CHAPTER XI.
In a few days Miss Monro obtained a most satisfactory reply to her
letter of inquiries as to whether a daily governess could find employment
in East Chester. For once the application seemed to have come just at the
right time. The canons were most of them married men, with young
families; those at present in residence welcomed the idea of such
instruction as Miss Monro could offer for their children, and could almost
answer for their successors in office. This was a great step gained. Miss
Monro, the daughter of a precentor to this very cathedral, had a secret
unwillingness to being engaged as a teacher by any wealthy tradesman
there; but to be received into the canons' families, in almost any capacity,
was like going home. Moreover, besides the empty honour of the thing,
there were many small pieces of patronage in the gift of theCHAPTER--
such as a small house opening on to the Close, which had formerly
belonged to the verger, but which was now vacant, and was offered to
Miss Monro at a nominal rent.
Ellinor had once more sunk into her old depressed passive state; Mr.
Ness and Miss Monro, modest and undecided as they both were in general,
had to fix and arrange everything for her. Her great interest seemed to be
in the old servant Dixon, and her great pleasure to lie in seeing him, and
talking over old times; so her two friends talked about her, little knowing
what a bitter, stinging pain her "pleasure" was. In vain Ellinor tried to
plan how they could take Dixon with them to East Chester. If he had
been a woman it would have been a feasible step; but they were only to
keep one servant, and Dixon, capable and versatile as he was, would not
do for that servant. All this was what passed through Ellinor's mind: it
is still a question whether Dixon would have felt his love of his native
place, with all its associations and remembrances, or his love for Ellinor,
the stronger. But he was not put to the proof; he was only told that he
must leave, and seeing Ellinor's extreme grief at the idea of their
separation, he set himself to comfort her by every means in his power,
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reminding her, with tender choice of words, how necessary it was that he
should remain on the spot, in Mr. Osbaldistone's service, in order to
frustrate, by any small influence he might have, every project of alteration
in the garden that contained the dreadful secret. He persisted in this view,
though Ellinor repeated, with pertinacious anxiety, the care which Mr.
Johnson had taken, in drawing up the lease, to provide against any change
or alteration being made in the present disposition of the house or grounds.
People in general were rather astonished at the eagerness Miss Wilkins
showed to sell all the Ford Bank furniture. Even Miss Monro was a little
scandalized at this want of sentiment, although she said nothing about it;
indeed justified the step, by telling every one how wisely Ellinor was
acting, as the large, handsome, tables and chairs would be very much out
of place and keeping with the small, oddly- shaped rooms of their future
home in East Chester Close. None knew how strong was the instinct of
self-preservation, it may almost be called, which impelled Ellinor to shake
off, at any cost of present pain, the incubus of a terrible remembrance.
She wanted to go into an unhaunted dwelling in a free, unknown country--
she felt as if it was her only chance of sanity. Sometimes she thought her
senses would not hold together till the time when all these arrangements
were ended. But she did not speak to any one about her feelings, poor
child; to whom could she speak on the subject but to Dixon? Nor did she
define them to herself. All she knew was, that she was as nearly going
mad as possible; and if she did, she feared that she might betray her
father's guilt. All this time she never cried, or varied from her dull,
passive demeanour. And they were blessed tears of relief that she shed
when Miss Monro, herself weeping bitterly, told her to put her head out of
the post-chaise window, for at the next turning of the road they would
catch the last glimpse of Hamley church spire.
Late one October evening, Ellinor had her first sight of East Chester
Close, where she was to pass the remainder of her life. Miss Monro had
been backwards and forwards between Hamley and East Chester more
than once, while Ellinor remained at the parsonage; so she had not only
the pride of proprietorship in the whole of the beautiful city, but something
of the desire of hospitably welcoming Ellinor to their joint future home.
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"Look! the fly must take us a long round, because of our luggage; but
behind these high old walls are the canons' gardens. That high- pitched
roof, with the clumps of stonecrop on the walls near it, is Canon Wilson's,
whose four little girls I am to teach. Hark! the great cathedral clock.
How proud I used to be of its great boom when I was a child! I thought
all the other church clocks in the town sounded so shrill and poor after that,
which I considered mine especially. There are rooks flying home to the
elms in the Close. I wonder if they are the same that used to be there
when I was a girl. They say the rook is a very long-lived bird, and I feel as
if I could swear to the way they are cawing. Ay, you may smile, Ellinor,
but I understand now those lines of Gray's you used to say so prettily -
"I feel the gales that from ye blow. A momentary bliss bestow, And
breathe a second spring."
Now, dear, you must get out. This flagged walk leads to our front-
door; but our back rooms, which are the pleasantest, look on to the Close,
and the cathedral, and the lime-tree walk, and the deanery, and the
rookery."
It was a mere slip of a house; the kitchen being wisely placed close to
the front-door, and so reserving the pretty view for the little dining-room,
out of which a glass-door opened into a small walled-in garden, which had
again an entrance into the Close. Upstairs was a bedroom to the front,
which Miss Monro had taken for herself, because as she said, she had old
associations with the back of every house in the High-street, while Ellinor
mounted to the pleasant chamber above the tiny drawing-room both of
which looked on to the vast and solemn cathedral, and the peaceful
dignified Close. East Chester Cathedral is Norman, with a low, massive
tower, a grand, majestic nave, and a choir full of stately historic tombs.
The whole city is so quiet and decorous a place, that the perpetual daily
chants and hymns of praise seemed to sound far and wide over the roofs of
the houses. Ellinor soon became a regular attendant at all the morning
and evening services. The sense of worship calmed and soothed her
aching weary heart, and to be punctual to the cathedral hours she roused
and exerted herself, when probably nothing else would have been
sufficient to this end.
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By-and-by Miss Monro formed many acquaintances; she picked up, or
was picked up by, old friends, and the descendants of old friends. The
grave and kindly canons, whose children she taught, called upon her with
their wives, and talked over the former deans andCHAPTERs, of whom
she had both a personal and traditional knowledge, and as they walked
away and talked about her silent delicate-looking friend Miss Wilkins, and
perhaps planned some little present out of their fruitful garden or
bounteous stores, which should make Miss Monro's table a little more
tempting to one apparently so frail as Ellinor, for the household was
always spoken of as belonging to Miss Monro, the active and prominent
person. By-and-by, Ellinor herself won her way to their hearts, not by
words or deeds, but by her sweet looks and meek demeanour, as they
marked her regular attendance at cathedral service: and when they heard
of her constant visits to a certain parochial school, and of her being
sometimes seen carrying a little covered basin to the cottages of the poor,
they began to try and tempt her, with more urgent words, to accompany
Miss Monro in her frequent tea-drinkings at their houses. The old dean,
that courteous gentleman and good Christian, had early become great
friends with Ellinor. He would watch at the windows of his great vaulted
library till he saw her emerge from the garden into the Close, and then
open the deanery door, and join her, she softly adjusting the measure of
her pace to his. The time of his departure from East Chester became a
great blank in her life, although she would never accept, or allow Miss
Monro to accept, his repeated invitations to go and pay him a visit at his
country-place. Indeed, having once tasted comparative peace again in
East Chester Cathedral Close, it seemed as though she was afraid of ever
venturing out of those calm precincts. All Mr. Ness's invitations to visit
him at his parsonage at Hamley were declined, although he was welcomed
at Miss Monro's, on the occasion of his annual visit, by every means in
their power. He slept at one of the canon's vacant houses, and lived with
his two friends, who made a yearly festivity, to the best of their means, in
his honour, inviting such of the cathedral clergy as were in residence: or,
if they failed, condescending to the town clergy. Their friends knew well
that no presents were so acceptable as those sent while Mr. Ness was with
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them; and from the dean, who would send them a hamper of choice fruit
and flowers from Oxton Park, down to the curate, who worked in the same
schools as Ellinor, and who was a great fisher, and caught splendid trout--
all did their best to help them to give a welcome to the only visitor they
ever had. The only visitor they ever had, as far as the stately gentry
knew. There was one, however, who came as often as his master could
give him a holiday long enough to undertake a journey to so distant a
place; but few knew of his being a guest at Miss Monro's, though his
welcome there was not less hearty than Mr. Ness's--this was Dixon.
Ellinor had convinced him that he could give her no greater pleasure at
any time than by allowing her to frank him to and from East Chester.
Whenever he came they were together the greater part of the day; she
taking him hither and thither to see all the sights that she thought would
interest or please him; but they spoke very little to each other during all
this companionship. Miss Monro had much more to say to him. She
questioned him right and left whenever Ellinor was out of the room. She
learnt that the house at Ford Bank was splendidly furnished, and no money
spared on the garden; that the eldest Miss Hanbury was very well married;
that Brown had succeeded to Jones in the haberdasher's shop. Then she
hesitated a little before making her next inquiry:
"I suppose Mr. Corbet never comes to the Parsonage now?"
"No, not he. I don't think as how Mr. Ness would have him; but they
write letters to each other by times. Old Job--you'll recollect old Job,
ma'am, he that gardened for Mr Ness, and waited in the parlour when there
was company--did say as one day he heerd them speaking about Mr.
Corbet; and he's a grand counsellor now--one of them as goes about at
assize-time, and speaks in a wig."
"A barrister, you mean," said Miss Monro.
"Ay; and he's something more than that, though I can't rightly
remember what,"
Ellinor could have told them both. They had The Times lent to them
on the second day after publication by one of their friends in the Close,
and Ellinor, watching till Miss Monro's eyes were otherwise engaged,
always turned with trembling hands and a beating heart to the reports of
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the various courts of law. In them she found--at first rarely--the name
she sought for, the name she dwelt upon, as if every letter were a study.
Mr. Losh and Mr. Duncombe appeared for the plaintiff, Mr. Smythe and
Mr. Corbet for the defendant. In a year or two that name appeared more
frequently, and generally took the precedence of the other, whatever it
might be; then on special occasions his speeches were reported at full
length, as if his words were accounted weighty; and by-and-by she saw
that he had been appointed a Queen's counsel. And this was all she ever
heard or saw about him; his once familiar name never passed her lips
except in hurried whispers to Dixon, when he came to stay with them.
Ellinor had had no idea when she parted from Mr. Corbet how total the
separation between them was henceforward to be, so much seemed left
unfinished, unexplained. It was so difficult, at first, to break herself of
the habit of constant mental reference to him; and for many a long year
she kept thinking that surely some kind fortune would bring them together
again, and all this heart-sickness and melancholy estrangement from each
other would then seem to both only as an ugly dream that had passed away
in the morning light.
The dean was an old man, but there was a canon who was older still,
and whose death had been expected by many, and speculated upon by
some, any time for ten years at least. Canon Holdsworth was too old to
show active kindness to any one; the good dean's life was full of
thoughtful and benevolent deeds. But he was taken, and the other left.
Ellinor looked out at the vacant deanery with tearful eyes, the last thing at
night, the first in the morning. But it is pretty nearly the same with
church dignitaries as with kings; the dean is dead, long live the dean! A
clergyman from a distant county was appointed, and all the Close was astir
to learn and hear every particular connected with him. Luckily he came
in at the tag-end of one of the noble families in the peerage; so, at any rate,
all his future associates could learn with tolerable certainty that he was
forty-two years of age, married, and with eight daughters and one son.
The deanery, formerly so quiet and sedate a dwelling of the one old man,
was now to be filled with noise and merriment. Iron railings were being
placed before three windows, evidently to be the nursery. In the summer
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publicity of open windows and doors, the sound of the busy carpenters
was perpetually heard all over the Close: and by-and-by waggon-loads
of furniture and carriage-loads of people began to arrive. Neither Miss
Monro nor Ellinor felt themselves of sufficient importance or station to
call on the new comers, but they were as well acquainted with the
proceedings of the family as if they had been in daily intercourse; they
knew that the eldest Miss Beauchamp was seventeen, and very pretty, only
one shoulder was higher than the other; that she was dotingly fond of
dancing, and talked a great deal in a tete-a-tete, but not much if her
mamma was by, and never opened her lips at all if the dean was in the
room; that the next sister was wonderfully clever, and was supposed to
know all the governess could teach her, and to have private lessons in
Greek and mathematics from her father; and so on down to the little boy at
the preparatory school and the baby-girl in arms. Moreover, Miss Monro,
at any rate, could have stood an examination as to the number of servants
at the deanery, their division of work, and the hours of their meals.
Presently, a very beautiful, haughty-looking young lady made her
appearance in the Close, and in the dean's pew. She was said to be his
niece, the orphan daughter of his brother, General Beauchamp, come to
East Chester to reside for the necessary time before her marriage, which
was to be performed in the cathedral by her uncle, the new dignitary. But
as callers at the deanery did not see this beautiful bride elect, and as the
Beauchamps had not as yet fallen into habits of intimacy with any of their
new acquaintances, very little was known of the circumstances of this
approaching wedding beyond the particulars given above.
Ellinor and Miss Monro sat at their drawing-room window, a little
shaded by the muslin curtains, watching the busy preparations for the
marriage, which was to take place the next day. All morning long,
hampers of fruit and flowers, boxes from the railway--for by this time East
Chester had got a railway--shop messengers, hired assistants, kept passing
backwards and forwards in the busy Close. Towards afternoon the bustle
subsided, the scaffolding was up, the materials for the next day's feast
carried out of sight. It was to be concluded that the bride elect was
seeing to the packing of her trousseau, helped by the merry multitude of
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cousins, and that the servants were arranging the dinner for the day, or the
breakfast for the morrow. So Miss Monro had settled it, discussing every
detail and every probability as though she were a chief actor, instead of
only a distant, uncared-for spectator of the coming event. Ellinor was
tired, and now that there was nothing interesting going on, she had fallen
back to her sewing, when she was startled by Miss Memo's exclamation:
"Look, look! here are two gentlemen coming along the lime-tree walk!
it must be the bridegroom and his friend." Out of much sympathy, and
some curiosity, Ellinor bent forward, and saw, just emerging from the
shadow of the trees on to the full afternoon sunlit pavement, Mr. Corbet
and another gentleman; the former changed, worn, aged, though with still
the same fine intellectual face, leaning on the arm of the younger taller
man, and talking eagerly. The other gentleman was doubtless the
bridegroom, Ellinor said to herself; and yet her prophetic heart did not
believe her words. Even before the bright beauty at the deanery looked
out of the great oriel window of the drawing-room, and blushed, and
smiled, and kissed her hand--a gesture replied to by Mr. Corbet with much
empressement, while the other man only took off his hat, almost as if he
saw her there for the first time--Ellinor's greedy eyes watched him till he
was hidden from sight in the deanery, unheeding Miss Monro's eager
incoherent sentences, in turn entreating, apologising, comforting, and
upbraiding. Then she slowly turned her painful eyes upon Miss Monro's
face, and moved her lips without a sound being heard, and fainted dead
away. In all her life she had never done so before, and when she came
round she was not like herself; in all probability the persistence and
wilfulness she, who was usually so meek and docile, showed during the
next twenty-four hours, was the consequence of fever. She resolved to be
present at the wedding; numbers were going; she would be unseen,
unnoticed in the crowd; but whatever befell, go she would, and neither the
tears nor the prayers of Miss Monro could keep her back. She gave no
reason for this determination; indeed, in all probability she had none to
give; so there was no arguing the point. She was inflexible to entreaty,
and no one had any authority over her, except, perhaps, distant Mr. Ness.
Miss Monro had all sorts of forebodings as to the possible scenes that
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might come to pass. But all went on as quietly as though the fullest
sympathy pervaded every individual of the great numbers assembled. No
one guessed that the muffled, veiled figure, sitting in the shadow behind
one of the great pillars, was that of one who had once hoped to stand at the
altar with the same bridegroom, who now cast tender looks at the beautiful
bride; her veil white and fairy-like, Ellinor's black and shrouding as that of
any nun.
Already Mr. Corbet's name was known through the country as that of a
great lawyer; people discussed his speeches and character far and wide;
and the well-informed in legal gossip spoke of him as sure to be offered a
judgeship at the next vacancy. So he, though grave, and middle-aged,
and somewhat grey, divided attention and remark with his lovely bride,
and her pretty train of cousin bridesmaids. Miss Monro need not have
feared for Ellinor: she saw and heard all things as in a mist--a dream; as
something she had to go through, before she could waken up to a reality of
brightness in which her youth, and the hopes of her youth, should be
restored, and all these weary years of dreaminess and woe should be
revealed as nothing but the nightmare of a night. She sat motionless
enough, still enough, Miss Monro by her, watching her as intently as a
keeper watches a madman, and with the same purpose--to prevent any
outburst even by bodily strength, if such restraint be needed. When all
was over; when the principal personages of the ceremony had filed into
the vestry to sign their names; when the swarm of townspeople were going
out as swiftly as their individual notions of the restraints of the sacred
edifice permitted; when the great chords of the "Wedding March" clanged
out from the organ, and the loud bells pealed overhead--Ellinor laid her
hand in Miss Monro's. "Take me home," she said softly. And Miss
Monro led her home as one leads the blind.
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