small dressing- table in front of a
long glass, and here the needlewoman sat, out of patience with Plaisir, the
famous hairdresser.
"Do you think you will have done to-day?" said she.
"Your hair is so long and so thick, madame," replied Plaisir.
Caroline could not help smiling. The man's flattery had no doubt
revived in her mind the memory of the passionate praises lavished by her
lover on the beauty of her hair, which he delighted in.
The hairdresser having done, a waiting-maid came and held counsel
with her as to the dress in which Roger would like best to see her. It was
the beginning of September 1816, and the weather was cold; she chose a
green /grenadine/ trimmed with chinchilla. As soon as she was dressed,
Caroline flew into the drawing-room and opened a window, out of which
she stepped on to the elegant balcony, that adorned the front of the house;
there she stood, with her arms crossed, in a charming attitude, not to show
herself to the admiration of the passers-by and see them turn to gaze at her,
but to be able to look out on the Boulevard at the bottom of the Rue
Taitbout. This side view, really very comparable to the peephole made by
actors in the drop-scene of a theatre, enabled her to catch a glimpse of
numbers of elegant carriages, and a crowd of persons, swept past with the
rapidity of /Ombres Chinoises/. Not knowing whether Roger would arrive
in a carriage or on foot, the needlewoman from the Rue du Tourniquet
looked by turns at the foot- passengers, and at the tilburies--light cabs
introduced into Paris by the English.
Expressions of refractoriness and of love passed by turns over her
youthful face when, after waiting for a quarter of an hour, neither her keen
eye nor her heart had announced the arrival of him whom she knew to be
due. What disdain, what indifference were shown in her beautiful features
for all the other creatures who were bustling like ants below her feet. Her
gray eyes, sparkling with fun, now positively flamed. Given over to her
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passion, she avoided admiration with as much care as the proudest devote
to encouraging it when they drive about Paris, certainly feeling no care as
to whether her fair countenance leaning over the balcony, or her little foot
between the bars, and the picture of her bright eyes and delicious turned-
up nose would be effaced or no from the minds of the passers-by who
admired them; she saw but one face, and had but one idea. When the
spotted head of a certain bay horse happened to cross the narrow strip
between the two rows of houses, Caroline gave a little shiver and stood on
tiptoe in hope of recognizing the white traces and the color of the tilbury.
It was he!
Roger turned the corner of the street, saw the balcony, whipped the
horse, which came up at a gallop, and stopped at the bronze-green door
that he knew as well as his master did. The door of the apartment was
opened at once by the maid, who had heard her mistress' exclamation of
delight. Roger rushed up to the drawing-room, clasped Caroline in his
arms, and embraced her with the effusive feeling natural when two beings
who love each other rarely meet. He led her, or rather they went by a
common impulse, their arms about each other, into the quiet and fragrant
bedroom; a settee stood ready for them to sit by the fire, and for a moment
they looked at each other in silence, expressing their happiness only by
their clasped hands, and communicating their thoughts in a fond gaze.
"Yes, it is he!" she said at last. "Yes, it is you. Do you know, I have not
seen you for three long days, an age!--But what is the matter? You are
unhappy."
"My poor Caroline--"
"There, you see! 'poor Caroline'--"
"No, no, do not laugh, my darling; we cannot go to the Feydeau
Theatre together this evening."
Caroline put on a little pout, but it vanished immediately.
"How absurd I am! How can I think of going to the play when I see
you? Is not the sight of you the only spectacle I care for?" she cried,
pushing her fingers through Roger's hair.
"I am obliged to go to the Attorney-General's. We have a knotty case
in hand. He met me in the great hall at the Palais; and as I am to plead, he
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asked me to dine with him. But, my dearest, you can go to the theatre with
your mother, and I will join you if the meeting breaks up early."
"To the theatre without you!" cried she in a tone of amazement; "enjoy
any pleasure you do not share! O my Roger! you do not deserve a kiss,"
she added, throwing her arms round his neck with an artless and
impassioned impulse.
"Caroline, I must go home and dress. The Marais is some way off, and
I still have some business to finish."
"Take care what you are saying, monsieur," said she, interrupting him.
"My mother says that when a man begins to talk about his business, he is
ceasing to love."
"Caroline! Am I not here? Have I not stolen this hour from my pitiless-
-"
"Hush!" said she, laying a finger on his mouth. "Don't you see that I
am in jest."
They had now come back to the drawing-room, and Roger's eye fell on
an object brought home that morning by the cabinetmaker. Caroline's old
rosewood embroidery-frame, by which she and her mother had earned
their bread when they lived in the Rue du Tourniquet-Saint-Jean, had been
refitted and polished, and a net dress, of elaborate design, was already
stretched upon it.
"Well, then, my dear, I shall do some work this evening. As I stitch, I
shall fancy myself gone back to those early days when you used to pass by
me without a word, but not without a glance; the days when the
remembrance of your look kept me awake all night. Oh my dear old frame
--the best piece of furniture in my room, though you did not give it me!--
You cannot think," said she, seating herself on Roger's knees; for he,
overcome by irresistible feelings, had dropped into a chair. "Listen.--All I
can earn by my work I mean to give to the poor. You have made me rich.
How I love that pretty home at Bellefeuille, less because of what it is than
because you gave it me! But tell me, Roger, I should like to call myself
Caroline de Bellefeuille--can I? You must know: is it legal or
permissible?"
As she saw a little affirmative grimace--for Roger hated the name of
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Crochard--Caroline jumped for glee, and clapped her hands.
"I feel," said she, "as if I should more especially belong to you.
Usually a woman gives up her own name and takes her husband's--" An
idea forced itself upon her and made her blush. She took Roger's hand and
led him to the open piano.--"Listen," said she, "I can play my sonata now
like an angel!" and her fingers were already running over the ivory keys,
when she felt herself seized round the waist.
"Caroline, I ought to be far from hence!"
"You insist on going? Well, go," said she, with a pretty pout, but she
smiled as she looked at the clock and exclaimed joyfully, "At any rate, I
have detained you a quarter of an hour!"
"Good-bye, Mademoiselle de Bellefeuille," said he, with the gentle
irony of love.
She kissed him and saw her lover to the door; when the sound of his
steps had died away on the stairs she ran out on to the balcony to see him
get into the tilbury, to see him gather up the reins, to catch a parting look,
hear the crack of his whip and the sound of his wheels on the stones,
watch the handsome horse, the master's hat, the tiger's gold lace, and at
last to stand gazing long after the dark corner of the street had eclipsed this
vision.
Five years after Mademoiselle Caroline de Bellefeuille had taken up
her abode in the pretty house in the Rue Taitbout, we again look in on one
of those home-scenes which tighten the bonds of affection between two
persons who truly love. In the middle of the blue drawing-room, in front
of the window opening to the balcony, a little boy of four was making a
tremendous noise as he whipped the rocking-horse, whose two curved
supports for the legs did not move fast enough to please him; his pretty
face, framed in fair curls that fell over his white collar, smiled up like a
cherub's at his mother when she said to him from the depths of an easy-
chair, "Not so much noise, Charles; you will wake your little sister."
The inquisitive boy suddenly got off his horse, and treading on tiptoe
as if he were afraid of the sound of his feet on the carpet, came up with
one finger between his little teeth, and standing in one of those childish
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attitudes that are so graceful because they are so perfectly natural, raised
the muslin veil that hid the rosy face of a little girl sleeping on her
mother's knee.
"Is Eugenie asleep, then?" said he, quite astonished. "Why is she
asleep when we are awake?" he added, looking up with large, liquid black
eyes.
"That only God can know," replied Caroline, with a smile.
The mother and boy gazed at the infant, only that morning baptized.
Caroline, now about four-and-twenty, showed the ripe beauty which
had expanded under the influence of cloudless happiness and constant
enjoyment. In her the Woman was complete.
Delighted to obey her dear Roger's every wish, she had acquired the
accomplishments she had lacked; she played the piano fairly well, and
sang sweetly. Ignorant of the customs of a world that would have treated
her as an outcast, and which she would not have cared for even if it had
welcomed her--for a happy woman does not care for the world --she had
not caught the elegance of manner or learned the art of conversation,
abounding in words and devoid of ideas, which is current in fashionable
drawing-rooms; on the other hand, she worked hard to gain the knowledge
indispensable to a mother whose chief ambition is to bring up her children
well. Never to lose sight of her boy, to give him from the cradle that
training of every minute which impresses on the young a love of all that is
good and beautiful, to shelter him from every evil influence and fulfil both
the painful duties of a nurse and the tender offices of a mother,--these were
her chief pleasures.
The coy and gentle being had from the first day so fully resigned
herself never to step beyond the enchanted sphere where she found all her
happiness, that, after six years of the tenderest intimacy, she still knew her
lover only by the name of Roger. A print of the picture of the Psyche
lighting her lamp to gaze on Love in spite of his prohibition, hung in her
room, and constantly reminded her of the conditions of her happiness.
Through all these six years her humble pleasures had never importuned
Roger by a single indiscreet ambition, and his heart was a treasure-house
of kindness. Never had she longed for diamonds or fine clothes, and had
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again and again refused the luxury of a carriage which he had offered her.
To look out from her balcony for Roger's cab, to go with him to the play or
make excursions with him, on fine days in the environs of Paris, to long
for him, to see him, and then to long again,--these made up the history of
her life, poor in incidents but rich in happiness.
As she rocked the infant, now a few months old, on her knee, singing
the while, she allowed herself to recall the memories of the past. She
lingered more especially on the months of September, when Roger was
accustomed to take her to Bellefeuille and spend the delightful days which
seem to combine the charms of every season. Nature is equally prodigal of
flowers and fruit, the evenings are mild, the mornings bright, and a blaze
of summer often returns after a spell of autumn gloom. During the early
days of their love, Caroline had ascribed the even mind and gentle temper,
of which Roger gave her so many proofs, to the rarity of their always
longed-for meetings, and to their mode of life, which did not compel them
to be constantly together, as a husband and wife must be. But now she
could remember with rapture that, tortured by foolish fears, she had
watched him with trembling during their first stay on this little estate in
the Gatinais. Vain suspiciousness of love! Each of these months of
happiness had passed like a dream in the midst of joys which never rang
false. She had always seen that kind creature with a tender smile on his
lips, a smile that seemed to mirror her own.
As she called up these vivid pictures, her eyes filled with tears; she
thought she could not love him enough, and was tempted to regard her
ambiguous position as a sort of tax levied by Fate on her love. Finally,
invincible curiosity led her to wonder for the thousandth time what events
they could be that led so tender a heart as Roger's to find his pleasure in
clandestine and illicit happiness. She invented a thousand romances on
purpose really to avoid recognizing the true reason, which she had long
suspected but tried not to believe in. She rose, and carrying the baby in her
arms, went into the dining- room to superintend the preparations for
dinner.
It was the 6th of May 1822, the anniversary of the excursion to the
Park of Saint-Leu, which had been the turning-point of her life; each year
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it had been marked by heartfelt rejoicing. Caroline chose the linen to be
used, and arranged the dessert. Having attended with joy to these details,
which touched Roger, she placed the infant in her pretty cot and went out
on to the balcony, whence she presently saw the carriage which her friend,
as he grew to riper years, now used instead of the smart tilbury of his
youth. After submitting to the first fire of Caroline's embraces and the
kisses of the little rogue who addressed him as papa, Roger went to the
cradle, looked at his little sleeping daughter, kissed her forehead, and then
took out of his pocket a document covered with black writing.
"Caroline," said he, "here is the marriage portion of Mademoiselle
Eugenie de Bellefeuille."
The mother gratefully took the paper, a deed of gift of securities in the
State funds.
"Buy why," said she, "have you given Eugenie three thousand francs a
year, and Charles no more than fifteen hundred?"
"Charles, my love, will be a man," replied he. "Fifteen hundred francs
are enough for him. With so much for certain, a man of courage is above
poverty. And if by chance your son should turn out a nonentity, I do not
wish him to be able to play the fool. If he is ambitious, this small income
will give him a taste for work.--Eugenie is a girl; she must have a little
fortune."
The father then turned to play with his boy, whose effusive affection
showed the independence and freedom in which he was brought up. No
sort of shyness between the father and child interfered with the charm
which rewards a parent for his devotion; and the cheerfulness of the little
family was as sweet as it was genuine. In the evening a magic- lantern
displayed its illusions and mysterious pictures on a white sheet to Charles'
great surprise, and more than once the innocent child's heavenly rapture
made Caroline and Roger laugh heartily.
Later, when the little boy was in bed, the baby woke and craved its
limpid nourishment. By the light of a lamp in the chimney corner, Roger
enjoyed the scene of peace and comfort, and gave himself up to the
happiness of contemplating the sweet picture of the child clinging to
Caroline's white bosom as she sat, as fresh as a newly opened lily, while
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her hair fell in long brown curls that almost hid her neck. The lamplight
enhanced the grace of the young mother, shedding over her, her dress, and
the infant, the picturesque effects of strong light and shadow.
The calm and silent woman's face struck Roger as a thousand times
sweeter than ever, and he gazed tenderly at the rosy, pouting lips from
which no harsh word had ever been heard. The very same thought was
legible in Caroline's eyes as she gave a sidelong look at Roger, either to
enjoy the effect she was producing on him, or to see what the end of the
evening was to be. He, understanding the meaning of this cunning glance,
said with assumed regret, "I must be going. I have a serious case to be
finished, and I am expected at home. Duty before all things--don't you
think so, my darling?"
Caroline looked him in the face with an expression at once sad and
sweet, with the resignation which does not, however, disguise the pangs of
a sacrifice.
"Good-bye, then," said she. "Go, for if you stay an hour longer I
cannot so lightly bear to set you free."
"My dearest," said he with a smile, "I have three days' holiday, and am
supposed to be twenty leagues away from Paris."
A few days after this anniversary of the 6th of May, Mademoiselle de
Bellefeuille hurried off one morning to the Rue Saint-Louis, in the Marais,
only hoping she might not arrive too late at a house where she commonly
went once a week. An express messenger had just come to inform her that
her mother, Madame Crochard, was sinking under a complication of
disorders produced by constant catarrh and rheumatism.
While the hackney coach-driver was flogging up his horses at
Caroline's urgent request, supported by the promise of a handsome present,
the timid old women, who had been Madame Crochard's friends during
her later years, had brought a priest into the neat and comfortable second-
floor rooms occupied by the old widow. Madame Crochard's maid did not
know that the pretty lady at whose house her mistress so often dined was
her daughter, and she was one of the first to suggest the services of a
confessor, in the hope that this priest might be at least as useful to herself
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as to the sick woman. Between two games of boston, or out walking in the
Jardin Turc, the old beldames with whom the widow gossiped all day had
succeeded in rousing in their friend's stony heart some scruples as to her
former life, some visions of the future, some fears of hell, and some hopes
of forgiveness if she should return in sincerity to a religious life. So on this
solemn morning three ancient females had settled themselves in the
drawing-room where Madame Crochard was "at home" every Tuesday.
Each in turn left her armchair to go to the poor old woman's bedside and
sit with her, giving her the false hopes with which people delude the
dying.
At the same time, when the end was drawing near, when the physician
called in the day before would no longer answer for her life, the three
dames took counsel together as to whether it would not be well to send
word to Mademoiselle de Bellefeuille. Francoise having been duly
informed, it was decided that a commissionaire should go to the Rue
Taitbout to inform the young relation whose influence was so disquieting
to the four women; still, they hoped that the Auvergnat would be too late
in bringing back the person who so certainly held the first place in the
widow Crochard's affections. The widow, evidently in the enjoyment of a
thousand crowns a year, would not have been so fondly cherished by this
feminine trio, but that neither of them, nor Francoise herself knew of her
having any heir. The wealth enjoyed by Mademoiselle de Bellefeuille,
whom Madame Crochard, in obedience to the traditions of the older opera,
never allowed herself to speak of by the affectionate name of daughter,
almost justified the four women in their scheme of dividing among
themselves the old woman's "pickings."
Presently the one of these three sibyls who kept guard over the sick
woman came shaking her head at the other anxious two, and said:
"It is time we should be sending for the Abbe Fontanon. In another two
hours she will neither have the wit nor the strength to write a line."
Thereupon the toothless old cook went off, and returned with a man
wearing a black gown. A low forehead showed a small mind in this priest,
whose features were mean; his flabby, fat cheeks and double chin betrayed
the easy-going egotist; his powdered hair gave him a pleasant look, till he
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raised his small, brown eyes, prominent under a flat forehead, and not
unworthy to glitter under the brows of a Tartar.
"Monsieur l'Abbe," said Francoise, "I thank you for all your advice;
but believe me, I have taken the greatest care of the dear soul."
But the servant, with her dragging step and woe-begone look, was
silent when she saw that the door of the apartment was open, and that the
most insinuating of the three dowagers was standing on the landing to be
the first to speak with the confessor. When the priest had politely faced the
honeyed and bigoted broadside of words fired off from the widow's three
friends, he went into the sickroom to sit by Madame Crochard. Decency,
and some sense of reserve, compelled the three women and old Francoise
to remain in the sitting-room, and to make such grimaces of grief as are
possible in perfection only to such wrinkled faces.
"Oh, is it not ill-luck!" cried Francoise, heaving a sigh. "This is the
fourth mistress I have buried. The first left me a hundred francs a year, the
second a sum of fifty crowns, and the third a thousand crowns down. After
thirty years' service, that is all I have to call my own."
The woman took advantage of her freedom to come and go, to slip into
a cupboard, whence she could hear the priest.
"I see with pleasure, daughter," said Fontanon, "that you have pious
sentiments; you have a sacred relic round your neck."
Madame Crochard, with a feeble vagueness which seemed to show
that she had not all her wits about her, pulled out the Imperial Cross of the
Legion of Honor. The priest started back at seeing the Emperor's head; he
went up to the penitent again, and she spoke to him, but in such a low tone
that for some minutes Francoise could hear nothing.
"Woe upon me!" cried the old woman suddenly. "Do not desert me.
What, Monsieur l'Abbe, do you think I shall be called to account for my
daughter's soul?"
The Abbe spoke too low, and the partition was too thick for Francoise
to hear the reply.
"Alas!" sobbed the woman, "the wretch has left me nothing that I can
bequeath. When he robbed me of my dear Caroline, he parted us, and only
allowed me three thousand francs a year, of which the capital belongs to
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my daughter."
"Madame has a daughter, and nothing to live on but an annuity,"
shrieked Francoise, bursting into the drawing-room.
The three old crones looked at each other in dismay. One of them,
whose nose and chin nearly met with an expression that betrayed a
superior type of hypocrisy and cunning, winked her eyes; and as soon as
Francoise's back was turned, she gave her friends a nod, as much as to say,
"That slut is too knowing by half; her name has figured in three wills
already."
So the three old dames sat on.
However, the Abbe presently came out, and at a word from him the
witches scuttered down the stairs at his heels, leaving Francoise alone with
her mistress. Madame Crochard, whose sufferings increased in severity,
rang, but in vain, for this woman, who only called out, "Coming, coming--
in a minute!" The doors of cupboards and wardrobes were slamming as
though Francoise were hunting high and low for a lost lottery ticket.
Just as this crisis was at a climax, Mademoiselle de Bellefeuille came
to stand by her mother's bed, lavishing tender words on her.
"Oh my dear mother, how criminal I have been! You are ill, and I did
not know it; my heart did not warn me. However, here I am--"
"Caroline--"
"What is it?"
"They fetched a priest--"
"But send for a doctor, bless me!" cried Mademoiselle de Bellefeuille.
"Francoise, a doctor! How is it that these ladies never sent for a doctor?"
"They sent for a priest----" repeated the old woman with a gasp.
"She is so ill--and no soothing draught, nothing on her table!"
The mother made a vague sign, which Caroline's watchful eye
understood, for she was silent to let her mother speak.
"They brought a priest--to hear my confession, as they said.--Beware,
Caroline!" cried the old woman with an effort, "the priest made me tell
him your benefactor's name."
"But who can have told you, poor mother?"
The old woman died, trying to look knowingly cunning. If
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Mademoiselle de Bellefeuille had noted her mother's face she might have
seen what no one ever will see--Death laughing.
To enter into the interests that lay beneath this introduction to my tale,
we must for a moment forget the actors in it, and look back at certain
previous incidents, of which the last was closely concerned with the death
of Madame Crochard. The two parts will then form a whole--a story which,
by a law peculiar to life in Paris, was made up of two distinct sets of
actions.
Towards the close of the month of November 1805, a young barrister,
aged about six-and-twenty, was going down the stairs of the hotel where
the High Chancellor of the Empire resided, at about three o'clock one
morning. Having reached the courtyard in full evening dress, under a keen
frost, he could not help giving vent to an exclamation of dismay--qualified,
however, by the spirit which rarely deserts a Frenchman--at seeing no
hackney coach waiting outside the gates, and hearing no noises such as
arise from the wooden shoes or harsh voices of the hackney-coachmen of
Paris. The occasional pawing of the horses of the Chief Justice's carriage--
the young man having left him still playing /bouillote/ with Cambaceres--
alone rang out in the paved court, which was scarcely lighted by the
carriage lamps. Suddenly the young lawyer felt a friendly hand on his
shoulder, and turning round, found himself face to face with the Judge, to
whom he bowed. As the footman let down the steps of his carriage, the old
gentleman, who had served the Convention, suspected the junior's
dilemma.
"All cats are gray in the dark," said he good-humoredly. "The Chief
Justice cannot compromise himself by putting a pleader in the right way!
Especially," he went on, "when the pleader is the nephew of an old
colleague, one of the lights of the grand Council of State which gave
France the Napoleonic Code."
At a gesture from the chief magistrate of France under the Empire, the
foot-passenger got into the carriage.
"Where do you live?" asked the great man, before the footman who
awaited his orders had closed the door.
"Quai des Augustins, monseigneur."
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The horses started, and the young man found himself alone with the
Minister, to whom he had vainly tried to speak before and after the
sumptuous dinner given by Cambaceres; in fact, the great man had
evidently avoided him throughout the evening.
"Well, Monsieur /de/ Granville, you are on the high road!"
"So long as I sit by your Excellency's side--"
"Nay, I am not jesting," said the Minister. "You were called two years
since, and your defence in the case of Simeuse and Hauteserre had raised
you high in your profession."
"I had supposed that my interest in those unfortunate emigres had done
me no good."
"You are still very young," said the great man gravely. "But the High
Chancellor," he went on, after a pause, "was greatly pleased with you this
evening. Get a judgeship in the lower courts; we want men. The nephew
of a man in whom Cambaceres and I take great interest must not remain in
the background for lack of encouragement. Your uncle helped us to tide
over a very stormy season, and services of that kind are not forgotten."
The Minister sat silent for a few minutes. "Before long," he went on, "I
shall have three vacancies open in the Lower Courts and in the Imperial
Court in Paris. Come to see me, and take the place you prefer. Till then
work hard, but do not be seen at my receptions. In the first place, I am
overwhelmed with work; and besides that, your rivals may suspect your
purpose and do you harm with the patron. Cambaceres and I, by not
speaking a word to you this evening, have averted the accusation of
favoritism."
As the great man ceased speaking, the carriage drew up on the Quai
des Augustins; the young lawyer thanked his generous patron for the two
lifts he had conferred on him, and then knocked at his door pretty loudly,
for the bitter wind blew cold about his calves. At last the old lodgekeeper
pulled up the latch; and as the young man passed his window, called out in
a hoarse voice, "Monsieur Granville, here is a letter for you."
The young man took the letter, and in spite of the cold, tried to identify
the writing by the gleam of a dull lamp fast dying out. "From my father!"
he exclaimed, as he took his bedroom candle, which the porter at last had
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lighted. And he ran up to his room to read the following epistle:--
"Set off by the next mail; and if you can get here soon enough, your
fortune is made. Mademoiselle Angelique Bontems has lost her sister; she
is now an only child; and, as we know, she does not hate you. Madame
Bontems can now leave her about forty thousand francs a year, besides
whatever she may give her when she marries. I have prepared the way.
"Our friends will wonder to see a family of old nobility allying itself
to the Bontems; old Bontems was a red republican of the deepest dye,
owning large quantities of the nationalized land, that he bought for a mere
song. But he held nothing but convent lands, and the monks will not come
back; and then, as you have already so far derogated as to become a
lawyer, I cannot see why we should shrink from a further concession to
the prevalent ideas. The girl will have three hundred thousand francs; I can
give you a hundred thousand; your mother's property must be worth fifty
thousand crowns, more or less; so if you choose to take a judgeship, my
dear son, you are quite in a position to become a senator as much as any
other man. My brother-in-law the Councillor of State will not indeed lend
you a helping-hand; still, as he is not married, his property will some day
be yours, and if you are not senator by your own efforts, you will get it
through him. Then you will be perched high enough to look on at events.
Farewell. Yours affectionately."
So young Granville went to bed full of schemes, each fairer than the
last. Under the powerful protection of the High Chancellor, the Chief
Justice, and his mother's brother--one of the originators of the Code --he
was about to make a start in a coveted position before the highest court of
the Empire, and he already saw himself a member of the bench whence
Napoleon selected the chief functionaries of the realm. He could also
promise himself a fortune handsome enough to keep up his rank, for
which the slender income of five thousand francs from an estate left him
by his mother would be quite insufficient.
To crown his ambitious dreams with a vision of happiness, he called
up the guileless face of Mademoiselle Angelique Bontems, the companion
of his childhood. Until he came to boyhood his father and mother had
made no objection to his intimacy with their neighbor's pretty little
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daughter; but when, during his brief holiday visits to Bayeux, his parents,
who prided themselves on their good birth, saw what friends the young
people were, they forbade his ever thinking of her. Thus for ten years past
Granville had only had occasional glimpses of the girl, whom he still
sometimes thought of as "his little wife." And in those brief moments
when they met free from the active watchfulness of their families, they
had scarcely exchanged a few vague civilities at the church door or in the
street. Their happiest days had been those when, brought together by one
of those country festivities known in Normandy as /Assemblees/, they
could steal a glance at each other from afar.
In the course of the last vacation Granville had twice seen Angelique,
and her downcast eyes and drooping attitude had led him to suppose that
she was crushed by some unknown tyranny.
He was off by seven next morning to the coach office in the Rue
Notre- Dame-des-Victoires, and was so lucky as to find a vacant seat in
the diligence then starting for Caen.
It was not without deep emotion that the young lawyer saw once more
the spires of the cathedral at Bayeux. As yet no hope of his life had been
cheated, and his heart swelled with the generous feelings that expand in
the youthful soul.
After the too lengthy feast of welcome prepared by his father, who
awaited him with some friends, the impatient youth was conducted to a
house, long familiar to him, standing in the Rue Teinture. His heart beat
high when his father--still known in the town of Bayeux as the Comte de
Granville--knocked loudly at a carriage gate off which the green paint was
dropping in scales. It was about four in the afternoon. A young maid-
servant, in a cotton cap, dropped a short curtsey to the two gentlemen, and
said that the ladies would soon be home from vespers.
The Count and his son were shown into a low room used as a drawing-
room, but more like a convent parlor. Polished panels of dark walnut made
it gloomy enough, and around it some old-fashioned chairs covered with
worsted work and stiff armchairs were symmetrically arranged. The stone
chimney-shelf had no ornament but a discolored mirror, and on each side
of it were the twisted branches of a pair of candle- brackets, such as were
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made at the time of the Peace of Utrecht. Against a panel opposite, young
Granville saw an enormous crucifix of ebony and ivory surrounded by a
wreath of box that had been blessed. Though there were three windows to
the room, looking out on a country- town garden, laid out in formal square
beds edged with box, the room was so dark that it was difficult to discern,
on the wall opposite the windows, three pictures of sacred subjects painted
by a skilled hand, and purchased, no doubt, during the Revolution by old
Bontems, who, as governor of the district, had never neglected his
opportunities. From the carefully polished floor to the green checked
holland curtains everything shone with conventual cleanliness.
The young man's heart felt an involuntary chill in this silent retreat
where Angelique dwelt. The habit of frequenting the glittering Paris
drawing-rooms, and the constant whirl of society, had effaced from his
memory the dull and peaceful surroundings of a country life, and the
contrast was so startling as to give him a sort of internal shiver. To have
just left a party at the house of Cambaceres, where life was so large, where
minds could expand, where the splendor of the Imperial Court was so
vividly reflected, and to be dropped suddenly into a sphere of squalidly
narrow ideas--was it not like a leap from Italy into Greenland?--"Living
here is not life!" said he to himself, as he looked round the Methodistical
room. The old Count, seeing his son's dismay, went up to him, and taking
his hand, led him to a window, where there was still a gleam of daylight,
and while the maid was lighting the yellow tapers in the candle branches
he tried to clear away the clouds that the dreary place had brought to his
brow.
"Listen, my boy," said he. "Old Bontems' widow is a frenzied bigot.
'When the devil is old--' you know! I see that the place goes against the
grain. Well, this is the whole truth; the old woman is priest- ridden; they
have persuaded her that it was high time to make sure of heaven, and the
better to secure Saint Peter and his keys she pays before-hand. She goes to
Mass every day, attends every service, takes the communion every Sunday
God has made, and amuses herself by restoring chapels. She had given so
many ornaments, and albs, and chasubles, she has crowned the canopy
with so many feathers, that on the occasion of the last Corpus Christi
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procession as great a crowd came together as to see a man hanged, just to
stare at the priests in their splendid dresses and all the vessels regilt. This
house too is a sort of Holy Land. It was I who hindered her from giving
those three pictures to the Church--a Domenichino, a Correggio, and an
Andrea del Sarto--worth a good deal of money."
"But Angelique?" asked the young man.
"If you do not marry her, Angelique is done for," said the Count. "Our
holy apostles counsel her to live a virgin martyr. I have had the utmost
difficulty in stirring up her little heart, since she has been the only child,
by talking to her of you; but, as you will easily understand, as soon as she
is married you will carry her off to Paris. There, festivities, married life,
the theatres, and the rush of Parisian society, will soon make her forget
confessionals, and fasting, and hair shirts, and Masses, which are the
exclusive nourishment of such creatures."
"But the fifty thousand francs a year derived from Church property?
Will not all that return--"
"That is the point!" exclaimed the Count, with a cunning glance. "In
consideration of this marriage--for Madame Bontems' vanity is not a little
flattered by the notion of grafting the Bontems on to the genealogical tree
of the Granvilles--the aforenamed mother agrees to settle her fortune
absolutely on the girl, reserving only a life- interest. The priesthood,
therefore, are set against the marriage; but I have had the banns published,
everything is ready, and in a week you will be out of the clutches of the
mother and her Abbes. You will have the prettiest girl in Bayeux, a good
little soul who will give you no trouble, because she has sound principles.
She has been mortified, as they say in their jargon, by fasting and prayer--
and," he added in a low voice, "by her mother."
A modest tap at the door silenced the Count, who expected to see the
two ladies appear. A little page came in, evidently in a great hurry; but,
abashed by the presence of the two gentlemen, he beckoned to a
housekeeper, who followed him. Dressed in a blue cloth jacket with short
tails, and blue-and-white striped trousers, his hair cut short all round, the
boy's expression was that of a chorister, so strongly was it stamped with
the compulsory propriety that marks every member of a bigoted
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household.
"Mademoiselle Gatienne," said he, "do you know where the books are
for the offices of the Virgin? The ladies of the Congregation of the Sacred
Heart are going in procession this evening round the church."
Gatienne went in search of the books.
"Will they go on much longer, my little man?" asked the Count.
"Oh, half an hour at most."
"Let us go to look on," said the father to his son. "There will be some
pretty women there, and a visit to the Cathedral can do us no harm."
The young lawyer followed him with a doubtful expression.
"What is the matter?" asked the Count.
"The matter, father, is that I am sure I am right."
"But you have said nothing."
"No; but I have been thinking that you have still ten thousand francs a
year left of your original fortune. You will leave them to me--as long a
time hence as possible, I hope. But if you are ready to give me a hundred
thousand francs to make a foolish match, you will surely allow me to ask
you for only fifty thousand to save me from such a misfortune, and enjoy
as a bachelor a fortune equal to what your Mademoiselle Bontems would
bring me."
"Are you crazy?"
"No, father. These are the facts. The Chief Justice promised me
yesterday that I should have a seat on the Bench. Fifty thousand francs
added to what I have, and to the pay of my appointment, will give me an
income of twelve thousand francs a year. And I then shall most certainly
have a chance of marrying a fortune, better than this alliance, which will
be poor in happiness if rich in goods."
"It is very clear," said his father, "that you were not brought up under
the old /regime/. Does a man of our rank ever allow his wife to be in his
way?"
"But, my dear father, in these days marriage is--"
"Bless me!" cried the Count, interrupting his son, "then what my old
/emigre/ friends tell me is true, I suppose. The Revolution has left us
habits devoid of pleasure, and has infected all the young men with vulgar
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principles. You, like my Jacobin brother-in-law, will harangue me, I
suppose, on the Nation, Public Morals, and Disinterestedness!-- Good
Heavens! But for the Emperor's sisters, where should we be?"
The still hale old man, whom the peasants on the estate persisted in
calling the Signeur de Granville, ended his speech as they entered the
Cathedral porch. In spite of the sanctity of the place, and even as he
dipped his fingers in the holy water, he hummed an air from the opera of
/Rose et Colas/, and then led the way down the side aisles, stopping by
each pillar to survey the rows of heads, all in lines like ranks of soldiers on
parade.
The special service of the Sacred Heart was about to begin. The ladies
affiliated to that congregation were in front near the choir, so the Count
and his son made their way to that part of the nave, and stood leaning
against one of the columns where there was least light, whence they could
command a view of this mass of faces, looking like a meadow full of
flowers. Suddenly, close to young Granville, a voice, sweeter than it
seemed possible to ascribe to a human being, broke into song, like the first
nightingale when winter is past. Though it mingled with the voices of a
thousand other women and the notes of the organ, that voice stirred his
nerves as though they vibrated to the too full and too piercing sounds of a
harmonium. The Parisian turned round, and, seeing a young figure, though,
the head being bent, her face was entirely concealed by a large white
bonnet, concluded that the voice was hers. He fancied that he recognized
Angelique in spite of a brown merino pelisse that wrapped her, and he
nudged his father's elbow.
"Yes, there she is," said the Count, after looking where his son pointed,
and then, by an expressive glance, he directed his attention to the pale face
of an elderly woman who had already detected the strangers, though her
false eyes, deep set in dark circles, did not seem to have strayed from the
prayer-book she held.
Angelique raised her face, gazing at the altar as if to inhale the heavy
scent of the incense that came wafted in clouds over the two women. And
then, in the doubtful light that the tapers shed down the nave, with that of
a central lamp and of some lights round the pillars, the young man beheld
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a face which shook his determination. A white watered-silk bonnet closely
framed features of perfect regularity, the oval being completed by the satin
ribbon tie that fastened it under her dimpled chin. Over her forehead, very
sweet though low, hair of a pale gold color parted in two bands and fell
over her cheeks, like the shadow of leaves on a flower. The arches of her
eyebrows were drawn with the accuracy we admire in the best Chinese
paintings. Her nose, almost aquiline in profile, was exceptionally firmly
cut, and her lips were like two rose lines lovingly traced with a delicate
brush. Her eyes, of a light blue, were expressive of innocence.
Though Granville discerned a sort of rigid reserve in this girlish face,
he could ascribe it to the devotion in which Angelique was rapt. The
solemn words of prayer, visible in the cold, came from between rows of
pearls, like a fragrant mist, as it were. The young man involuntarily bent
over her a little to breathe this diviner air. This movement attracted the
girl's notice; her gaze, raised to the altar, was diverted to Granville, whom
she could see but dimly in the gloom; but she recognized him as the
companion of her youth, and a memory more vivid than prayer brought a
supernatural glow to her face; she blushed. The young lawyer was thrilled
with joy at seeing the hopes of another life overpowered by those of love,
and the glory of the sanctuary eclipsed by earthly reminiscences; but his
triumph was brief. Angelique dropped her veil, assumed a calm demeanor,
and went on singing without letting her voice betray the least emotion.
Granville was a prey to one single wish, and every thought of
prudence vanished. By the time the service was ended, his impatience was
so great that he could not leave the ladies to go home alone, but came at
once to make his bow to "his little wife." They bashfully greeted each
other in the Cathedral porch in the presence of the congregation. Madame
Bontems was tremulous with pride as she took the Comte de Granville's
arm, though he, forced to offer it in the presence of all the world was
vexed enough with his son for his ill-advised impatience.
For about a fortnight, between the official announcement of the
intended marriage of the Vicomte de Granville to Mademoiselle Bontems
and the solemn day of the wedding, he came assiduously to visit his lady-
love in the dismal drawing-room, to which he became accustomed. His
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long calls were devoted to watching Angelique's character; for his
prudence, happily, had made itself heard again in the day after their first
meeting. He always found her seated at a little table of some West Indian
wood, and engaged in marking the linen of her trousseau. Angelique never
spoke first on the subject of religion. If the young lawyer amused himself
with fingering the handsome rosary that she kept in a little green velvet
bag, if he laughed as he looked at a relic such as usually is attached to this
means of grace, Angelique would gently take the rosary out of his hands
and replace it in the bag without a word, putting it away at once. When,
now and then, Granville was so bold as to make mischievous remarks as to
certain religious practices, the pretty girl listened to him with the obstinate
smile of assurance.
"You must either believe nothing, or believe everything the Church
teaches," she would say. "Would you wish to have a woman without a
religion as the mother of your children?--No.--What man may dare judge
as between disbelievers and God? And how can I then blame what the
Church allows?"
Angelique appeared to be animated by such fervent charity, the young
man saw her look at him with such perfect conviction, that he sometimes
felt tempted to embrace her religious views; her firm belief that she was in
the only right road aroused doubts in his mind, which she tried to turn to
account.
But then Granville committed the fatal blunder of mistaking the
enchantment of desire for that of love. Angelique was so happy in
reconciling the voice of her heart with that of duty, by giving way to a
liking that had grown up with her from childhood, that the deluded man
could not discern which of the two spoke the louder. Are not all young
men ready to trust the promise of a pretty face and to infer beauty of soul
from beauty of feature? An indefinable impulse leads them to believe that
moral perfection must co-exist with physical perfection. If Angelique had
not been at liberty to give vent to her sentiments, they would soon have
dried up in her heart like a plant watered with some deadly acid. How
should a lover be aware of bigotry so well hidden?
This was the course of young Granville's feelings during that fortnight,
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devoured by him like a book of which the end is absorbing. Angelique,
carefully watched by him, seemed the gentlest of creatures, and he even
caught himself feeling grateful to Madame Bontems, who, by implanting
so deeply the principles of religion, had in some degree inured her to meet
the troubles of life.
On the day named for signing the inevitable contract, Madame
Bontems made her son-in-law pledge himself solemnly to respect her
daughter's religious practices, to allow her entire liberty of conscience, to
permit her to go to communion, to church, to confession as often as she
pleased, and never to control her choice of priestly advisers. At this critical
moment Angelique looked at her future husband with such pure and
innocent eyes, that Granville did not hesitate to give his word. A smile
puckered the lips of the Abbe Fontanon, a pale man, who directed the
consciences of this household. Mademoiselle Bontems, by a slight nod,
seemed to promise that she would never take an unfair advantage of this
freedom. As to the old Count, he gently whistled the tune of an old song,
/Va-t-en-voir s'ils viennent/ ("Go and see if they are coming on!")
A few days after the wedding festivities of which so much is thought
in the provinces, Granville and his wife went to Paris, whither the young
man was recalled by his appointment as public prosecutor to the Supreme
Court of the Seine circuit.
When the young couple set out to find a residence, Angelique used the
influence that the honeymoon gives to every wife in persuading her
husband to take a large apartment in the ground-floor of a house at the
corner of the Vieille Rue du Temple and the Rue Nueve Saint- Francois.
Her chief reason for this choice was that the house was close to the Rue
d'Orleans, where there was a church, and not far from a small chapel in the
Rue Saint-Louis.
"A good housewife provides for everything," said her husband,
laughing.
Angelique pointed out to him that this part of Paris, known as the
Marais, was within easy reach of the Palais de Justice, and that the lawyers
they knew lived in the neighborhood. A fairly large garden made the
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apartment particularly advantageous to a young couple; the children--if
Heaven should send them any--could play in the open air; the courtyard
was spacious, and there were good stables.
The lawyer wished to live in the Chaussee d'Antin, where everything
is fresh and bright, where the fashions may be seen while still new, where
a well-dressed crowd throngs the Boulevards, and the distance is less to
the theatres or places of amusement; but he was obliged to give way to the
coaxing ways of a young wife, who asked this as his first favor; so, to
please her, he settled in the Marais. Granville's duties required him to
work hard--all the more, because they were new to him--so he devoted
himself in the first place to furnishing his private study and arranging his
books. He was soon established in a room crammed with papers, and left
the decoration of the house to his wife. He was all the better pleased to
plunge Angelique into the bustle of buying furniture and fittings, the
source of so much pleasure and of so many associations to most young
women, because he was rather ashamed of depriving her of his company
more often than the usages of early married life require. As soon as his
work was fairly under way, he gladly allowed his wife to tempt him out of
his study to consider the effect of furniture or hangings, which he had
before only seen piecemeal or unfinished.
If the old adage is true that says a woman may be judged of from her
front door, her rooms must express her mind with even greater fidelity.
Madame de Granville had perhaps stamped the various things she had
ordered with the seal of her own character; the young lawyer was certainly
startled by the cold, arid solemnity that reigned in these rooms; he found
nothing to charm his taste; everything was discordant, nothing gratified
the eye. The rigid mannerism that prevailed in the sitting-room at Bayeux
had invaded his home; the broad panels were hollowed in circles, and
decorated with those arabesques of which the long, monotonous
mouldings are in such bad taste. Anxious to find excuses for his wife, the
young husband began again, looking first at the long and lofty ante-room
through which the apartment was entered. The color of the panels, as
ordered by his wife, was too heavy, and the very dark green velvet used to
cover the benches added to the gloom of this entrance--not, to be sure, an
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important room, but giving a first impression--just as we measure a man's
intelligence by his first address. An ante-room is a kind of preface which
announces what is to follow, but promises nothing.
The young husband wondered whether his wife could really have
chosen the lamp of an antique pattern, which hung in the centre of this
bare hall, the pavement of black and white marble, and the paper in
imitation of blocks of stone, with green moss on them in places. A
handsome, but not new, barometer hung on the middle of one of the walls,
as if to accentuate the void. At the sight of it all, he looked round at his
wife; he saw her so much pleased by the red braid binding to the cotton
curtains, so satisfied with the barometer and the strictly decent statue that
ornamented a large Gothic stove, that he had not the barbarous courage to
overthrow such deep convictions. Instead of blaming his wife, Granville
blamed himself, accusing himself of having failed in his duty of guiding
the first steps in Paris of a girl brought up at Bayeux.
From this specimen, what might not be expected of the other rooms?
What was to be looked for from a woman who took fright at the bare legs
of a Caryatid, and who would not look at a chandelier or a candle-stick if
she saw on it the nude outlines of an Egyptian bust? At this date the school
of David was at the height of its glory; all the art of France bore the stamp
of his correct design and his love of antique types, which indeed gave his
pictures the character of colored sculpture. But none of these devices of
Imperial luxury found civic rights under Madame de Granville's roof. The
spacious, square drawing- room remained as it had been left from the time
of Louis XV., in white and tarnished gold, lavishly adorned by the
architect with checkered lattice-work and the hideous garlands due to the
uninventive designers of the time. Still, if harmony at least had prevailed,
if the furniture of modern mahogany had but assumed the twisted forms of
which Boucher's corrupt taste first set the fashion, Angelique's room
would only have suggested the fantastic contrast of a young couple in the
nineteenth century living as though they were in the eighteenth; but a
number of details were in ridiculous discord. The consoles, the clocks, the
candelabra, were decorated with the military trophies which the wars of
the Empire commended to the affections of the Parisians; and the Greek
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helmets, the Roman crossed daggers, and the shields so dear to military
enthusiasm that they were introduced on furniture of the most peaceful
uses, had no fitness side by side with the delicate and profuse arabesques
that delighted Madame de Pompadour.
Bigotry tends to an indescribably tiresome kind of humility which
does not exclude pride. Whether from modesty or by choice, Madame de
Granville seemed to have a horror of light and cheerful colors; perhaps,
too, she imagined that brown and purple beseemed the dignity of a
magistrate. How could a girl accustomed to an austere life have admitted
the luxurious divans that may suggest evil thoughts, the elegant and
tempting boudoirs where naughtiness may be imagined?
The poor husband was in despair. From the tone in which he approved,
only seconding the praises she bestowed on herself, Angelique understood
that nothing really pleased him; and she expressed so much regret at her
want of success, that Granville, who was very much in love, regarded her
disappointment as a proof of her affection instead of resentment for an
offence to her self-conceit. After all, could he expect a girl just snatched
from the humdrum of country notions, with no experience of the niceties
and grace of Paris life, to know or do any better? Rather would he believe
that his wife's choice had been overruled by the tradesmen than allow
himself to own the truth. If he had been less in love, he would have
understood that the dealers, always quick to discern their customers' ideas,
had blessed Heaven for sending them a tasteless little bigot, who would
take their old- fashioned goods off their hands. So he comforted the pretty
provincial.
"Happiness, dear Angelique, does not depend on a more or less elegant
piece of furniture; it depends on the wife's sweetness, gentleness, and
love."
"Why, it is my duty to love you," said Angelique mildly, "and I can
have no more delightful duty to carry out."
Nature has implanted in the heart of woman so great a desire to please,
so deep a craving for love, that, even in a youthful bigot, the ideas of
salvation and a future existence must give way to the happiness of early
married life. And, in fact, from the month of April, when they were
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married, till the beginning of winter, the husband and wife lived in perfect
union. Love and hard work have the grace of making a man tolerably
indifferent to external matters. Being obliged to spend half the day in court
fighting for the gravest interests of men's lives or fortunes, Granville was
less alive than another might have been to certain facts in his household.
If, on a Friday, he found none but Lenten fare, and by chance asked for
a dish of meat without getting it, his wife, forbidden by the Gospel to tell a
lie, could still, by such subterfuges as are permissible in the interests of
religion, cloak what was premeditated purpose under some pretext of her
own carelessness or the scarcity in the market. She would often exculpate
herself at the expense of the cook, and even go so far as to scold him. At
that time young lawyers did not, as they do now, keep the fasts of the
Church, the four rogation seasons, and the vigils of festivals; so Granville
was not at first aware of the regular recurrence of these Lenten meals,
which his wife took care should be made dainty by the addition of teal,
moor- hen, and fish-pies, that their amphibious meat or high seasoning
might cheat his palate. Thus the young man unconsciously lived in strict
orthodoxy, and worked out his salvation without knowing it.
On week-days he did not know whether his wife went to Mass or no.
On Sundays, with very natural amiability, he accompanied her to church to
make up to her, as it were, for sometimes giving up vespers in favor of his
company; he could not at first fully enter into the strictness of his wife's
religious views. The theatres being impossible in summer by reason of the
heat, Granville had not even the opportunity of the great success of a piece