CHAPTER XII.
There are some people who imperceptibly float away from their youth
into middle age, and thence pass into declining life with the soft and gentle
motion of happy years. There are others who are whirled, in spite of
themselves, down dizzy rapids of agony away from their youth at one
great bound, into old age with another sudden shock; and thence into the
vast calm ocean where there are no shore-marks to tell of time.
This last, it seemed, was to be Ellinor's lot. Her youth had gone in a
single night, fifteen years ago, and now she appeared to have become an
elderly woman; very still and hopeless in look and movement, but as
sweet and gentle in speech and smile as ever she had been in her happiest
days. All young people, when they came to know her, loved her dearly,
though at first they might call her dull, and heavy to get on with; and as
for children and old people, her ready watchful sympathy in their joys as
well as their sorrows was an unfailing passage to their hearts. After the
first great shock of Mr. Corbet's marriage was over, she seemed to pass
into a greater peace than she had known for years; the last faint hope of
happiness was gone; it would, perhaps, be more accurate to say, of the
bright happiness she had planned for herself in her early youth.
Unconsciously, she was being weaned from self-seeking in any shape, and
her daily life became, if possible, more innocent and pure and holy. One
of the canons used to laugh at her for her constant attendance at all the
services, and for her devotion to good works, and call her always the
reverend sister. Miss Monro was a little annoyed at this faint clerical
joke; Ellinor smiled quietly. Miss Monro disapproved of Ellinor's grave
ways and sober severe style of dress.
"You may be as good as you like, my dear, and yet go dressed in some
pretty colour, instead of those perpetual blacks and greys, and then there
would be no need for me to be perpetually telling people you are only
four-and-thirty (and they don't believe me, though I tell them so till I am
black in the face). Or, if you would but wear a decent-shaped bonnet,
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instead of always wearing those of the poky shape in fashion when you
were seventeen."
The old canon died, and some one was to he appointed in his stead.
These clerical preferments and appointments were the all-important
interests to the inhabitants of the Close, and the discussion of probabilities
came up invariably if any two met together, in street or house, or even in
the very cathedral itself. At length it was settled, and announced by the
higher powers. An energetic, hard- working clergyman from a distant
part of the diocese, Livingstone by name, was to have the vacant canonry.
Miss Monro said that the name was somehow familiar to her, and by
degrees she recollected the young curate who had come to inquire after
Ellinor in that dreadful illness she had had at Hamley in the year 1829.
Ellinor knew nothing of that visit; no more than Miss Monro did of what
had passed between the two before that anxious night. Ellinor just
thought it possible it might be the same Mr. Livingstone, and would rather
it were not, because she did not feel as if she could bear the frequent
though not intimate intercourse she must needs have, if such were the case,
with one so closely associated with that great time of terror which she was
striving to bury out of sight by every effort in her power. Miss Monro,
on the contrary, was busy weaving a romance for her pupil; she thought of
the passionate interest displayed by the fair young clergyman fifteen years
ago, and believed that occasionally men could be constant, and hoped that
if Mr. Livingstone were the new canon, he might prove the rara avis which
exists but once in a century. He came, and it was the same. He looked
a little stouter, a little older, but had still the gait and aspect of a young
man. His smooth fair face was scarcely lined at all with any marks of
care; the blue eyes looked so kindly and peaceful, that Miss Monro could
scarcely fancy they were the same which she had seen fast filling with
tears; the bland calm look of the whole man needed the ennoblement of
his evident devoutness to be raised into the type of holy innocence which
some of the Romanists call the "sacerdotal face." His entire soul was in
his work, and he looked as little likely to step forth in the character of
either a hero of romance or a faithful lover as could be imagined. Still
Miss Monro was not discouraged; she remembered the warm, passionate
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feeling she had once seen break through the calm exterior, and she
believed that what had happened once might occur again.
Of course, while all eyes were directed on the new canon, he had to
learn who the possessors of those eyes were one by one; and it was
probably some time before the idea came into his mind that Miss Wilkins,
the lady in black, with the sad pale face, so constant an attendant at service,
so regular a visitor at the school, was the same Miss Wilkins as the bright
vision of his youth. It was her sweet smile at a painstaking child that
betrayed her--if, indeed, betrayal it might be called where there was no
wish or effort to conceal anything. Canon Livingstone left the
schoolroom almost directly, and, after being for an hour or so in his house,
went out to call on Mrs. Randall, the person who knew more of her
neighbours' affairs than any one in East Chester.
The next day he called on Miss Wilkins herself. She would have
been very glad if he had kept on in his ignorance; it was so keenly painful
to be in the company of one the sight of whom, even at a distance, had
brought her such a keen remembrance of past misery; and when told of his
call, as she was sitting at her sewing in the dining-room, she had to nerve
herself for the interview before going upstairs into the drawing-room,
where he was being entertained by Miss Monro with warm demonstrations
of welcome. A little contraction of the brow, a little compression of the
lips, an increased pallor on Ellinor's part, was all that Miss Monro could
see in her, though she had put on her glasses with foresight and intention
to observe. She turned to the canon; his colour had certainly deepened as
he went forwards with out-stretched hand to meet Ellinor. That was all
that was to be seen; but on the slight foundation of that blush, Miss Monro
built many castles; and when they faded away, one after one, she
recognised that they were only baseless visions. She used to put the
disappointment of her hopes down to Ellinor's unvaried calmness of
demeanour, which might be taken for coldness of disposition; and to her
steady refusal to allow Miss Monro to invite Canon Livingstone to the
small teas they were in the habit of occasionally giving. Yet he
persevered in his calls; about once every fortnight he came, and would sit
an hour or more, looking covertly at his watch, as if as Miss Monro
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shrewdly observed to herself, he did not go away at last because he wished
to do so, but because he ought. Sometimes Ellinor was present,
sometimes she was away; in this latter case Miss Monro thought she could
detect a certain wistful watching of the door every time a noise was heard
outside the room. He always avoided any reference to former days at
Hamley, and that, Miss Monro feared, was a bad sign.
After this long uniformity of years without any event closely touching
on Ellinor's own individual life, with the one great exception of Mr.
Corbet's marriage, something happened which much affected her. Mr.
Ness died suddenly at his parsonage, and Ellinor learnt it first from Mr.
Brown, a clergyman, whose living was near Hamley, and who had been
sent for by the Parsonage servants as soon as they discovered that it was
not sleep, but death, that made their master so late in rising.
Mr. Brown had been appointed executer by his late friend, and wrote
to tell Ellinor that after a few legacies were paid, she was to have a life-
interest in the remainder of the small property which Mr. Ness had left,
and that it would be necessary for her, as the residuary legatee, to come to
Hamley Parsonage as soon as convenient, to decide upon certain courses
of action with regard to furniture, books, &c.
Ellinor shrank from this journey, which her love and duty towards her
dead friend rendered necessary. She had scarcely left East Chester since
she first arrived there, sixteen or seventeen years ago, and she was
timorous about the very mode of travelling; and then to go back to Hamley,
which she thought never to have seen again! She never spoke much
about any feelings of her own, but Miss Monro could always read her
silence, and interpreted it into pretty just and forcible words that afternoon
when Canon Livingstone called. She liked to talk about Ellinor to him,
and suspected that he liked to hear. She was almost annoyed this time by
the comfort he would keep giving her; there was no greater danger in
travelling by railroad than by coach, a little care about certain things was
required, that was all, and the average number of deaths by accidents on
railroads was not greater than the average number when people travelled
by coach, if you took into consideration the far greater number of
travellers. Yes! returning to the deserted scenes of one's youth was very
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painful . . . Had Miss Wilkins made any provision for another lady to take
her place as visitor at the school? He believed it was her week. Miss
Monro was out of all patience at his entire calmness and reasonableness.
Later in the day she became more at peace with him, when she received a
kind little note from Mrs. Forbes, a great friend of hers, and the mother of
the family she was now teaching, saying that Canon Livingstone had
called and told her that Ellinor had to go on a very painful journey, and
that Mrs. Forbes was quite sure Miss Monro's companionship upon it
would be a great comfort to both, and that she could perfectly be set at
liberty for a fortnight or so, for it would fall in admirably with the fact that
"Jeanie was growing tall, and the doctor had advised sea air this spring; so
a month's holiday would suit them now even better than later on." Was
this going straight to Mrs. Forbes, to whom she should herself scarcely
have liked to name it, the act of a good, thoughtful man, or of a lover?
questioned Miss Monro; but she could not answer her own inquiry, and
had to be very grateful for the deed, without accounting for the motives.
A coach met the train at a station about ten miles from Hamley, and
Dixon was at the inn where the coach stopped, ready to receive them.
The old man was almost in tears at the sight of them again in a familiar
place. He had put on his Sunday clothes to do them honour; and to
conceal his agitation he kept up a pretended bustle about their luggage.
To the indignation of the inn-porters, who were of a later generation, he
would wheel it himself to the Parsonage, though he broke down from
fatigue once or twice on the way, and had to stand and rest, his ladies
waiting by his side, and making remarks on the alterations of houses and
the places of trees, in order to give him ample time to recruit himself, for
there was no one to wait for them and give them a welcome to the
Parsonage, which was to be their temporary home. The respectful
servants, in deep mourning, had all prepared, and gave Ellinor a note from
Mr. Brown, saying that he purposely refrained from disturbing them that
day after their long journey, but would call on the morrow, and tell them of
the arrangements he had thought of making, always subject to Miss
Wilkins's approval.
These were simple enough; certain legal forms to be gone through, any
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selection from books or furniture to be made, and the rest to be sold by
auction as speedily as convenient, as the successor to the living might
wish to have repairs and alterations effected in the old parsonage. For
some days Ellinor employed herself in business in the house, never going
out except to church. Miss Monro, on the contrary, strolled about
everywhere, noticing all the alterations in place and people, which were
never improvements in her opinion. Ellinor had plenty of callers (her
tenants, Mr. and Mrs. Osbaldistone among others), but, excepting in rare
cases--most of them belonged to humble life--she declined to see every
one, as she had business enough on her hands: sixteen years makes a
great difference in any set of people. The old acquaintances of her father
in his better days were almost all dead or removed; there were one or two
remaining, and these Ellinor received; one or two more, old and infirm,
confined to their houses, she planned to call upon before leaving Hamley.
Every evening, when Dixon had done his work at Mr. Osbaldistone's, he
came up to the Parsonage, ostensibly to help her in moving or packing
books, but really because these two clung to each other--were bound to
each other by a bond never to be spoken about. It was understood
between them that once before Ellinor left she should go and see the old
place, Ford Bank. Not to go into the house, though Mr. and Mrs.
Osbaldistone had begged her to name her own time for revisiting it when
they and their family would be absent, but to see all the gardens and
grounds once more; a solemn, miserable visit, which, because of the very
misery it involved, appeared to Ellinor to be an imperative duty.
Dixon and she talked together as she sat making a catalogue one
evening in the old low-browed library; the casement windows were open
into the garden, and the May showers had brought out the scents of the
new-leaved sweetbriar bush just below. Beyond the garden hedge the
grassy meadows sloped away down to the liver; the Parsonage was so
much raised that, sitting in the house, you could see over the boundary
hedge. Men with instruments were busy in the meadow. Ellinor, pausing
in her work, asked Dixon what they were doing.
"Them's the people for the new railway," said he. "Nought would
satisfy the Hamley folk but to have a railway all to themselves-- coaches
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isn't good enough now-a-days."
He spoke with a tone of personal offence natural to a man who had
passed all his life among horses, and considered railway-engines as their
despicable rivals, conquering only by stratagem.
By-and-by Ellinor passed on to a subject the consideration of which
she had repeatedly urged upon Dixon, and entreated him to come and form
one of their household at East Chester. He was growing old, she thought
older even in looks and feelings than in years, and she would make him
happy and comfortable in his declining years if he would but come and
pass them under her care. The addition which Mr. Ness's bequest made
to her income would enable her to do not only this, but to relieve Miss
Monro of her occupation of teaching; which, at the years she had arrived
at, was becoming burdensome. When she proposed the removal to
Dixon he shook his head.
"It's not that I don't thank you, and kindly, too; but I'm too old to go
chopping and changing."
"But it would be no change to come back to me, Dixon," said Ellinor.
"Yes, it would. I were born i' Hamley, and it's i' Hamley I reckon to
die."
On her urging him a little more, it came out that he had a strong
feeling that if he did not watch the spot where the dead man lay buried, the
whole would be discovered; and that this dread of his had often poisoned
the pleasure of his visit to East Chester.
"I don't rightly know how it is, for I sometimes think if it wasn't for
you, missy, I should be glad to have made it all clear before I go; and yet
at times I dream, or it comes into my head as I lie awake with the
rheumatics, that some one is there, digging; or that I hear 'em cutting down
the tree; and then I get up and look out of the loft window--you'll mind the
window over the stables, as looks into the garden, all covered over wi' the
leaves of the jargonelle pear-tree? That were my room when first I come
as stable-boy, and tho' Mr. Osbaldistone would fain give me a warmer one,
I allays tell him I like th' old place best. And by times I've getten up five
or six times a-night to make sure as there was no one at work under the
tree."
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Ellinor shivered a little. He saw it, and restrained himself in the relief
he was receiving from imparting his superstitious fancies.
"You see, missy, I could never rest a-nights if I didn't feel as if I kept
the secret in my hand, and held it tight day and night, so as I could open
my hand at any minute and see as it was there. No! my own little missy
will let me come and see her now and again, and I know as I can allays ask
her for what I want: and if it please God to lay me by, I shall tell her so,
and she'll see as I want for nothing. But somehow I could ne'er bear
leaving Hamley. You shall come and follow me to my grave when my
time comes."
"Don't talk so, please, Dixon," said she.
"Nay, it'll be a mercy when I can lay me down and sleep in peace:
though I sometimes fear as peace will not come to me even there." He
was going out of the room, and was now more talking to himself than to
her. "They say blood will out, and if it weren't for her part in it, I could
wish for a clear breast before I die."
She did not hear the latter part of this mumbled sentence. She was
looking at a letter just brought in and requiring an immediate answer. It
was from Mr. Brown. Notes from him were of daily occurrence, but this
contained an open letter the writing of which was strangely familiar to her-
-it did not need the signature "Ralph Corbet," to tell her whom the letter
came from. For some moments she could not read the words. They
expressed a simple enough request, and were addressed to the auctioneer
who was to dispose of the rather valuable library of the late Mr. Ness, and
whose name had been advertised in connection with the sale, in the
Athenaeum, and other similar papers. To him Mr. Corbet wrote, saying
that he should be unable to be present when the books were sold, but that
he wished to be allowed to buy in, at any price decided upon, a certain rare
folio edition of Virgil, bound in parchment, and with notes in Italian. The
book was fully described. Though no Latin scholar, Ellinor knew the
book well--remembered its look from old times, and could instantly have
laid her hand upon it. The auctioneer had sent the request onto his
employer, Mr. Brown. That gentleman applied to Ellinor for her consent.
She saw that the fact of the intended sale must be all that Mr. Corbet was
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aware of, and that he could not know to whom the books belonged. She
chose out the book, and wrapped and tied it up with trembling hands. HE
might be the person to untie the knot. It was strangely familiar to her
love, after so many years, to be brought into thus much contact with him.
She wrote a short note to Mr. Brown, in which she requested him to say, as
though from himself; and without any mention of her name, that he, as
executor, requested Mr. Corbet's acceptance of the Virgil, as a
remembrance of his former friend and tutor. Then she rang the bell, and
gave the letter and parcel to the servant.
Again alone, and Mr. Corbet's open letter on the table. She took it up
and looked at it till the letters dazzled crimson on the white paper. Her
life rolled backwards, and she was a girl again. At last she roused herself;
but instead of destroying the note--it was long years since all her love-
letters from him had been returned to the writer--she unlocked her little
writing-case again, and placed this letter carefully down at the bottom,
among the dead rose-leaves which embalmed the note from her father,
found after his death under his pillow, the little golden curl of her sister's,
the half-finished sewing of her mother.
The shabby writing-case itself was given her by her father long ago,
and had since been taken with her everywhere. To be sure, her changes
of place had been but few; but if she had gone to Nova Zembla, the sight
of that little leather box on awaking from her first sleep, would have given
her a sense of home. She locked the case up again, and felt all the richer
for that morning.
A day or two afterwards she left Hamley. Before she went she
compelled herself to go round the gardens and grounds of Ford Bank. She
had made Mrs. Osbaldistone understand that it would be painful for her to
re-enter the house; but Mr. Osbaldistone accompanied her in her walk.
"You see how literally we have obeyed the clause in the lease which
ties us out from any alterations," said he, smiling. "We are living in a
tangled thicket of wood. I must confess that I should have liked to cut
down a good deal; but we do not do even the requisite thinnings without
making the proper application for leave to Mr. Johnson. In fact, your old
friend Dixon is jealous of every pea- stick the gardener cuts. I never met
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with so faithful a fellow. A good enough servant, too, in his way; but
somewhat too old-fashioned for my wife and daughters, who complain of
his being surly now and then."
"You are not thinking of parting with him?" said Ellinor, jealous for
Dixon.
"Oh, no; he and I are capital friends. And I believe Mrs.
Osbaldistone herself would never consent to his leaving us. But some
ladies, you know, like a little more subserviency in manner than our friend
Dixon can boast."
Ellinor made no reply. They were entering the painted flower garden,
hiding the ghastly memory. She could not speak. She felt as if, with all
her striving, she could not move--just as one does in a nightmare--but she
was past the place even as this terror came to its acme; and when she came
to herself, Mr. Osbaldistone was still blandly talking, and saying -
"It is now a reward for our obedience to your wishes, Miss Wilkins,
for if the projected railway passes through the ash-field yonder we should
have been perpetually troubled with the sight of the trains; indeed, the
sound would have been much more distinct than it will be now coming
through the interlacing branches. Then you will not go in, Miss
Wilkins?" Mrs. Osbaldistone desired me to say how happy-- Ah! I can
understand such feelings--Certainly, certainly; it is so much the shortest
way to the town, that we elder ones always go through the stable-yard; for
young people, it is perhaps not quite so desirable. Ha! Dixon," he
continued, "on the watch for the Miss Ellinor we so often hear of! This
old man," he continued to Ellinor, "is never satisfied with the seat of our
young ladies, always comparing their way of riding with that of a certain
missy--"
"I cannot help it, sir; they've quite a different style of hand, and sit all
lumpish-like. Now, Miss Ellinor, there -"
"Hush, Dixon," she said, suddenly aware of why the old servant was
not popular with his mistress. "I suppose I may be allowed to ask for
Dixon's company for an hour or so; we have something to do together
before we leave."
The consent given, the two walked away, as by previous appointment,
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to Hamley churchyard, where he was to point out to her the exact spot
where he wished to be buried. Trampling over the long, rank grass, but
avoiding passing directly over any of the thickly-strewn graves, he made
straight for one spot--a little space of unoccupied ground close by, where
Molly, the pretty scullery-maid, lay:
Sacred to the Memory of MARY GREAVES. Born 1797. Died
1818. "We part to meet again."
"I put this stone up over her with my first savings," said he, looking
at it; and then, pulling out his knife, he began to clean out the letters. "I
said then as I would lie by her. And it'll be a comfort to think you'll see
me laid here. I trust no one'll be so crabbed as to take a fancy to this 'ere
spot of ground."
Ellinor grasped eagerly at the only pleasure which her money enabled
her to give to the old man: and promised him that she would take care
and buy the right to that particular piece of ground. This was evidently a
gratification Dixon had frequently yearned after; he kept saying, "I'm
greatly obleeged to ye, Miss Ellinor. I may say I'm truly obleeged."
And when he saw them off by the coach the next day, his last words were,
"I cannot justly say how greatly I'm obleeged to you for that matter of the
churchyard." It was a much more easy affair to give Miss Monro some
additional comforts; she was as cheerful as ever; still working away at her
languages in any spare time, but confessing that she was tired of the
perpetual teaching in which her life had been spent during the last thirty
years. Ellinor was now enabled to set her at liberty from this, and she
accepted the kindness from her former pupil with as much simple
gratitude as that with which a mother receives a favour from a child. "If
Ellinor were but married to Canon Livingstone, I should be happier than I
have ever been since my father died," she used to say to herself in the
solitude of her bedchamber, for talking aloud had become her wont in the
early years of her isolated life as a governess. "And yet," she went on, "I
don't know what I should do without her; it is lucky for me that things are
not in my hands, for a pretty mess I should make of them, one way or
another. Dear! how old Mrs. Cadogan used to hate that word 'mess,' and
correct her granddaughters for using it right before my face, when I knew I
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had said it myself only the moment before! Well! those days are all over
now. God be thanked!"
In spite of being glad that "things were not in her hands" Miss Monro
tried to take affairs into her charge by doing all she could to persuade
Ellinor to allow her to invite the canon to their "little sociable teas." The
most provoking part was, that she was sure he would have come if he had
been asked; but she could never get leave to do so. "Of course no man
could go on for ever and ever without encouragement," as she confided to
herself in a plaintive tone of voice; and by-and-by many people were led
to suppose that the bachelor canon was paying attention to Miss Forbes,
the eldest daughter of the family to which the delicate Jeanie belonged.
It was, perhaps, with the Forbeses that both Miss Monro and Ellinor were
the most intimate of all the families in East Chester. Mrs. Forbes was a
widow lady of good means, with a large family of pretty, delicate
daughters. She herself belonged to one of the great houses in --shire, but
had married into Scotland; so, after her husband's death, it was the most
natural thing in the world that she should settle in East Chester; and one
after another of her daughters had become first Miss Monro's pupil and
afterwards her friend. Mrs. Forbes herself had always been strongly
attracted by Ellinor, but it was long before she could conquer the timid
reserve by which Miss Wilkins was hedged round. It was Miss Monro,
who was herself incapable of jealousy, who persevered in praising them to
one another, and in bringing them together; and now Ellinor was as
intimate and familiar in Mrs. Forbes's household as she ever could be with
any family not her own.
Mrs. Forbes was considered to be a little fanciful as to illness; but it
was no wonder, remembering how many sisters she had lost by
consumption. Miss Monro had often grumbled at the way in which her
pupils were made irregular for very trifling causes. But no one so
alarmed as she, when, in the autumn succeeding Mr. Ness's death, Mrs.
Forbes remarked to her on Ellinor's increased delicacy of appearance, and
shortness of breathing. From that time forwards she worried Ellinor (if
any one so sweet and patient could ever have been worried) with
respirators and precautions. Ellinor submitted to all her friend's wishes
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and cares, sooner than make her anxious, and remained a prisoner in the
house through the whole of November. Then Miss Monro's anxiety took
another turn. Ellinor's appetite and spirits failed her--not at all an
unnatural consequence of so many weeks' confinement to the house. A
plan was started, quite suddenly, one morning in December, that met with
approval from everyone but Ellinor, who was, however, by this time too
languid to make much resistance.
Mrs. Forbes and her daughters were going to Rome for three or four
months, so as to avoid the trying east winds of spring; why should not
Miss Wilkins go with them? They urged it, and Miss Monro urged it,
though with a little private sinking of the heart at the idea of the long
separation from one who was almost like a child to her. Ellinor was, as it
were, lifted off her feet and borne away by the unanimous opinion of
others--the doctor included--who decided that such a step was highly
desirable; if not absolutely necessary. She knew that she had only a life
interest both in her father's property and in that bequeathed to her by Mr.
Ness. Hitherto she had not felt much troubled by this, as she had
supposed that in the natural course of events she should survive Miss
Monro and Dixon, both of whom she looked upon as dependent upon her.
All she had to bequeath to the two was the small savings, which would not
nearly suffice for both purposes, especially considering that Miss Monro
had given up her teaching, and that both she and Dixon were passing into
years.
Before Ellinor left England she had made every arrangement for the
contingency of her death abroad that Mr. Johnson could suggest. She had
written and sent a long letter to Dixon; and a shorter one was left in charge
of Canon Livingstone (she dared not hint at the possibility of her dying to
Miss Monro) to be sent to the old man.
As they drove out of the King's Cross station, they passed a
gentleman's carriage entering. Ellinor saw a bright, handsome lady, a
nurse, and baby inside, and a gentleman sitting by them whose face she
could never forget. It was Mr. Corbet taking his wife and child to the
railway. They were going on a Christmas visit to East Chester deanery.
He had been leaning back, not noticing the passers-by, not attending to the
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other inmates of the carriage, probably absorbed in the consideration of
some law case. Such were the casual glimpses Ellinor had of one with
whose life she had once thought herself bound up.
Who so proud as Miss Monro when a foreign letter came? Her
correspondent was not particularly graphic in her descriptions, nor were
there any adventures to be described, nor was the habit of mind of Ellinor
such as to make her clear and definite in her own impressions of what she
saw, and her natural reserve kept her from being fluent in communicating
them even to Miss Monro. But that lady would have been pleased to
read aloud these letters to the assembled dean and canons, and would not
have been surprised if they had invited her to theCHAPTER-house for that
purpose. To her circle of untravelled ladies, ignorant of Murray, but
laudably desirous of information, all Ellinor's historical reminiscences and
rather formal details were really interesting. There was no railroad in
those days between Lyons and Marseilles, so their progress was slow, and
the passage of letters to and fro, when they had arrived in Rome, long and
uncertain. But all seemed going on well. Ellinor spoke of herself as in
better health; and Canon Livingstone (between whom and Miss Monro
great intimacy had sprung up since Ellinor had gone away, and Miss
Monro could ask him to tea) confirmed this report of Miss Wilkins's health
from a letter which he had received from Mrs. Forbes. Curiosity about
that letter was Miss Monro's torment. What could they have had to write
to each other about? It was a very odd proceeding; although the
Livingstones and Forbeses were distantly related, after the manner of
Scotland. Could it have been that he had offered to Euphemia, after all,
and that her mother had answered; or, possibly, there was a letter from
Effie herself, enclosed. It was a pity for Miss Monro's peace of mind that
she did not ask him straight away. She would then have learnt what
Canon Livingstone had no thought of concealing, that Mrs. Forbes had
written solely to give him some fuller directions about certain charities
than she had had time to think about in the hurry of starting. As it was,
and when, a little later on, she heard him speak of the possibility of his
going himself to Rome, as soon as his term of residence was over, in time
for the Carnival, she gave up her fond project in despair, and felt very
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much like a child whose house of bricks had been knocked down by the
unlucky waft of some passing petticoat.
Meanwhile, the entire change of scene brought on the exquisite
refreshment of entire change of thought. Ellinor had not been able so
completely to forget her past life for many years; it was like a renewing of
her youth; cut so suddenly short by the shears of Fate. Ever since that
night, she had had to rouse herself on awakening in the morning into a full
comprehension of the great cause she had for much fear and heavy grief.
Now, when she wakened in her little room, fourth piano, No. 36, Babuino,
she saw the strange, pretty things around her, and her mind went off into
pleasant wonder and conjecture, happy recollections of the day before, and
pleasant anticipations of the day to come. Latent in Ellinor was her
father's artistic temperament; everything new and strange was a picture
and a delight; the merest group in the street, a Roman facchino, with his
cloak draped over his shoulder, a girl going to market or carrying her
pitcher back from the fountain, everything and every person that presented
it or himself to her senses, gave them a delicious shock, as if it were
something strangely familiar from Pinelli, but unseen by her mortal eyes
before. She forgot her despondency, her ill- health disappeared as if by
magic; the Misses Forbes, who had taken the pensive, drooping invalid as
a companion out of kindness of heart, found themselves amply rewarded
by the sight of her amended health, and her keen enjoyment of everything,
and the half-quaint, half naive expressions of her pleasure.
So March came round; Lent was late that year. The great nosegays of
violets and camellias were for sale at the corner of the Condotti, and the
revellers had no difficulty in procuring much rarer flowers for the belles of
the Corso. The embassies had their balconies; the attaches of the Russian
Embassy threw their light and lovely presents at every pretty girl, or
suspicion of a pretty girl, who passed slowly in her carriage, covered over
with her white domino, and holding her wire mask as a protection to her
face from the showers of lime confetti, which otherwise would have been
enough to blind her; Mrs. Forbes had her own hired balcony, as became a
wealthy and respectable Englishwoman. The girls had a great basket full
of bouquets with which to pelt their friends in the crowd below; a store of
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moccoletti lay piled on the table behind, for it was the last day of Carnival,
and as soon as dusk came on the tapers were to be lighted, to be as quickly
extinguished by every means in everyone's power. The crowd below was
at its wildest pitch; the rows of stately contadini alone sitting immovable
as their possible ancestors, the senators who received Brennus and his
Gauls. Masks and white dominoes, foreign gentlemen, and the riffraff of
the city, slow- driving carriages, showers of flowers, most of them faded
by this time, everyone shouting and struggling at that wild pitch of
excitement which may so soon turn into fury. The Forbes girls had given
place at the window to their mother and Ellinor, who were gazing half
amused, half terrified, at the mad parti-coloured movement below; when a
familiar face looked up, smiling a recognition; and "How shall I get to
you?" was asked in English, by the well-known voice of Canon
Livingstone. They saw him disappear under the balcony on which they
were standing, but it was some time before he made his appearance in
their room. And when he did, he was almost overpowered with greetings;
so glad were they to see an East Chester face.
"When did you come? Where are you? What a pity you did not
come sooner! It is so long since we have heard anything; do tell us
everything! It is three weeks since we have had any letters; those
tiresome boats have been so irregular because of the weather." "How
was everybody--Miss Monro in particular?" Ellinor asks.
He, quietly smiling, replied to their questions by slow degrees. He
had only arrived the night before, and had been hunting for them all day;
but no one could give him any distinct intelligence as to their whereabouts
in all the noise and confusion of the place, especially as they had their
only English servant with them, and the canon was not strong in his Italian.
He was not sorry he had missed all but this last day of carnival, for he was
half blinded and wholly deafened, as it was. He was at the "Angleterre;"
he had left East Chester about a week ago; he had letters for all of them,
but had not dared to bring them through the crowd for fear of having his
pocket picked. Miss Monro was very well, but very uneasy at not having
heard from Ellinor for so long; the irregularity of the boats must be telling
both ways, for their English friends were full of wonder at not hearing
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from Rome. And then followed some well-deserved abuse of the Roman
post, and some suspicion of the carelessness with which Italian servants
posted English letters. All these answers were satisfactory enough, yet
Mrs. Forbes thought she saw a latent uneasiness in Canon Livingstone's
manner, and fancied once or twice that he hesitated in replying to Ellinor's
questions. But there was no being quite sure in the increasing darkness,
which prevented countenances from being seen; nor in the constant
interruptions and screams which were going on in the small crowded room,
as wafting handkerchiefs, puffs of wind, or veritable extinguishers,
fastened to long sticks, and coming from nobody knew where, put out
taper after taper as fast as they were lighted.
"You will come home with us," said Mrs. Forbes. "I can only offer
you cold meat with tea; our cook is gone out, this being a universal festa;
but we cannot part with an old friend for any scruples as to the
commissariat."
"Thank you. I should have invited myself if you had not been good
enough to ask me."
When they had all arrived at their apartment in the Babuino (Canon
Livingstone had gone round to fetch the letters with which he was
entrusted), Mrs. Forbes was confirmed in her supposition that he had
something particular and not very pleasant to say to Ellinor, by the rather
grave and absent manner in which he awaited her return from taking off
her out-of-door things. He broke off, indeed, in his conversation with
Mrs. Forbes to go and meet Ellinor, and to lead her into the most distant
window before he delivered her letters.
"From what you said in the balcony yonder, I fear you have not
received your home letters regularly?"
"No!" replied she, startled and trembling, she hardly knew why.
"No more has Miss Monro heard from you; nor, I believe, has some
one else who expected to hear. Your man of business--I forget his name."
"My man of business! Something has gone wrong, Mr. Livingstone.
Tell me--I want to know. I have been expecting it--only tell me." She sat
down suddenly, as white as ashes.
"Dear Miss Wilkins, I'm afraid it is painful enough, but you are
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fancying it worse than it is. All your friends are quite well; but an old
servant--"
"Well!" she said, seeing his hesitation, and leaning forwards and
griping at his arm.
"Is taken up on a charge of manslaughter or murder. Oh! Mrs. Forbes,
come here!"
For Ellinor had fainted, falling forwards on the arm she had held.
When she came round she was lying half undressed on her bed; they were
giving her tea in spoonfuls.
"I must get up," she moaned. "I must go home."
"You must lie still," said Mrs. Forbes, firmly.
"You don't know. I must go home," she repeated; and she tried to sit
up, but fell back helpless. Then she did not speak, but lay and thought.
"Will you bring me some meat?" she whispered. "And some wine?"
They brought her meat and wine; she ate, though she was choking.
"Now, please, bring me my letters, and leave me alone; and after that I
should like to speak to Canon Livingstone. Don't let him go, please. I
won't be long--half an hour, I think. Only let me be alone."
There was a hurried feverish sharpness in her tone that made Mrs.
Forbes very anxious, but she judged it best to comply with her requests.
The letters were brought, the lights were arranged so that she could
read them lying on her bed; and they left her. Then she got up and stood
on her feet, dizzy enough, her arms clasped at the top of her head, her eyes
dilated and staring as if looking at some great horror. But after a few
minutes she sat down suddenly, and began to read. Letters were
evidently missing. Some had been sent by an opportunity that had been
delayed on the journey, and had not yet arrived in Rome. Others had
been despatched by the post, but the severe weather, the unusual snow, had,
in those days, before the railway was made between Lyons and Marseilles,
put a stop to many a traveller's plans, and had rendered the transmission of
the mail extremely uncertain; so, much of that intelligence which Miss
Monro had evidently considered as certain to be known to Ellinor was
entirely matter of conjecture, and could only be guessed at from what was
told in these letters. One was from Mr. Johnson, one from Mr. Brown,
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one from Miss Monro; of course the last mentioned was the first read.
She spoke of the shock of the discovery of Mr. Dunster's body, found in
the cutting of the new line of railroad from Hamley to the nearest railway
station; the body so hastily buried long ago, in its clothes, by which it was
now recognised--a recognition confirmed by one or two more personal and
indestructible things, such as his watch and seal with his initials; of the
shock to everyone, the Osbaldistones in particular, on the further
discovery of a fleam or horse-lancet, having the name of Abraham Dixon
engraved on the handle; how Dixon had gone on Mr. Osbaldistone's
business to a horse- fair in Ireland some weeks before this, and had had his
leg broken by a kick from an unruly mare, so that he was barely able to
move about when the officers of justice went to apprehend him in Tralee.
At this point Ellinor cried out loud and shrill.
"Oh, Dixon! Dixon! and I was away enjoying myself."
They heard her cry, and came to the door, but it was bolted inside.
"Please, go away," she said; "please, go. I will be very quiet; only,
please, go."
She could not bear just then to read any more of Miss Monro's letter;
she tore open Mr. Johnson's--the date was a fortnight earlier than Miss
Monro's; he also expressed his wonder at not hearing from her, in reply to
his letter of January 9; but he added, that he thought that her trustees had
judged rightly; the handsome sum the railway company had offered for the
land when their surveyor decided on the alteration of the line, Mr.
Osbaldistone, &c. &c. She could not read anymore; it was Fate pursuing
her. Then she took the letter up again and tried to read; but all that
reached her understanding was the fact that Mr. Johnson had sent his
present letter to Miss Monro, thinking that she might know of some
private opportunity safer than the post. Mr. Brown's was just such a
letter as he occasionally sent her from time to time; a correspondence that
arose out of their mutual regard for their dead friend Mr. Ness. It, too,
had been sent to Miss Monro to direct. Ellinor was on the point of
putting it aside entirely, when the name of Corbet caught her eye: "You
will be interested to hear that the old pupil of our departed friend, who was
so anxious to obtain the folio Virgil with the Italian notes, is appointed the
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new judge in room of Mr. Justice Jenkin. At least I conclude that Mr.
Ralph Corbet, Q.C., is the same as the Virgil fancier."
"Yes," said Ellinor, bitterly; "he judged well; it would never have
done." They were the first words of anything like reproach which she
ever formed in her own mind during all these years. She thought for a
few moments of the old times; it seemed to steady her brain to think of
them. Then she took up and finished Miss Monro's letter. That excellent
friend had done all which she thought Ellinor would have wished without
delay. She had written to Mr. Johnson, and charged him to do everything
he could to defend Dixon and to spare no expense. She was thinking of
going to the prison in the county town, to see the old man herself, but
Ellinor could perceive that all these endeavours and purposes of Miss
Monro's were based on love for her own pupil, and a desire to set her mind
at ease as far as she could, rather than from any idea that Dixon himself
could be innocent. Ellinor put down the letters, and went to the door, then
turned back, and locked them up in her writing-case with trembling hands;
and after that she entered the drawing-room, looking liker to a ghost than
to a living woman.
"Can I speak to you for a minute alone?" Her still, tuneless voice
made the words into a command. Canon Livingstone arose and followed
her into the little dining-room. "Will you tell me all you know--all you
have heard about my--you know what?"
"Miss Monro was my informant--at least at first--it was in the Times
the day before I left. Miss Monro says it could only have been done in a
moment of anger if the old servant is really guilty; that he was as steady
and good a man as she ever knew, and she seems to have a strong feeling
against Mr. Dunster, as always giving your father much unnecessary
trouble; in fact, she hints that his disappearance at the time was supposed
to be the cause of a considerable loss of property to Mr. Wilkins."
"No!" said Ellinor, eagerly, feeling that some justice ought to be done
to the dead man; and then she stopped short, fearful of saying anything
that should betray her full knowledge. "I mean this," she went on; "Mr.
Dunster was a very disagreeable man personally--and papa--we none of us
liked him; but he was quite honest--please remember that."
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The canon bowed, and said a few acquiescing words. He waited for
her to speak again.
"Miss Monro says she is going to see Dixon in--"
"Oh, Mr. Livingstone, I can't bear it!"
He let her alone, looking at her pitifully, as she twisted and wrung her
hands together in her endeavour to regain the quiet manner she had striven
to maintain through the interview. She looked up at him with a poor
attempt at an apologetic smile:
"It is so terrible to think of that good old man in prison!"
"You do not believe him guilty!" said Canon Livingstone, in some
surprise. "I am afraid, from all I heard and read, there is but little doubt
that he did kill the man; I trust in some moment of irritation, with no
premeditated malice."
Ellinor shook her head.
"How soon can I get to England?" asked she. "I must start at once."
"Mrs. Forbes sent out while you were lying down. I am afraid there
is no boat to Marseilles till Thursday, the day after to-morrow."
"But I must go sooner!" said Ellinor, starting up. "I must go; please
help me. He may be tried before I can get there!"
"Alas! I fear that will be the case, whatever haste you make. The
trial was to come on at the Hellingford Assizes, and that town stands first
on the Midland Circuit list. To-day is the 27th of February; the assizes
begin on the 7th of March."
"I will start to-morrow morning early for Civita; there may be a boat
there they do not know of here. At any rate, I shall be on my way. If he
dies, I must die too. Oh! I don't know what I am saying, I am so utterly
crushed down! It would be such a kindness if you would go away, and
let no one come to me. I know Mrs. Forbes is so good, she will forgive
me. I will say good-by to you all before I go to-morrow morning; but I
must think now."
For one moment he stood looking at her as if he longed to comfort her
by more words. He thought better of it, however, and silently left the
room.
For a long time Ellinor sat still; now and then taking up Miss Monro's
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letter, and re-reading the few terrible details. Then she bethought her that
possibly the canon might have brought a copy of the Times, containing the
examination of Dixon before the magistrates, and she opened the door and
called to a passing servant to make the inquiry. She was quite right in her
conjecture; Dr. Livingstone had had the paper in his pocket during his
interview with her; but he thought the evidence so conclusive, that the
perusal of it would only be adding to her extreme distress by accelerating
the conviction of Dixon's guilt, which he believed she must arrive at
sooner or later.
He had been reading the report over with Mrs. Forbes and her
daughters, after his return from Ellinor's room, and they were all
participating in his opinion upon it, when her request for the Times was
brought. They had reluctantly agreed, saying there did not appear to be a
shadow of doubt on the fact of Dixon's having killed Mr. Dunster, only
hoping there might prove to be some extenuating circumstances, which
Ellinor had probably recollected, and which she was desirous of producing
on the approaching trial.
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